Jungkook gently lay Jin down on the bed. Jin nervously looks at him. Jungkook smiled before moving his head down. He kisses Jin’s forehead and trails a finger down Jin’s face. 

 

“Jungkook,” Jin started. “I’m not-“ Jungkook shushes him by kissing him on the lips. He moves his hand down to find Jin’s and interlock their hands together.

 

——

 

Jin gasp as he sat up in his bed. It was just a dream. Well, kinda. It was that night when Jungkook got drunk and thought he was Jimin. That was only the beginning of it. 

 

Jin hid his face in the blanket. But he can’t tell anyone about it. It’s a secret between him and Jungkook. The thought of Jimin finding out scared him. 

 

His face fell as he remembers the kiss earlier.

 

(Earlier)

 

I turned my head back to Jungkook. His face was an emotion I never saw before. Slowly he was nearing me. I couldn’t move though. I soon found my eyes watching his lips. 

 

Soon his lips were on mines. I can feel him get into the kiss as he brought his hand up. He cups my cheek with the softest touch. 

 

A part of me was telling me to kiss him back and to wrap my arms around him. Another part of me was telling me to stop, push him away. Instead I didn’t kiss him back, I didn’t push him away. 

 

I just sat there. He pulls away for breath. Taking in some breaths he finally looks at me. I felt hot, sad, happy. But I knew it was all wrong. 

 

He looks at me as if he’s trying to figure out my thoughts. “I-I’m sorry, I don’t know what got into me,” Jungkook apologizes as his face mix with worry. 

 

“I-it’s okay. I’m fine. You’re just tired,” I say trying to sound like I was fine. I wasn’t though. 

 

“Really? Are you sure?” Jungkook stares at me with wide eyes. I couldn’t utter any words so instead I just nod. He looks like he wants to say more but doesn’t.

 

“I’m going inside now. You should go back.” I stand up and head inside.

 

(End)

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“Jungkook, you and Jimin will be covering a song together. Alright,” Kyungsoo told Jungkook. Kyungsoo knew that Jimin and Jungkook weren’t doing so well. They were in a fight. “Jungkook?” 

 

“Yeah. I’m fine with singing,” Jungkook continues walking. His gut was telling him to just apologize but he didn’t want to. ‘It was Jimin’s fault’ he tried to tell himself. 

 

Soon the recording was happening. Jungkook first recorded. The song was ‘We Don’t Talk Anymore’. Jungkook found it a bit funny how he was singing it with Jimin and they weren’t talking to each other.

 

‘I overdose. Should’ve known your love was a game. Now I can’t get you out of my brain. Oh, it’s such a shame.’ Jungkook sang those lines while thinking of Jimin. He knew Jimin was listening too on the other side.

 

When it was Jimin’s turn, Jungkook was impressed and shocked. He’d never heard Jimin sang. Only saw him dance a few times there and there. He was singing in English too.

 

Jimin seemed so lost in his own world and he looked like he was thinking deeply about someone. Jungkook wondered if that person was him. He watched Jimin sang as his feelings started to change.

 

He liked Jimin again. But, this time for another Jimin. He fell in love with y, charismatic Jimin. This time he was falling in love for passionate, hardworking Jimin. He smiled to himself.

 

He was going to apologize today and he’ll treat Jimin better. He wants Jimin to show him the passionate, hardworking side. 

 

When Jimin finished up, they checked on the song. It was good. Really nice. Their voices matched each other nicely. Jungkook was grinning while Jimin looked a bit shy. 

 

Jimin soon left. Jungkook followed after him. “Jimin.” Jimin stopped in his track and turned around. He tilted his head a bit as his eyes landed on Jungkook.

 

Jungkook ran up to him. He grabbed both of Jimin’s hand. “I’m sorry I overreacted. I know that you and Taehyung are just in the past. I should have taken the problem differently,” he said in an apologetic tone. Yet, a part of him felt off about the words.

 

Jimin looked a bit surprised and worried. “Jungkook-“

 

“Will you forgive me?” Jungkook looked into Jimin’s eyes pleadingly. As he did so, he remembers why he did like Jimin. All their memories.

 

Jimin looks down at Jungkook’s hand then up at his face. He should’ve felt happy that Jungkook came back to him but, he wasn’t. He didn’t like Jungkook. Jungkook was just a tool.

 

(1 month later)

 

Seokjin stood at the counter watching Jungkook and Jimin. They both sat on the sofa cuddled up with each other watching a movie. 

 

Jungkook and Jimin soon got back together. They then went public as a couple. Now, they were a big thing. Really popular amongst everyone. Jin shifted his attention away, down to his phone.

 

Jungkook gifted him with it. He reads the article. ‘Both Jungkook and Jimin are going to the JFS. Who’s going to win Best Male Actor award?’ That was right. The award show was going to happen soon. 

 

He then felt a wave of nausea come over him. He stumbled back. That was happening to him lately. He didn’t know why.

 

Soon Jimin went home as Jin continued cleaning. “Jin, are you fine?” Jin’s back straighten immediately. “Did you go to the doctor’s like I told you so?” Jungkook propped himself next to Jin.

 

They were both sitting outside with the view of the night sky and bright moon. Jungkook’s face creased with concern. “I didn’t.” Jin looks down. Jungkook lifts Jin’s chin up.

 

Jin could feel himself get flustered. His feelings for Jungkook had deepened over time. He thought they would have gone away but they didn’t. “Thanks for being here when I need you,” Jungkook spoke softly to Jin.

 

He turns his body and leans against Jin’s back. They stayed like so for a while. “Jungkook?” With no reply Jin slowly turns around and moves Jungkook off of him. Jungkook’s eyes were closed as he leaned a bit forward. 

 

Jin holds him still and unintentionally happens to admire his features. He wanted to lean against Jungkook. Receive the hugs he gives to Jimin. ‘No!’ He pushes the thoughts away. 

 

I can’t like him. I can’t like him. He’s already in love with someone else. Jungkook suddenly opens his eyes. “Did you really think I was asleep?” Jungkook moves his eyebrows side to side teasing him.

 

Jin removes his hands. “Um..no?” Jungkook laughs and puts his hands on the ground to support his weight, leaning back. “You should go home now.” Jin nodded before standing up and rushing away.

 

‘He’s cute. Always so alert. Always so worried’ Jungkook was smiling at his thoughts without knowing so.

 

 

Taehyung’s p.o.v

 

“Taehyung, do you want me to help you with that?” 

 

I look up at Hoseok from the kitchen. Hoseok was on the sofa, chin propped on his hands. His cheeks were tinted with a soft pink. I wonder why?

 

I gulp for some reason looking back down on the cutting board. “I’m fine,” I mutter. I can hear footsteps as I continue cutting. Why was I feeling this way? I turn my head. 

 

Hoseok was looking over my shoulders so close to me. Realizing how close we were I tensed. Our skin could brush if I moved anymore. That included my...lips touching him.

 

I shook the thought away and step aside. He takes the board and bring it over to the stove. 

 

It’s been over a month now. Jungkook and Jimin were a thing. I was jealous and mad. Jimin hasn’t met up with me for some time now. 

 

I did tell Hoseok about the kiss that happened between Jungkook and Seokjin. We said we’ll use that against Jimin but how? We just have been hanging out together now that I think of it. 

 

I look over to Hoseok who was busy cooking. Sighing I grab a jacket and quietly head out. There were lots of people out today. I walk slowly not exactly knowing where I was heading.

 

But a particular someone caught my eye. Jin. He enters a building before I can even make sure I was seeing right. 

 

I cross the street and make my way to the building. Hospital. Is he not feeling well? I open the door and enter. It wasn’t bustling with much people but Jin was nowhere in sight. 

 

I still wander in. I go up to the desk and waited since the woman was still talking on the phone. I hear a door open and turn my head towards the sound. 

 

Jin steps out and bow before leaving. I quickly follow after. “Jin!” I grab his wrist. He turns around shock. 

 

“Taehyung,” he says and eyes me. “What are you doing here?” We were now outside on the sidewalk.

 

“Yeah, what are you doing here?” another voice said behind me. It couldn’t be who I thought it was.

 

I let go of Jin’s wrist and turn around. I was right. Standing there was Jungkook and Jimin though they had on mouth masks, I knew it was them. Jimin was standing really close to Jungkook. 

 

Jimin has his eyes pinned on me. I miss those eyes. I look over to Jungkook. He had his eyes pinned onJin. 

 

“I was just taking a walk and thought I saw Jin. I just wanted to say hi.” I look up at Jimin. 

 

Jungkook pulled down his mask. “We just came to pick up Jin. Long time no see, Taehyung.” He was handsome I got to say but that still didn’t make me sympathize for him that Jimin didn’t actually love him.

 

Jin walks over to them and with that the three walks off into this car. I couldn’t help but feel sad and annoyed. Jimin didn’t say anything else other than ask what I was doing here. 

 

I sigh and look down suddenly feeling the light rain on my head. The sound of the rain is soothing. I hope this train start speeding up.

 

 

Namjoon’s p.o.v

 

I listen to the rain as I wait. The sound of the rain is the best background music. I tap my foot as the rain continues coming down. 

 

“Namjoon.” I lift my head. He had his hair jelled and really styled. His hair that usually fell down to cover his forehead was push to the side too. He also had on makeup. Not a ton but some. 

 

His jawline was also sharper looking. 

 

“Jimin? I thought you were going to be...working late.” I also thought he was going to not come see me. 

 

Over the time I and Jimin became great friends. He’d come over at times. I was also the one who helped him practice singing when he was doing a song with Jungkook.

 

“Oh.. I-I just wanted to come over since.. I finished early.” He gave a small smile. I had a feeling he wasn’t telling the entire truth but I didn’t show it.

 

Jimin looked a bit distracted as his eyes kept lingering around and he didn’t seem to really focus. When his eyes met my eyes he gasped and stumbled back. “S-sorry,” he apologized.

 

I my head. Why was he so flustered? It’s just me Namjoon. Come to think of it he always seem kinda flustered when he’s with me even if it just happen for a minute before he goes back to being normal. 

 

 

Jimin’s p.o.v

 

I sat down in the living room as Namjoon went to get some drinks. Once he was fully out of the room I lowered my head and rested them on my hands remembering what happened earlier.

 

(Earlier)

 

“I don’t want to.” I tell him standing up and out of my seat. 

 

I head to the door ready to leave. “Jimin, leave Namjoon.” 

 

I turn around, “He doesn’t even have anything to do with this!” 

 

“You’re attitude has also been a problem lately, don’t you say so?” I look at him one more time before opening the door. 

 

I stand outside the door with my hand still on the handle. I hate this.

 

 

Jin’s p.o.v

 

I take deep breaths as I lean against the door. It can’t be. It has to be wrong. 

 

Panic surge through me as I think of what might happen if this get leaked. I bit my lower lip and walk over to my bed sitting down on it. Why does this have to happen? Why is this happening?

 

I should have been smarter. Now he’s going to hate me. I jump as my phone start to ring. I grab my phone and look at the caller ID. Jungkook. 

 

I stare at it not knowing if I should pick up or not. In the end I pick up. 

 

“Yes, Jungkook,” I say into the phone. 

 

“I forgot to ask you. What did the doctor tell you when you went?” 

 

I stiffen but answer, “He said I was just not getting enough sleep.” 

 

“Nothing else,” Jungkook’s voice said from the other line. 

 

“Nothing,” I reply.

 

“Go to sleep more early to see if that helps and don’t work too much. Ok?” 

 

“Uh..yeah. I’ll try.” I was going to hang up but his voice came in again. 

 

“By the way Jin. Goodnight,” his soft voice said.

 

“Goodnight, Jungkook,” I softly said before hanging up. I hold the phone in my hand still. 

 

My head perks up as I hear knocking. I set my phone down and make my way to the door. 

 

I open the door expecting to see Mrs. Jeon. 

 

“Jungkook?” He put a finger to his lips and slides into my room. Once the door was close I turn to him. “What are you doing here? It’s late.” 

 

“I know. It’s just I don’t want to stay at my house tonight. Mom’s already asleep,” he said as he sat down on my bed. 

 

I watch him as he did. He sees me staring and shrugs. “Can I sleep in here?” I open my mouth in shock and he actually looks kinda amused.

 

“You can sleep somewhere else.” I walk over to him. “Jimin also might not like the idea of you sleeping in here.”

 

He turns his head away from me. “Jimin won’t mind. I won’t touch you at all either. Not even brush a little part of you.” 

 

I look at the clock. It was getting late and I was getting tired. I didn’t want Jungkook to go all the way back even though his house isn’t that far away. A part of me also worry that he did come here for a good reason and that I shouldn’t shoo him away. 

 

Especially when I was sleeping in his mother’s house. “You can sleep here.”

 

He looks up at me. “Really? You don’t mind.” I shook my head. He then smiles. “Thank you, Jin.”

 

I just nod my head a bit. He moves onto the bed and gets comfortable. I just stand watching then shakes my head before grabbing another pillow. He slept on the right side nearer the door. I slowly get into the bed. 

 

He was turned to the other side and had his back faced towards me. I sigh a small sigh of relief. I toss and turn a bit to get comfortable. 

 

When I opened my eyes as I was comfortable I saw a pair of big brown eyes looking at me. I look down and notice the small space between us. I look back up to meet his eyes again. 

 

I scoot back and turned around. “Sweet dreams,” I hear him say but I just snuggle in the blankets deeper.

 

 

Jungkook’s p.o.v

 

I lied on my back looking up at the ceiling. I couldn’t go to sleep. The reason I came was because it was feeling lonely and especially cold at my house even though the heater was on. 

 

I glance at Jin who had his back turned from me. I scoot close to him. “Jin? Are you awake?” I whisper. With no reply I look over his shoulder. 

 

Yep. He was deep asleep. His eyes were peacefully close and his mouth a tween bit open. He was breathing very softly too. I lie back down and try to go to sleep. I can hear the soft tapping of the rain. 

 

I couldn’t help but think of Jin. I slowly open my eyes. You’re dating Jimin, I told myself for some reason. Yet I slowly slide my arm around his waist. His waist definitely felt different from Jimin’s.

 

I pull him close to me as I couldn’t help it. Soon his back was touching my chest. I can feel my face get warm. He was still breathing softly. 

 

I moved my head down a bit and sniffed. His smell was so nice and relaxing. It made me want to just snuggle into him more. 

 

But....Jimin. The back of my mind was telling me while the other rest of mind was telling me to just relax and sleep.

 

I slowly just close my eyes and let sleep engulf me as I had an arm wrap around Jin and was closer to him than I should have been. 

 

 

Teaser for next chapter:

 

“You can’t push me away, Jimin.”

 

“Yes I can and I will-“ Jimin was cut off as Taehyung had placed his lips on his lips. 

 

“I will always have you, Park Jimin.”