Well..I heard the news today.

What can I say?

What should I say to ease the pain?

Tell me what you want to hear

And I’ll repeat every single word for you

Over a thousand and thousand times.

Until you realize that you are not alone.

Until you realize that you are loved.

I’m sorry for updating today guys when I know that all of you are probably hurting. I know it’s hard for all of you especially our fellow Shawols and the Shinee members who not only lost a member and an artist but also lost an amazing human being, a wonderful friend and an incredible entity.

Jonghyun was not only an incredible singer, he was an amazing person in general. Yes, I was not his fan. Yes, I didn’t listen to many of his songs but I knew and I believed that he was a great person.

I regret it to be honest. I regret that I didn’t try to listen to him. I regret that I never took the effort to know him. I really wish that I knew him better. I really wish that we could have supported him better. I really, really hoped that we could have loved him better.

If we did, then maybe he would have been here with us.

Jonghyun oppa..I’m sorry for not being your fan. I’m sorry for not giving you the love that you deserved. I may not be your fan but I believe that you were an amazing person. You did well. you worked hard. I hope the pain you felt, will ease now. I hope up there’s a better place.

Rest in Peace, Kim Jonghyun.

Return if Possible, Kim Jonghyun.

We will always love you, Kim Jonghyun.

We will always miss you, Kim Jonghyun.

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