don't wanna cry

BAKA

-chorong pov-

why?

he has changed...

he doesn't pick me up again to campus

he doesn't go to cafetaria with me again

he doesn't sit next to me again

he doesn't talk to me again

why.....

he doesn't care about me anymore

yes, i feel lonely

so lonely

lonely without him

i don't know about my feeling toward him

i'm not sure

i'm scare that if i fall in love with him, he will make my heart broken, just like my friend, bomi

she got dumped by her ex boyfriend a couple years ago

he cheated on her

he made bomi's heart broken into pieces

she loved her boyfriend so much back then

i pity her so much

i'm scare that someday wonwoo will do that to me too

i'm scare that he will love other girl, not me anymore

i'm scare...

 

**thursday**

"wonu ya"

"hm yes?"

"would you go home with me?"

"oh i'm sorry chorong, i wanna play basketball with my friends after this"

"oh okay..." and then he walked away

 

**friday**

"wonu ya"

"yes?"

"let's eat lunch together"

"sorry, i have another class this noon"

"........."

 

**saturday**

"jeon wonwoo"

"hmm?"

"can we talk?"

"i don't think i ca........"

"please?"

"about what? i don't have much time, my friends are waiting for me"

" oh, ok.... just go then"

then he walked away again

 

i cried in my room

why does he become like this?

a week ago he seems normal

i talked to bomi about this

she said.....

"maybe he gived up on you already, you don't care about his feeling, he loved you since long time ago, but you didn't care about it at all, maybe he felt tired?"

is it true?

i was so cruel to him

and i cried again

 

 

 

 

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