my identity is a secret because i'm really embarrassed. i just can't stop fantasizing about my ing teacher because he's really cute, and admitting it just makes it 10000x worse!!!!!!!

i'm really sorry for the misleading tags, but they're somewhat relevant to the story, and i just want feedback because i want someone to relate to me and tell me that i'm not just some stupid girl who is falling for their professor, thinking he has the same feelings, but is just treating her like a woman. also I AM NOT GOING TO PURSUE ANYTHING WITH HIM--i'm only 18. and as i am sometimes irrational, i'm intp and a lawful neutral. i know where my morales stand.

anyway, i have depression