APATHY

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"Sorry for being so ed up.
Sorry for being such a failure.
Sorry for being a disgrace.
Sorry for being me."


They say that if you want something from deep down your heart, all the universe will help you to get it.

 

Luhan loved Oh Sehun from afar for a long time.

But Sehun doesn't even know Luhan exists.

Then fate brings them together in marriage.

 

Luhan thinks that maybe Sehun will learn to love him.

 

But what if Sehun is longing for someone else's love?

What if Sehun doesn't give a about Luhan?

What if Sehun hurts Luhan?

He doesn't care anyway.


"What is is that you want, Luhan?! Don't you think you've got enough now: money, status, a ing mansion! What do you want more?" Sehun was extremely pissed at the older.

I don't want any of these things...I just need someone to love me, Luhan thought.

"I want to die. Can you give me that?"



 


part I: apathy - part II: redamancy

PREVIOUSLY KNOWN AS APATHY

Started on 27/02/2019

Finished: 15|04|2019

Foreword

CHARACTERS


LUHAN

 

- He has moved from China and has got no family.
- Attends last year of university studying literature.
- Wants to be a writer.
- Life is a struggle for Luhan but he never gives up on his dreams and always smile throughout everything.

The brightest of his smiles are only for Oh Sehun though, but the younger doesn't even know he exists.

Love was easy and Luhan fell in love for the first time. He fell in love with Sehun.

And he never knew love hurt so much...


SEHUN

- Growing up as royalty makes Sehun a total brat.
- He is the future heir of his father's company.
- First year of university studying business and management.
- He loves Baekhyun so he absolutely doesn't want to marry Jongin, who his family has chosen for him.

- Sehun is forced to marry a stranger. Luhan.
He can never love Luhan, so he does what comes easy: he hates him and punishes him for his mere existence.


BAEKHYUN

- Baekhyun loved Sehun.
- He was depressed when Sehun's arranged marriage was announced and that's how he met Sehun's brother, Chanyeol.

What Baekhyun hadn't expected was for Sehun to not let go of him so easily.
Even after Sehun is married, he doesn't want to let go of Baekhyun.

But Baekhyun is confused. Does he still love Sehun or...has he fallen for Chanyeol?


CHANYEOL

- Chanyeol is Sehun's older brother.
- When he meets his brother's lover he just wants to help Baekhyun get over Sehun.

What he doesn't realize is that he falls for Baekhyun instead.


JONGIN

- Son of one of the biggest companies in Korea, Jongin was told he had to marry Sehun for business purposes.
- Jongin refuses at the last moment and doesn't show up at the wedding because he doesn't want to follow his parents' wishes.

- He and Kyungsoo are Luhan's only friends at university.

Jongin likes Luhan a bit more than just friends, but he always seems unreachable.

And then there's Kyungsoo who Jongin just doesn't understand...


KYUNGSOO

- Kyungsoo is Luhan's other best friend.
- He's a shy boy but he is overprotective towards Luhan. He would never let anyone hurt him.

And then there's Jongin on whom Kyungsoo had a crush since high school.


XIUMIN

- He's Luhan's best friend who lives in China.
- Luhan constantly keeps in touch with Xiumin.



 

I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind

'Cause I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me all you found was
Heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say, I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me

-Jealous by Labirinth-



 

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Myosotis_30
#1
Chapter 69: This story was a roller coaster for my heart, but it is so good 😍❤️
Selulululuhunnie
#2
Chapter 49: I knew iiiit, Min will do something for Lulu. What I didn't foresee is the illusion he made while in coma.
Selulululuhunnie
#3
Chapter 48: Oh my gosh, what a plot twist, oh sht
Selulululuhunnie
#4
Chapter 47: Wait, who is the doctor? It is one of the OT12 right? probably Kris? or Joonmyeon?
Selulululuhunnie
#5
Chapter 41: I KNEW IT! HE'S ALIVEEEEEEEEEE AND I'M SO HAPPY FOR MY LULU 😭😭 HE DESERVED TO BE LOVED.
Selulululuhunnie
#6
Chapter 35: Thank you sooo much, I knew Luhan will be alive for sure. Did Minseok do something? I just wanted Sehun to suffer from guilt, that includes Minah, Jongin and Kyungsoo. Even Jimin will bring the guilt he did to Luhan and Luna. He didn't even deserve to die that quicky
Selulululuhunnie
#7
Chapter 34: I hate them all, istg. They don't fcking deserve Luhan. They should be ashame especially Sehun. Just stay the fck away from Luhan.
Selulululuhunnie
#8
Chapter 30: They are all so fcking twisted, hurry Min, get Luhan away from these psychos
Selulululuhunnie
#9
Chapter 26: What the hell, they don't deserve Luhan! I hope Minseok will get Luhan and go back to China. If Luhan's not pretending, then his mind probably repressed his memories.
Selulululuhunnie
#10
Chapter 17: Everytime I read fics like this that Sehun's a fcking , that made me drive to write fics where Luhan and him are in reverse position. I really hate him here.