don't wanna cry
BAKA-chorong pov-
why?
he has changed...
he doesn't pick me up again to campus
he doesn't go to cafetaria with me again
he doesn't sit next to me again
he doesn't talk to me again
why.....
he doesn't care about me anymore
yes, i feel lonely
so lonely
lonely without him
i don't know about my feeling toward him
i'm not sure
i'm scare that if i fall in love with him, he will make my heart broken, just like my friend, bomi
she got dumped by her ex boyfriend a couple years ago
he cheated on her
he made bomi's heart broken into pieces
she loved her boyfriend so much back then
i pity her so much
i'm scare that someday wonwoo will do that to me too
i'm scare that he will love other girl, not me anymore
i'm scare...
**thursday**
"wonu ya"
"hm yes?"
"would you go home with me?"
"oh i'm sorry chorong, i wanna play basketball with my friends after this"
"oh okay..." and then he walked away
**friday**
"wonu ya"
"yes?"
"let's eat lunch together"
"sorry, i have another class this noon"
"........."
**saturday**
"jeon wonwoo"
"hmm?"
"can we talk?"
"i don't think i ca........"
"please?"
"about what? i don't have much time, my friends are waiting for me"
" oh, ok.... just go then"
then he walked away again
i cried in my room
why does he become like this?
a week ago he seems normal
i talked to bomi about this
she said.....
"maybe he gived up on you already, you don't care about his feeling, he loved you since long time ago, but you didn't care about it at all, maybe he felt tired?"
is it true?
i was so cruel to him
and i cried again
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