Firstly, I want to apologise to all of you. you I hope you can forgive me for being a y author ;-; okay lemme tell you my string of activities (aka excuses as to why I have not updated yet) 

On the 25th of December, i wanted to write a fluff and a to be posted as a christmas present (side note, how did your christmas go?) BUT, there was SBS Gayo Daejun. SO YOU CANT BLAME ME. Blackpink and Red Velvet were stunning and i was fangirling so hard that i couldn't focus at all. And then i had to pack for my camp, which was from 26-28. BUT, Incheon 2017 was playing and Red Velvet appeared once again and i had to fangirl and dump my packing to later, so i ended up sleeping at like... 12+? And yes, our phones were confiscated during the camp so i couldn't write ;-; (camp was fun btw) AND THEN, on the 28th when i ended camp, i came back and i dropped dead on the couch and slept. AND MY MOM PRESENTED ME WITH THE BIG NEWS OF MY DAD SPILLING BEER ON MY COMPUTER (my baby ;-;) So yeah, i was really really sad because my com is my baby and that's where i write on mostly (i write on my phone too!) and then today! The 29th of December, SANA'S BIRTHDAY YAY!! I made a pledge to write, BUT, i had stupid band practice (yes i'm in a band, i'm the singer yayyyy!) so it lasted till 4, and i had dinner and came home. Just as i was about to write, I REALISED THAT KBS SONG FESTIVAL IS STARTING. So yeah, i went to bathe and then went to watch it.  AND OMG IRENE IN BANGS AND THAT RE