Now at 51k words! Longest Chapter fic in the 1st POV I've written thus far. To be honest, I didn't think it'd be this long. It was supposed to be just 3 chapters long- a challenge for the 1st POV(and my hatred for using the words I, me, and my)- but look at it now! Made a story of itself- darker than I initially envisioned it to be. None the less, this is a project I'm glad I didn't rush into, something I look at with pride.

I see a bit more subscribers and the views seem to be at a constant so I guess it's safe to assume I don't bore you folks. Many thanks to the lovely commenters who, if you didn't know, played a role in the sudden twist further down the line- like I said, I didn't initially intend it to be as dark or as long as it turned out. You folks are awesome! I love you guys and really, thank you for the support all these times. I'll be wrapping this up soon, so bare with me for a little longer.

Update: The end of 2019 wasn't good and the start of 2020 didn't get any better. It's been a while since I found myself stuck on one of the future chapters of this story that no matter how many times I tried to go back nothing was just working out. Add to that the whole pandemic that threw a wrench into my work place restructuring- everything went to the s. But now I've hunkered back down and looked over what I had. I think I may have unclogged that block that refused to let me write so, its mid-2020 and everything is still ty, but I've found some sort of peace and am back to writing again.

As much as I hope everything would finally settle down the world doesn't work that way, so I'll chose to focus on the little things and find my content there. This year and the following ones may not be "good" in the grand scheme of things but I still wish everyone will find some sort of goodness in the small things and acts and find their way along the plans of the world.

TLDR: Author wishes you well after making up excuses to author's absence.