I, Pan Lin, 16 years of age, living in Gangnam,Seoul, South Korea.
I started living in Seoul when I was 15. When my father decided to start a restaurant business in Seoul and he saw the potential success of it, my father brought us here.

Living here for more than a year, I would say I'm not fully happy.

I don't have friends,except Seonie Ho.

Seonie is also like me, a foreigner.

We both studying in an International School so we don't have to talk too much of Hangul.

Which makes me feel better.

But most of our classmates are making fun of us because we don't understand most of their conversation.

Which makes the conversation awkward.

How I wish I was born and raised here in Seoul so I can interact well with them.

So I can laugh wholeheartedly.

So I can make friends, and not a bunch of bullies.

Because I am different, I have no choice but to stay alone...

" Hey! You white radish, are you going to commit suicide?"

Someone from my back speaks to me.

I turned around.

Only to find out a guy whose giving me a weird stares.

He has a brown hair,white-pale skin,not so tall and a slender body.

His face...

Well, I must admit that he's the most beautiful guy I've ever seen.

"Where you just going to stare at me, White Radish?" He said.

He walks pass through me yet I couldn't take my eyes off him.

This is the first time someone initiated a conversation with me.

Or should I say, a local is talking to me. And wait... Did he say White Radish?!

Is that an another way of bullying me?!

"I'm not White Radish. I have a name.
My name is..." Then he signaled me to stop.

He walks facing me face to face.

" Enough. I'm not here to get to know you. I'm just here to make sure you are going to commit suicide in front of my eyes,"

Oh?!I feel so touched knowing that someone cares for me.

I will be pleased only if he said those words gently.

But he said that with arrogance and sarcasm.

I take a moment before I speak again.

"I'm not suicidal. Who gives you that idea?" I make sure I said it with conviction but my voice betrays me because it cracks the moment I speak a word.

He grins.

" Really? But you looked pathetic. I saw you looking in the river so deeply.
As if you want to be drowned by it.
Poor thing you cannot do that today.
Maybe tomorrow you can, once I am not around,"

He told me in a cold tone.

I crossed my eyebrows as a sign of disbelief.

Am I really looked pathetic? Am I too transparent for letting my emotions to show all over my face?
Or is this person can read somebody's mind?

" Better go to your mama and tell your story. The river will not going to answer you nor it can't comfort you,"

" Who do you think you are? Lecturing me for something you didn't know. You don't even care about my name!"

He raised his left eyebrow.

"Are you yelling at me, White Radish?!"

"Yes!" I shouted at the top of my lungs.

He grins.

"Does it make you feel better?"

"Does it make you a lesser person for showing what you really feel?"

I stopped.

Then I look down.

"I-I'm sorry, it's just that... Sorry,"

Moment of silence...

Then I heard him chuckled.

"Why do you have to say sorry when you know that you did nothing wrong?"

" Poor White Radish. If you keep your self in the dark, for sure you'll be rotten,"

I looked at him once.

Before I decided to lay down on the grass.

I feel so tired.

I'm not a confrontational person.

Just a few words and it makes me weak inside.

" I'm not hiding my true self. It's just that nobody cares for me. Nobody shows interest towards me,"

I said those words as if I whispered it to the wind.

All of a sudden the guy offers his right hand. I looked at it, still puzzled on what he's trying to mean about that.

He nods at me.

" This is not out of pity but I guess you are an interested person. From now on, I will be your hyung,"

Hyung...

Does he mean an older brother?

But he looks younger than me?

And well, I'm taller than him.

Should I be proud to have a hyung like him?

*Boinks*

"Ouch!"

He hits my head with his right fist.

"I'm trying to be nice here. Why you looked so dismay about that?!"

He was annoyed. Yet his white-pale face turned to red maybe he was embarassed at the same time.

" What makes you believe that I am younger than you. And what makes you so confident on becoming my hyung?! You are just a little girl to me,"

I said it with full of amusement.

I looked up on him but he turns away his stare.

Oh man,he's cute even when he's embarassed.

Then I felt pain.

"Ouch!"

He kicked my thigh.

And it hurts so badly.

" Pan Lin. That is your name right?
From 1st year Senior High. I know you since the first day you came to our school. I should not talk to you casually since I am your Senior.
But I'll let you pass this time. Since you looked so pathetic back then,"

After saying those words, he turned his back towards me.

He walks so fast and he's already a mile away when I went back to my senses.

To my surprise, I ran over him and grabbed his arm.

"You know me?! You are really my Senior?"

He doesn't answer me.

Instead, he pulls back his arm from me.

He grabs his things under the tree.

And look straight to my eyes.

" This will not be the last time we will see each other. Next time, you'll going to remember me as if it's your last chance,"

I tried to talk back but he already turned his back on me.

He put his coat on his shoulder.

No way that coat is same as mine.

That is my school uniform this winter.

And wait his name tag...

Right his name tag, I saw a glimpse of it.

If my sight serves me right, what I read is ... Win Park.

So his nme is Win Park. What a catchy name...

Next morning at school...

" Did you say Win Park?"

That is Seonie, my school buddy.

It is our lunch time and I told him about the weird guy I met Yesterday.

" But that is impossible. The Win Park I know will not going to talk to someone as boring as you,"

He said with disbelief.

I choked. I glared at him. He smiled and give me a peace sign.

" Just answer me if you know him or not. He knows me and it seems unfair for me,"

"So what's the big deal of knowing him? When you said that all he did was bullying you?I don't get the point,"

He shrugs his shoulder.

I glared at him for second time.

" Are you going to answer me? Or you really don't know him?"

C'mon I'm serious here.

"Fine. Look at that direction, that is Win Park right?"

He pointed at the bulletin board.

I saw a poster of a young, good-looking guy. The guy is wearing our school uniform in a very tidy manner.
He's wearing a sunglass and his hair is black. But somehow, he looks very similar to the guy I met before.

And in a few seconds, I opened my eyes so widely.

"Yes!Yes! That's him,"

I exclaimed with excitement.

This time it is Seonie whose glaring at me.

"Why?" I lowered my tone.

" How come you didn't recognize our School President?!"

" He is famous in all corners of this school. Even those middle schoolers know him well,"

"You stupid, you're so impossible,"

School President!!!

No way! I cannot believe this.

What have I done to deserve this?!

Maybe Seonie is right, I am quite stupid.

*** Author's note ***

Credit to the owner of the video above.

I don't have a proper cover yet for my story but soon I'll find time to create one.

I'm not expecting too many readers of my story because I'm just doing it for fun and to share my crazy thoughts about these two people I admire most in Produce 101 Season 2.

But still, hope you like it.

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