I THINK I WILL MISS YOU FOREVER 

​​​​LIKE THE STARS MISS THE SUN IN THE MORNING SKIES 

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Lana del Rey

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It was a dark and rainy day.

Sehun sat in silence next to his weeping mother. He slowly reached out and held her hand in his, without looking at her.

He was looking at nothing in particular really.

There was nothing to look at. Only men and women in black. People who never knew Luhan.

Who will never see the intensity in which Luhan loved. 

"Sehun," his father suddenly called him forward "would you like to say a few words?" 

No, he didn't want to. 

"You knew him better than all of us," his father said as he saw Sehun didn't move. 

Sehun nodded and got up and went to stand in front of the people who had come to commemorate Luhan's loss. The saddest thing was that no one even knew him. 

It was a small reunion at their mansion. Mostly they were people who were present at the wedding, but Minah was present too. Baekhyun too as well as Luhan's two best friends. 

And there was a special guest who had known Luhan almost all his life. Sehun had met him just that day as Jongin had brought him together with him. Xiumin was the name of the stranger and he had been Luhan's best friend. 

At first Sehun felt very embarrassed to meet him. He was ashamed of himself. For what he had done, but he felt an energy inside of him which made him get through everything. It was an energy he got everytime he remembered the colour of Luhan's eyes. 

He would not let everyone just forget about Luhan. 

"Sometimes, it's hard to talk about someone who you had just started to get to know," Sehun started as he looked at all the people present and finally looking at where Luhan's friends stood because they would understand the most, "It was different with Luhan. Many of you won't know how we first met," he smiled sadly as the memory flashed in front of his eyes as if it was happening all over again, "The day i married Luhan, was the first time I saw him. My father wanted me to marry someone," he looked at Jongin for a brief moment an