a/n: I originally posted this on my story tumblr and in my oneshot collection, but I wanted to post this fic in particular on its own as well. I'm not entirely sure what compelled me to post it separately, but yeah. Before you start reading, I also want to give a bit of a warning that this story does have a bit of implied suicidal ideation. With that said, please do not interpret this as a romanticization of suicide or encouraging it. If you (or anyone you know) are suffering from thoughts of suicide, or are experiencing any of the themes portrayed in this fic, please seek help. Even if the thoughts/feelings are fleeting and eventually go away, I strongly encourage you to seek help.

Oh, and btw, the description is a personal quote of mine. It's kinda cheesy, but... welp.