Dare To Love You
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Jinyoung had confessed to Mark during his birthday. Jaebum and Jackson thought that it a great move because they are tired from Jinyoung dropping a hint to Mark but the older was too dump to get it. When Jinyoung back to his shared room with Jaebum with a bitter smile, Jaebum said nothing but gave his friend a hug. Meanwhile, Jackson shocked when Mark threw all the gifts that Jinyoung gave to him and all their selca that Jinyoung put on Mark study wall. Jackson knew something went wrong right away and he held Mark wrist.
“Mark, what going on?” Jackson asked.
“Jinyoung suddenly said he likes me more than a friend. You know how disgusting that sound.” Mark sat on his bed.
“Are you sure it disgusting or you are on denial yourself because of your parent?” Jackson back to sit on his bed. They are now facing each other.
“I’m not bending that way, Jackson.” Mark said with anger in his tone.
“Yes, I know but Jinyoung is the one you called when you had fight with your parent. He is the one you invited to last year party as your plus one and He is the one who was giving times for you. It’s always Jinyoung that be that one for you despite he is one of the busiest student in this college.” Jackson made Mark bits his lips but he still leave the room with the box.
Mark stood in front of Jaebum and Jinyoung room. He hesitate to knock but he need to let everything settle by today. He braved himself and knocked on the door, few minutes later he met with Jaebum annoyed face.
“Please give this to Jinyoung. I don’t want to keep thing from him.” Mark gave the box to Jaebum but the same age boy do nothing but let him hanging.
“Throw it.” A voice from the back shocked the two.
Jinyoung looked at Jaebum to give him and Mark a little space to talk. Jaebum patted Jinyoung hair before left them with a sighed.
“I gave it to you, so everything is yours, hyung. I won’t take any of it back. You can throw it away.” Jinyoung said so calm as if he not even got a rejection from Mark few hours ago.
Mark could see the traced of tears from the swollen and bloody red eyes.
“Isn’t it better for you to keep it?” Mark said with guilty.
Jinyoung shook his head.
“My heart keep everything before but now, everything is shattering. I don’t need it. A broken thing is not good to be keep.” Jinyoung bitterly smile.
Mark half hoped that Jinyoung wanted to keep it, so, he won’t need to throw it away.
“You sure want me to throw everything?” Mark asked and Jinyoung nodded.
Jinyoung closed the door after Mark walked away. Mark stood in front of the trash collection place and later, he put down the box and left it there. When he back to his room, he saw Jackson was on phone with someone.
“See you tomorrow. Don’t be too sad. He not the one for you but many is waiting in line.” Jackson looked at Mark and shook his head.
Mark could guess who is on the line with Jackson.
“Done threw away all your memories with Jinyoung?” Jackson asked after Mark laid on his back.
“Yah.” Mark put his arms to cover his eyes from the light. He need to clear his mind.
“Jinyoung is going to start his trainee days, so you won’t be able to meet him often start this upcoming Monday. Jaebum and I decided to have a little friendship day out this weekend with Youngjae, Yugyeom and Bambam. If you okay to call Jinyoung as friend, then, I hope you can join us.” Jackson word made Mark realised how Jinyoung always so excited when it comes to dance and singing.
“I will go.” Mark still want to congratulate Jinyoung even though he supposed to do it today.
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