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“Hey,” I stared at the mismatched tacky, fluorescent shoelaces of the soccer player in front of me before looking up from the floor to see a winsome, cheeky grin, smiling eyes and a whole lot of brown hair. “Choi Haerin-ssi, right?”
If he knew my name, he must be my classmate, together with Somi. I generally did not have a single friend outside my clique because the only person I interacted with on the first day was Somi in my homeroom. I glanced unsteadily at Somi for assurance, but she was already striking up a hearty conversation with Minhyun.
“We’re classmates, if you didn’t know that.” He crossed his arms over his jersey, an amused smile hovering on his lips.
I felt my cheeks getting pink. “Yup, of course I know.” My eyes flickered to his jersey, but damn, their names are written on their back, ugh! I merely shot a -eating grin back at him. “Sorry dude, I kind of need the toilet right now, talk to you later ‘kay?” I quickly excused myself and stepped past him — towards freedom, the burden lifting from my heart and a little dance in my heart from not having to continue small talk.
Before I stepped away fully, I quickly turned and tried to avert my eyes to the back of his jersey to get his name but to my surprise, he had turned around already, the same teasing look in his eyes. “It’s Park Jihoon.” he grinned cheekily. “You’re welcome.”
Foreword
"What's so good about silence?"
Jihoon turned to me, his expressive eyes watching me carefully as if I was a newly diagnosed specimen in a museum.
"There are some gaps that no words can fill." I replied, momentarily mourning the breaking of our peaceful interval, then decided to turn to him now. "What's so good about talking?"
The corners of his lips turned upwards cheekily. "How else do I find out more about weirdos like you?"
"How is it possible that a girl like you..." Jinyoung looked at me, his eyes searching me desperately, as if trying to find himself in me, "Would be able to understand a guy like me? Why would you do all that for... someone like me?"
All he could see was the hardworking cheerleading squad vice-captain who was in the most popular clique in school. He didn't see the tears I shed in middle school. He didn't hear the pitying looks and painful taunts in elementary school. He didn't see the frustration of seeing my parents grapple with their daughter being nearly diagnosed with a mental illness.
Because I used to be like you... I still am you....
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