There was not a single moment in his life that he felt lost, confused or betrayed. His mind was constantly in alert so that he wouldn’t get betrayed or wouldn't end up doing something stupid that would cause long lasting wounds deep enough to give him nightmares. Even for a single moment, he wanted to be in peace with himself and with the people around. And when he found the peace he was looking for in the eyes of his enemy, he was determined to change everything.