don't tell me (cause it hurts) // UmB
constellation of dreamsIt’s midnight when Yewon and Eunbi sit side by side in veranda. The cushion is soft beneath them and the wood is sturdy behind them. The summer just reach its peak as it is nearly August. But at least it’s a little bit less hot than when the sun is up in the sky, burning everyone who dares to go outside without two layers of sunblock. Although technically the sun is still up in the sky and hides behind the moon, but let’s just skip that as Yewon isn’t ready, never ready, for science talk. At least she knows that the moon itself isn’t a star and that’s what matter the most so let’s just stop.
Eunbi is beside her, scrolling the SNS lazily. The bags under her eyes make her look unguarded and softer, and definitely not looking like she wants to snap every five seconds. Although the frown still appears every time she reads something, as Eunbi always says, ty. She wears her favorite hoodie tonight, don’t ask why she wears it on summer night when it is very humid outside, because even Yewon can’t answer that. Eunbi really likes that blue hoodie, even Yewon needs to do at least a minute of agyeo to make her lend it.
Yewon reaches out her hand to brush Eunbi’s slightly messy hair, but stops as the look on Eunbi’s eyes change. It is guarded and hard, but still locks onto the screen. Yewon retreats with a heavy feeling on her chest. Did she do something wrong today? She doesn’t recall any. She sighs, she knows Eunbi isn’t a fan of being touched, but she always makes Yewon an exception. So why? At least she didn’t flinch Yewon, a voice from inside her head says with sarcasm drips on every word. Yewon looks back at the sky, at the twinkling stars. She is glad that the moon isn’t lonely tonight.
“A shooting star, Eunbi! Look!” She can’t help but to exclaim excitedly, gaze locks at the falling rock that zooms in from the sky. “Do you think our soul would be like that once we die? Fall to the abyss, where there is only darkness surrounding us. Or the abyss itself is hell? While heaven is up there, along with those twinkling stars. If yes, does that mean those shooting stars are the sinners who got rejected by heaven? Then it would be absurd if we make a wish over the souls who got kicked out from heaven.”
Yewon doesn’t even turn when there is no answer from the girl beside her. It is not
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