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Him.

No name was mention, but Inhae already had someone running through her mind.

It wasn’t love at first sight. No. She didn’t go that way, maybe she would found someone attractive at first sight, but never love.

 

It grew naturally, almost too naturally that it scared her and it stuck to her like a piece of herself that she couldn’t get off of. His stupid middle parting styled hair, his stupid smile, his stupid laugh, his stupid ways, his stupid eyes, his stupid smell – she remembered everything about him, still.

When she had first met him, she was eight years old.

Had her bags tugged tight when she followed the teacher to her supposed to be classroom. It wasn’t really her fault to begin with, she didn’t really know anything. She just came to school and followed her friend to her class, not knowing that she was on the different class – she didn’t even know that they could change class every year – resulting the teacher to usher her back to where she was supposed to go.

Inhae didn’t like being in the top class. Her friend once stated that the top class only had the snob kids that don’t want to play with each other so the eight year old her was really anxious about that.

When she came into the class, every student there stopped with their lesson, eyes gawking at her who just came and quickly, she tugged the straps of her bags, trying to ease down the anxious feeling.

“…her name wasn’t in my class. So, I thought that she maybe in your class?”

Another teacher, seemingly beautiful with her big eyes and red lips looked at her, smiling. “What’s your name, dear?”

“Song Inhae.” She mumbled.

The teacher smiled, looking at the book that was on her desk, brows furrowing for a second before she smiled again. “Yup, she’s in my class. Thanks Haneul.”

Haneul, the teacher that was behind Inhae just smiled, nodding before patting the girl on the head. “Be nice, okay?”

She just hummed, silently praying that the male teacher won’t go anywhere but sadly he had gone before she could say anything.

“It’s okay. My name is Ms. Woo and I’ll be your new teacher. It’s okay, this is just like the other class. You will like it here, okay?”

She just blinked at the woman who seemed to have no trouble seeing her not giving any response.

“Okay guys, we have another friend with us. Her name is Inhae and I want you to be nice to her, okay?” The students hummed together in harmony and the teacher smiled, eyes looking everywhere in the class.

“How about you sit over there?”

She just frowned, somehow didn’t like that she got to be sitting alone and the others got to be sit in pair, but she followed the teacher’s order obediently.

 

Being in the top class wasn’t so bad like Inhae thought it would and she wondered why her friends would say something like that.

She didn’t think that learning in the top class would be easy, she had thought that it would be hard since the teachers might put their hardest on them, but weirdly she managed it and have a thought that maybe she was smart after all and it wasn’t a mistake that she got into the top class, but she didn’t want to say it out loud – she might jinx it.

The friends in the class were nice too. They weren’t snobby like what her friends had said. They were nice. They played what she and her friends had played and really, it wasn’t bad.

She knows the people in the class already, had their names on her head but to say that they were friends might be an overstatement – friends, no but acquaintances, yes.

They had their own clique, their own group but nevertheless friendly with everyone else and Inhae did just that – she got into her own gang.

Soojung and Jinri – when Inhae first saw them, Soojung didn’t seemed like she liked her, frowning and looking away so that she won’t see her but Jinri later told her that Soojung had always been like that because she was a really shy girl. The pair sat behind her on class and always talked to her, asking her to join into their talking and she was beyond happy that she had finally gotten herself some friends.

 

It was later that week that Inhae found herself staring at her homeroom teacher bringing someone into the class. She had thought that maybe he was like her, sitting on a different class before finally noticed that he belonged to the top class when the teacher announced that he was a new student.

She didn’t mind that. But she do mind that he was supposedly sitting beside her, where she had laid her bag there and she was feeling dejected – somehow a bit sour over the fact that someone will be in her comfort zone.

He had looked at her when she took her bag that was on the chair, putting it beside her on the ground.

They didn’t talk to each other and Inhae was beginning to feel shy all of a sudden. She wanted to talk to him, but she was being too shy to even say anything or do something.

Jinri was the one that talk to him after the teacher had left, asking him questions and all which Inhae glad that he had answered.

Jongin.

His name was Jongin.

 

“Can we share a book? I still didn’t get mine.”

Her heart thumped a bit, listening to him talking to her for the first time. Inhae looked at him, noticing that his lips jutting a bit. She nodded, pushing the book on the center before both of them scooted their chairs closely, shoulders slightly bumping.

“I didn’t know your name.” he whispered.

Her heart thumped again. She glanced at the teacher that was teaching in front before glancing back at the boy beside her.

“Didn’t Jinri tell you earlier?” she whispered back at the same tone.

He glanced down, biting on his lower lip, “She talks too fast, I didn’t understand anything.”

She wanted to laugh, really but she couldn’t get the teacher to notice that they weren’t paying attention so she pressed her lips tight, frowning.

Seeing that, Jongin had his shoulders deflated. “You don’t want to tell me?” he asked, taking her action as a sign of rejection.

“No.” she shook her head.

“I’m Inhae.”

She had never seen someone smiled so big at hearing her name before.

“I’m Jongin.”

 


 

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Ximazoomzoom #1
Chapter 21: Can you give us the alternative ending plz??
__MyunHyun #2
Chapter 21: Please GIVE US AN ALTERNATE ENDING
Myzurah
#3
Chapter 21: All along the chapters, it seemed like Jongin likes her?? But maybe he thought she didn't like him or something? It's really mysterious because his friends seemed to know, or it could be that Sehun also likes her? Damn hahahaha. But unrequited love is really hurt, but she seemed happy and more lively now. Hopefully she'll find someone.
Myzurah
#4
Chapter 21: All along the chapters, it seemed like Jongin likes her?? But maybe he thought she didn't like him or something? It's really mysterious because his friends seemed to know, or it could be that Sehun also likes her? Damn hahahaha. But unrequited love is really hurt, but she seemed happy and more lively now. Hopefully she'll find someone.
Khahani #5
Chapter 21: This is the first character that ever feel so close to me. I am exactly in the same situations like her. So the lesson I learned here, is not being too hard on yourself. I need to accept that he will always be in my heart but not in my life. Thank you for the great story.
cinnamonhyun
#6
Chapter 21: PS: I had no idea Jongin would be a perfect character for a high school crush slash heartbreak. But you have written him so nicely that I felt I had a crush on him too xD

I love this fic, author, thank you so much!
cinnamonhyun
#7
Chapter 21: That being said, I miss them so much... They were so cute despite him being a jerk. Isn't that what we all wish though? That somehow the "bad boy" would soften at the girl? Okay maybe not everyone's wish, but I am a er for that!

All in all I really loved this fic. I'll probably read it again when I want to have butterflies in my stomach. It was bittersweet and although the storyline was simple, all emotions were raw and real. It goes to show that even though High School seems like a moment we'll forget because most of us have been young and did crazy stuff, an age where we don't really know anything, I also think it has shaped Inhae beautifully. She turned from bumbling shy girl to an amazing woman.

Also this fic reminds me of a Thai movie called, "Crazy Little Thing Called Love" Both are sooooo beautiful and all the characters are just amazing in their own ways.

I'm honestly going to miss Jongin and Inhae so much >.< Here is to High School crushes that broke our hearts!
cinnamonhyun
#8
Chapter 21: As for Jongin, well, WOW. I do have a lot to say. If I'm gonna be honest, I don't think he ever liked her at all. Sometimes love makes us look through life in pink tinted shades that we don't get to see the true colors of it anymore, unless we actually look hard enough. Perhaps his actions, their small interactions, and even his behavior was interprered differently by Inhae. I mean, she liked him, and its totally naturally to make 100 out of a 0 when it comes to the people we like. Its natural. She wont be able to help it.

Seeing as we only saw this from Inhae's POV tho, my interpretation of it was that those moments didn't mean MUCH to Jongin. Not to say that he didn't care about her, because I'm sure he did, perhaps just not as the same level as her. Like he looked for her, he acted weird around her, and sometimes his words, paired with his behavior, just seems way too intentional to be called a coincidence. I think he may have liked her, probably found her cute or still had the flurries of a childhood crush, but nothing too serious. Like, he has a girlfriend. It could be that he really liked his gf or he dated her to up his image and to feel like he got the prettiest girl. You know, typical teenage boy in high school
cinnamonhyun
#9
Chapter 21: I'm just...I'm sad? But I'm also...happy because Inhae is happy now. Like if we look back in her youth that was mostly Jongin days, she lost the energy to study hard and looked down on herself a lot. She had a lot of fears, hesitation, compared herself often to other girls, and she wasn't confident.

I really REALLY wanted them to be together, that much has not changed a bit, but the ending seems like it would be the best for Inhae. In a way I'm glad that she never knew his answer and assumed things herself, because Seulgi is right, she's a totally different person now. Inhae is happy, she's confident, and she is shining like a star. I am so proud of her and how far she's come. It wasn't easy for her but she pushed through and I'm so glad she's in a much better place now

I hope Jongin remains a beautiful memory to her, even if she lost him