Chapter 86

The Innocent Story Of SinB

 

The girls played a bit more until it was time for SinB to join Yuju. She couldn’t wait.

 

“Okay girls! I’m leaving!!” said SinB as she jumped out of the sofa and rushed to the door. “Bye Eunha!!! Enjoy your time in the washroom!!” added SinB for her short friend.

 

“WHAT THE HECK SINB!! BYE!!!! SEE YOU TOMORROW!!!” scream back Eunha from the washroom which made all of them laugh at their conversation.

 

Umji gave a big sigh which made Sowon arched an eyebrow then Umji said it loud enough for SinB to hear it while she was putting on her shoe. “My girl just left without even giving me a proper goodbye hug or anything. I guess going out in the middle of the night for her wasn’t as important as her going to greet her friend.” said Umji teasingly and Sowon smirked.

 

“Well, my dear Umji ar, you know how people are when it comes to people dear to them.” added Sowon playing along with Umji, just to tease Sinb even more.

 

“Yeah but, I am close to her too…” said Umji with a fake pout just as SinB looked up at her with wide eyes. Umji then quickly turned her back toward the door so SinB wouldn’t see that she was hiding her smile.

 

“Well, you were already close to her and Yuju is different you know what I mean.” smirked Sowon pretending to pat Umji as SinB looked at them with a pout.

 

Then suddenly Umji felt a jump on her back. “Yah! You are important to me ar Umji! What are you talking about!!!” smacked SinB to Umji which made the latter laugh.

 

“I know! I was just joking! Now now go get your girl!” winked Umji with a big grin which made SinB smack her again.

 

“YAh!!! I really thought you were mad at me! I was even going to ditch Yuju to stay with you!!” said SinB with a cute pout.

 

Then Umji smirked. “Really?” she asked arching an eyebrow. “Okay, stay with me then.” she said which made SinB eyes totally widen at that unexpected request.

 

SinB hesitated. “Euh...oh...euh...ok…” she finally articulated while looking down. She slowly took her phone out of her pocket and Sowon laughed out loud.

 

“Okay, Umji! I think that’s enough. The poor kid is going to cry if she doesn’t get to see Yuju!!” laughed Sowon before Umji joined in.

 

Umji put her hand on SinB’s shoulder and smiled at her best friend. “I was joking ar SinB, you know me! I wouldn’t disturb your little “date” with your Yuju” winked Umji which made SinB pout again. Seeing this sad puppy face Umji pulled SinB to her and hugged her.

 

“Mianhe! Enjoy, and let me know if anything happen.” said Umji nicely before winking at SinB  who finally smiled and nodded her head.

 

“Yeah! I will call you when I’m going home from her house!” said SinB then she hugged both girls quickly and dashed out.

 

SinB arrived in front of Yuju’s house and rang the door. She was greeted by Yuju’s mother who smiled at her.

 

“Hello SinB.” said the woman hugging the girl. “How are you?”

 

“Fine thank you.” said SinB politely.

 

“It’s nice to see you again.” said Yuju’s mom before letting Sinb in. “Yuju!” she yelled into the house. “SinB’s here!”

 

They heard Yuju in the stairs then the girl ran to SinB and jumped in her arms to hug her. “SinB!” she said not letting go of her. SinB was smiling, hugging the latter back. She missed her so much, she missed this warmth so much that her hug was getting so tight that Yuju was whispering “Too...tiiggghhhttttt Siinnbbbb arr!!” which woke SinB up that finally let go of the hug. “SinB! You wanted to kill me or something?!” whined Yuju making SinB laugh.

 

“Mianhe! Mianhe! It’s just...I missed you so much…” pouted SinB and this time it’s Yuju that laughed.

 

“I miss you a lot too SinB ar!!” said Yuju sincerely with a big smile. Then she looked at her mother. “Umma, are you leaving?” asked Yuju which made SinB confused.

 

“Aunty is leaving?” asked SinB looking at the woman before looking back at Yuju and Yuju nodded at her.

 

“Yeah, I have some friends gathering so I will be heading out and uncle have to work tonight.” explained the woman then she looked at Yuju. “I put some money on the table, feel free to order food, I will see you later. Bye SinB!” she said as she closed the door leaving the two girls alone in the house.

 

“So SinB! Is there anything you want to do or eat?” asked Yuju happily.

 

SinB shook her head. “I’m not very hungry, I just ate at Umji’s house not long ago.” explained SinB nicely.

 

Yuju pouted. “You girls must had lots of fun without me!” complained Yuju but SinB shook her head immediately.

 

“Never! It’s never fun without you!” exclaimed SinB bluntly which made Yuju smile happily.

 

“Gosh I missed you ar SinB!” said Yuju as she hugged SinB again. “Let’s watch some performance from last time!” she said and SinB arched an eyebrow.

 

“What performance?” asked SinB confused.

 

“Pabo! Our performance! Gayoon unnie gave us a copy, you didn’t get one from Jiyoon unnie?” asked Yuju as she put the DVD into her laptop.

 

SinB shook her head. “Jiyoon unnie ask me to pass by when I have time, I guess it’s for the DVD then.” answered SinB before they both sat on the sofa watching the TV that was broadcasting Yuju laptop screen.

 

They had fun watching it and SinB was fascinated at her own performance. “You were so cool ar SinB!! Look at that break dance!! All those people screaming!! It was the best!” exclaimed Yuju making SinB blush.

 

“Thank you...hehe...but look at Sowon and Umji, they did so great too!” said SinB shyly.

 

Yuju nodded. “Yeah of course! I’m really surprised that Sowon is that great! You are a great teacher SinB! I’m sure without you, she wouldn’t be this good!” said Yuju seriously and SinB blushed from all the compliment.

 

Then it was Yuju performance. As SinB saw Yuju coming out of the stage, her heart was beating fast then hurt as she saw Jackson coming close to her. As she looked at the performance, she slightly looked at Yuju and noticed that Yuju’s eyes were shining and focusing so much on her performance. After they were done with Yuju’s performance, Yuju asked SinB how she found it but SinB wasn’t feeling well after watching Yuju and Jackson together again.

 

“You were...beautiful...” said sinB slowly.

 

“Beautiful? that’s it?!” asked Yuju smiling.

 

“Your voice was amazing as always.” smiled SinB.

 

“What about the… chemistry between us?” asked now Yuju with an hesitation.

 

“Ah, it was great. Eunha and you were so good.” quickly answered SinB.

 

But then Yuju pouted. “What about Jackson?” she asked more shyly, SinB felt weird again and not sure how to answer her.

 

“He’s good. He has a smooth voice.” just said SinB looking down.

 

“Right?! And isn’t he handsome?!” added Yuju happily and SinB felt like a stab in the heart again.

 

“Ah, he’s okay I guess..” shrugged SinB. “Why don’t we order something to eat? I’m hungry.” quickly said SinB, trying to escape the conversation.

 

“Ah! now that you mention it! True! Let’s call for pizza!” exclaimed Yuju as she took out her phone to dial the pizza number. As Yuju finished dialing, SinB slowly lay on Yuju shoulder, enjoying the moment.

 

After some moment of silence, Yuju moved and stood up. “So, do you want to do some dancing game while waiting for the delivery?!” she asked excited while SinB nodded.

 

They danced a bit until the doorbell rang and they went to grab the pizza and ate together. As they were eating, SinB’s phone vibrated. She looked at it and rolled her eyes. It was from Sowon. “Enjoying your date? ;)” read SinB before replying quickly. “You mean, you are enjoying YOUR date? ;)”  then they messaged some quick replies to tease each other more before SinB ended up laughing out loud.

 

“Who you texting with?” asked Yuju curious as she eyed SinB.

 

SinB looked up at Yuju and hesitated. “Oh it’s just-”

 

“Who make you smile like this? Is it that Yerin girl?!” cut Yuju with a frown.

 

SinB was shocked. “What?N-”

 

“I told you to not associate with her. I saw you talking with her during the showcase SinB.” quickly said Yuju again, not letting SinB finish her sentence.

 

“Yuju ar, I didn’t...mean to. We..” SinB was stuttering now and Yuju wasn’t helping with her attitude.

 

“It’s fine, if you don’t want to listen to my advice.” said Yuju coldly while crossing her arms on her chest.

 

SinB sighed. “Can you ...please let me explain?” asked SinB, a bit frustrated and scared of Yuju reaction.

 

Yuju looked at her and nodded. “Shoot.” just said Yuju.

 

“No, I am not texting Yerin.” started SinB determined to explain the truth to Yuju so they would not fight for nothing. “I don’t have her number anymore and she’s block. It was Sowon. And I did talk to Yerin because she was taking care of our clothing. So we had to talk…” explained SinB sincerely. “Plus, you were too busy to notice me anyways...” she whispered slowly which earned a stare from Yuju.

 

“What do you mean I didn’t notice you ar!! I wanted to punch her in the face but I was in a different class!” explained Yuju making SinB frown. “Tsk, I leave my girl alone for a bit and there are bees that are hovering all over her!!” exclaimed Yuju with a big whine.

 

SinB giggled. “Yah! What bees hovering me!!” said SinB and Yuju smiled at her. SinB was glad that the tension was going down now that Yuju was reassured.

 

Yuju pulled SinB to her. “Mianhe, I know I haven’t spend much time with you lately. You know how busy we all are.” explained Yuju and SinB nodded happy to feel Yuju that close to her again. “I’m sorry for my reaction just now, I think I got jealous...” confessed Yuju.

 

“Jealous? Why?” asked SinB confused.

 

“You were on your phone when we are together and you started to laugh. You didn't even laugh like that with me…” pouted Yuju cutely and SinB smiled at the cuteness. “Sooooooo, my SinB arrrr! Did any cute guy catch your attention during the showcase?” asked Yuju suddenly. SinB stared at Yuju and shook her head immediately.

 

“What are you talking about lol. They are all kids!!! I am not a e!!” exclaimed SinB laughing out loud.

 

“But there are guys our age in the committee! Didn’t you meet anyone?” asked Yuju in which SinB shook her head again, the only person she had an eye on was Yuju.

 

“Ah, SinB ar, let’s watch something on the TV!” said Yuju while SinB nodded, happy to not talk about boy questions anymore.

 

As they watched TV, SinB noticed that Yuju wasn’t paying attention to the TV. “Yuju?” she asked slowly.

 

“Yeah?” answered Yuju still clearly lost in her own thoughts.

 

“What is bothering you?” asked SinB worried.

 

“Huh? Nothing.” said Yuju now looking at SinB and faking a smile.

 

SinB sighed and turned off the TV. “Yuju, I think I know you well enough to know that you are hiding something. What is it?” asked SinB looking straight in Yuju’s eyes.

 

Yuju smiled and nodded. “You know me so well...You see...you are the most important person to me…” said Yuju as she held SinB hand and made the poor girl heart beating so fast. “I want to tell you something but please, don’t judge me..” said Yuju shyly and SinB nodded slowly, imagining what Yuju would say to her.

 

“You can tell me anything Yuju, I will never judge you…” said SinB encouraging Yuju to continue.

 

“You know… there’s something that I’ve been feeling. I didn’t meet this person for long, just a while. When we started University.” said Yuju looking down and SinB gulped, wasn’t that her? wondered SinB.

 

“And, we are mostly together, either on phone or in person and I think...I’m falling for this person…” finished Yuju blushing now.

 

SinB’s eyes widened. “Oh...ok...who..is this?” asked SinB shyly but Yuju just blushed even more as she looked up at SinB. “Do I ...know this person?” asked SinB hesitating, her heart pounding super loudly.

 

Yuju nodded.

 

“Who is it?” continued to ask SinB while holding Yuju’s hand more tightly now.

 

“Jackson.” finally said Yuju and SinB froze on the spot.

 

“Jackson?” asked SinB not believing it.

 

Yuju nodded. “I think I’m falling for him…” said Yuju blushing.

 

SinB heart felt like she just got stab. She could barely breath, her chest felt so heavy and her heart hurt so much. Yuju was falling in love, she was falling in love but not with her. Yuju didn’t love her back. Yuju was falling for Jackson.

 

“We’ve been texting since the beginning of the semester. We were studying together...but then he had to drop that class because of a schedule conflict. I find him cute and was a bit disappointed when he left. He was a very funny and entertaining guy you know. He’s like the clown of the class, attract so much attention so I was a bit sad when he left. I missed his sweet winks when I would give a good answer to the teacher, or his nice smile when he was turning around just to ask me a pen. I suspected he was forgetting his so he would have an excuse to talk to me. But then there was one day where I bump into him and he asked for my number to keep in contact. So we’ve been texting for a long time and I have slowly falling for him... You are my best friend SinB. And I promised that you would be the first person to know everything. So I wanted to confess to you about it. Ahh, now I feel better!!” said Yuju all happily and clearly relieved to share her secret with SinB.

 

“Ah…” whispered SinB, she wasn’t feeling good at all. Few seconds ago, she thought her world was going to turn upside down which in fact, did happen but in a bad way.

 

“So does he likes you back?” asked SinB and Yuju looked at her with a blush.

 

“I think so...he kinda hint that he want me to be his girlfriend.” said Yuju, and SinB heart got stab once again.

 

“And...are you going to… to accept it?” asked SinB swallowing hard, fearing for her answer.

 

Yuju shrugged her shoulder. “I don’t know...You know, from my past relationship, things didn’t end well and...I want a serious relationship. I don’t know if Jackson just want some side chick.” answered Yuju insecure.

 

“So you rejected him?” asked SinB again with hope this time.

 

“Kinda yes? Kinda no? I just kinda ran away…” confessed Yuju as she lay down on SinB.

 

SinB slowly patted Yuju’s head as she stared at Yuju. Yuju was in love with someone. All these times, all those texts and phone calls, it was Jackson. SinB tears slowly flopped down.

 

“SinB! Why you crying?” asked Yuju worried as she felt some drop on her.

 

SinB shook her head as Yuju lean up and pulled SinB toward her. “Pabo, why are you crying ar?” asked Yuju again in a sweet tone as she caressed SinB’s cheek.

 

SinB just shook her head not knowing how to answer. “Mianhe, I’m just not feeling well these days…” lied SinB. Yuju nodded and just let SinB lay on her shoulder, enjoying her moment.

 

After a bit, SinB slowly voiced out “Will you date him?” but Yuju shook her head.

 

“No, I don’t think so...maybe it’s just a crush. It might go away. And who know, maybe tomorrow I’ll fall out of love!” laughed Yuju and SinB smile bitterly, hoping that what Yuju said would come true.

 

“But, if I ever do accept, I would let you know in advance so that I have your full support!” smiled Yuju and SinB nodded slowly.

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Helloooooo!

How was Sowon and Umji teasing SinB time? XDD Poor SinB- did you guys end up smiling at least? ;) a little humor in the beginning of the chapter to end it with a heartbroken SinB.

As a lot of you thought so- The person that Yuju has been texting with was Jacksonnnnnnn! And Yuju finally confess to SinB about her love toward Jackson! And SinB is completely heart broken! What do you think will happen to SinJu? Is it really the end or will SinB try to make Yuju realized that she loves her??

Or will SinB really support Yuju fully ? Let us know!! :)

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CaiGuardianAngel #1
Chapter 190: while reading this i was struggling a lot with depression, social anxiety and eating disorders. soon after the end of the story i met the love of my life. now i have a job, soon we'll get married and i feel like i'm finally fully recovered. when i think of this story i think of the world turning into colours. thank you for giving me a distraction from my everyday life and somehow help me achieve something big.
Helarmonk #2
Chapter 28: Thanks for sinrin chapter
Ssowon
#3
Chapter 190: im going to re-read this tonight!
MEL_buddy #4
I suddenly remembered about this fic and I'm back to re-read it!! Idk if u remember me but I was an avid reader of this book while it was on-going, I'd like to say thanks for giving me a good fic to read during those years!
YingJie2002 #5
A little too late for this story but really really liked it.
The storytelling is awesome as i sometimes have tears while reading the sadder parts.
Thank you for the story
Ninjasaurus
#6
tq for this
Ninjasaurus
#7
:)
Ninjasaurus
#8
We O wawawawa
sinb-fan-01 #9
Chapter 190: i disappoint that its over, but thank you for story
SooNaForever #10
Chapter 190: What an ending iloveit soo muchhh thank you for this story .. what a good story ❤️