other quick warnings/details: violence, ableism (very brief and it's clearly wrong!), family and financial issues, swearing, alcohol and smoking

Hi, Semi here! So this came to mind from a mixture of seeing Himlo being closer during Honeymoon era (!!!! bless), talking with Lei about Yongguk's hiatus from the group during Noir era and how that might have affected the members, reading essays about war and death and (de)colonisation for my Critical Theory module at uni, aaaand my own family stuff lolll. Hope you enjoy reading!!?

note: each update will just be a link to the fic on ao3. If you'd like to leave any likes/kudos and comments, I'll be over the moon and I'd really appreciate it if you left them on ao3 as that's my actual posting place, not here on aff. thank you!! <3