Just like a petal in the wind, I go where ever the wind takes me. No direction on my own. Just going with the flow. They say life has its ups and down, but it seems like mine is just the downs. No ups. The feeling of misery is overwhelming and sometimes I wish I can just end it. I wish someone will come and save me. Anyone. When will someone come and save me? Even if it’s just for a moment. I need assurance that life has its ups too and not just the downs.