Having a feelings towards your friend, not only a friend but your bestfriend

is a torture itself, you can't say it even if you want thinking that it will broke your friendship

you can't say it because your bestfriend already liking someone

you can't say it because you know that it is impossible for the latter to like you back

you can't say it that's why you choose to hide it and torture yourself and remain as the best bestfriend

" I keep on hiding it so that no one will know even you, but the more I hide it the more I fall for you"

~Mark Tuan