Future of my Fics
Pending Fics (Poll) - JessRaHello everyone,
I have had quite a break from here, first because of my graduate studies and then because of everything that happened around Seungri's name and persona.
To say that I am not dissapointed would be a lie. It took me a while to digest. A while to reflect about it and I have come to the conclusion that I would separate myself from all of it. Including Seungri. So I did.
However, my fics are my treasure and my pleasure. And I cannot find the strength to simply erase something that I have created and enjoyed for so long. So I will continue with them. I am heartbroken that perhaps I do it now more for the love of writing, than the love for who I used to write about. And I hope you forgive me for that. I belive everyone makes choices depending on what we have lived through.
I still hold dear the time I was Seungri's biggest fan. And I cannot see myself ever badmouthing or blaming him, or hating him or any of those things. But my feelings have changed and I still am in the process of figuring out what exactly is what I feel now when related to him. It will take time. Perhaps writing again will help me. I hope it does.
So look forward for (FINALLY) new updates in September.
Love you all
JessRa
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