And I find it kind of funny
I find it kinda sad
the dreams in which I am dying
are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very, very mad world

.

Roland Orzabal

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Luhan left the mansion without another word.

It was sad he was treated in such a negative way by everyone he tried to seek help from, but the fact that he had amnesia worsened everything as he couldn't himself say if he was right or wrong. The only fact he knew he was right about, was that he hadn't physically hurt anyone.

It was only when he was outside the gates and had walked for about ten minutes, that he realized he could've at least asked if he could make a phone call.

Frustrated out of his mind, he turned and quickly started to run back to that mansion which he hated now.

It was his only possibility to get Xiumin to where he was. His only way to get out of the mess he was in.

Deep down Luhan knew he couldn't have hurt no one. He knew it and felt it into his bones. He won't let them lock him up without asking and fighting for help. And the only one who could help him was Xiumin. He only had to reach him.

Luh