Silent Tears

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Description

Mark struggles in leading a life of an idol and struggles being in love with his straight best friend. He makes the decision of leaving GOT7 and bids farewell to the idol life when he can't take it anymore.

He thinks he has left it all behind, but he couldn't be more wrong. 

Foreword

Hey there people! After writing a one-shot, I decided to write a angsty chaptered fic (obviously about markjin xD). It will be a slow burn so please don't expect them to get together after a few chapters ahaha. Hope you guys like it ^^ 

I'm only an amateur writer and not a native speaker so please bear with me and my grammatical errors and/or typos. 

Love you all! 

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chenchen92
#1
Chapter 11: I miss this story so much. :((((( But I don't want to sound whiny and for you to feel pressured that I want you to update authornim! I just dropped by to say that I hope that you're alright and living well. Would wait no matter how long for your come back. Always take care authornim! ^^
nyanthar
#2
Chapter 11: My fav markjin story . And words in this story are scholarly. Now 3:28 am in my country. I abandon my sleep just to finish all chapters :) Thank for great story :)
chenchen92
#3
Chapter 11: Authorniiiiiiiiiiiiim!!! OMG, you're back with a new chapter! You don't know how much you're making me happy, I really really do miss this fic so much. T_____T And I am just smiling all through out the chapter! After all of the angst that happened, finally, MarkJin is tgt, maybe not as a couple but as best friends at least. And please, they're so sweet in this chapter, might as well progress to that. Kidding! I know it's still early for Jinyoung but I can already feel that he's getting there so closely but does not know yet that what he's feeling is more that what a best friend should be feeling. I'm excited how would you make Jinyoung realize his feelings authornim. Would there be a lot of angst before that, or just a peaceful eureka moment (slightly feeling there would be drama ofc. LOL)? Also, Mark is so cute and just so understanding when he tried to cheer up Jinyoung. He's such an angel, a sweetheart and it really shows how much Jinyoung means to him. That after all that happened, no one could really take up Jinyoung's place in his life. Thank you so much authornim for this chapter! I don't think I need to come back authornim since I'm always here. Kekeke~ I don't think we could really leave you so don't push yourself too hard if life must take place at the moment. We're always going to wait for you to come back (as long as you come back, pleaaaaase). ^^ Thank you again, great as always! <3 <3 <3
W_juliet
#4
Chapter 11: We still here as long as u come back XD and yeah this is the short one kkkk I'm glad that they r back to normal, well not really because Jinyoung seems still adjusting his feeling.. And i want Mark to get a bf just because i want to see Jinyoung's reaction XD
littlemarku #5
Chapter 11: omg I totally have missed the last updates, now reading all at once how jinyoung apologized and everything after... it warmed my heart a lot. I'm glad Jinyoung decided to go the way of educating himself. Anyways is it just me or is it very obvious how Jinyoung's developing jealousy. Like he has obviously gotten over his homophobia so his weird reaction towards the thought of mark dating feels a lot like him being jealous. I also thought of this bc of that one scene with jackson (idk which chapter) where he doesnt get mad at jinyoungs reaction towards the imagination of taehyung and mark kissing and jacks is like 'I see', seems like he's feeling whats secretely going on inside of Jinyoung even before Jinyoung himself does? A long time ago I wrote an oneshot about Mark being worried that he might be homophobic because he feels uncomfortable with Jinyoung dating guys, just to realize it was jealousy all along, it reminds me of this. I'm sure Jinyoung was truly homophobic but I think the fact that he saw mark with someone else than him also played part in his negative reaction and now he got over the homophobia but the jealousy still stays, I hope that he figures that out soon and that mark doesnt meet any new guys meanwhile. Even though Jinyoung acted awful I think he went through enough pain already and he wouldn't deserve having to deal with the hurt of seeing mark liking someone else right after realizing he likes him more than just as a friend. I'm cheering for them! please find your way towards each other guy. Anyways, I love this story a lot so you at least definitely don't have to worry about losing me as reader, I'll fatefully and patiently stay till the end!
Magentusrex
#6
Chapter 11: I, for one, am not going anywhere. I love this story so far, and i would like to read more of it. Thank you for the update.
jwy2030
#7
Chapter 11: wow..it's been a while..but it's worth the wait..and will keep on waiting for more updates..thanks for coming back
Tety_Vences #8
Chapter 11: Awe so cute and im reading this while listening to downpour by I.O.I but... I should really do my school work ;P hehe nice chapter author-Nam!
AjjushiLeader
#9
Chapter 11: Nyoung... argh...it hurt...
ijustreadmarkjin
#10
Chapter 11: I miss you authornim! <3
And I'm looking forward for the progress of their relationship and how the other members will react.