I know it's been a while since I updated and sorry to disappoint you but this is not an update.

I'm here to let you know about SHINee's Jonghyun's death.

I've been only a shawol for a year and I may be not that updated about SHINee but I still love them.

Jonghyun... He committed suicide today, December 18, 2017. He was sad. He texted his sister and said to tell everyone that he suffered. It was sad, depressing for me. I'm crying, seriously. He doesn't deserve all the pains he had suffered.

I feel bad because I wasn't that updated about SHINee, and I don't know a lot about them... You could say I'm a fake fan but my love for them is real. I can't believe it. My body immediately weakened and my hands trembled as I saw the article of Jonghyun's death. It was unimaginable.

Jonghyun is a great guy, I love his smile, his voice, his face, his everything. I love all of him. I hope he rests well... I'm crying again omygosh. It hurts for me to say this bc I still can't believe it but...

Rest in peace, Kim Jonghyun