Chapter 42

The Innocent Story Of SinB

 

The next morning, SinB opened her eyes and found herself still in her previous night clothing. She cried herself to sleep without changing into her pyjama. Her eyes hurt, she walked to the washroom and looked at herself. She looked like a zombie. Her hair were super messy and her eyes were puffy and red.

 

She quickly went into the washroom to take a cold shower to wake herself up and prepared to go to school. When she reached the living room, her dad was already at the table.

 

“Good morning baby girl” says her father pushing a chair for SinB.

 

“Good Morning dad..” said SinB walking to her dad and hugging him quickly before looking at all the food on the table.

 

“Come, have breakfast, I cook your favorite meal.” explained her father happily, showing the plates to SinB nodded and sat down. She really wasn’t that hungry, all she wanted to do was going back to bed and cry again. It was her favorite food and still she kinda felt nauseous but took a bite to please her dad that clearly made this just for her to feel better.

 

“You have to eat more baby, you are still growing! How are you going to dance and have energy if you eat so little” dad seeing his daughter didn’t have much appetite this morning.

 

“But… I’m not hungry daddy...” frowned SinB making a face and looking down.

 

She felt a pat on the head and looked up at her dad confusedly. “My baby cried all night didn’t she?” asked her father in a sweet tone in which SinB nodded slowly.

 

Then they heard the icy voice of SinB’s mom. “Crying for what?” she asked walking into the kitchen and looking at her husband and daughter like it was just a normal morning, like they didn’t argued the night before, like she never forbid her daughter to associate with her closest friend.

 

SinB looked up at her mom. “Umma… nothing… I’m leaving… ” she just said as she got up to leave the room, wanting to be away from her mother for now, not ready to fight again knowing she had no chances of winning against the strong headed woman.

 

“Remember SinB.” said her mom as SinB just passed the door. “I do not want any association with that girl anymore” added her mom very coldly.

 

SinB eyes got teary again and slammed the door, determined to leave this house for good not wanting to heard or see her mom again today.

 

As she got to school, she saw the girls at their table, she sat down beside Yuju as usual.

 

“Good morning SinB!” said Yuju all happily, clearly in a very good mood this morning, the contrary of SinB who was living one of her worst day.

 

SinB opened her bag and realised she forgot her morning snacks and her lunch. She left so quickly the house that she forgot her food. “Good morning girls.” she said with a sore throat.

 

“Omo, SinB, what happened to your eyes?” asked Eunha worried.

 

SinB look at her. “Huh? Nothing...” she mumbled as she closed back her bag.

 

Sowon grabbed SinB’s face in her hands. “Yah, you cried? What’s wrong?” asked the tall girl in a motherly tone. SinB wanted to smile at them, to reassure them but she didn’t have the strength and seeing their concern made SinB’s heart even more heavy.

 

Then Yuju pulled SinB to her and held her face, caressing her cheek with her thumb. “SinB? Who bully you? I will kick that person’s !” said Yuju trying to make the sad girl smile but on the contrary SinB eyes got teary again and tears came out which made the girls panic.

 

Eunha smacked Yuju on the head. “Yah, why you make her cry?!” she asked earning a glare from the latter.

 

“I didn’t make her cry!! Omo..SinB ar, don’t cry, please!!” said Yuju quickly hugging SinB.

 

Yuju let go of SinB when they noticed people were leaving, they looked at each other confusedly. “It’s time for class…” said Eunha looking sadly at Sowon and Yuju. They shrugged, not wanting to leave SinB alone.

 

SinB looked up at them. “It’s okay, don’t worry, you girls go first. I will see you girls at lunch time.” she said not wanting the girls to be late or miss class because of her.

 

The girls looked at each other again and nodded their heads, still feeling insecure for leaving SinB like this but decided to walk away. Once they disappeared, SinB laid her head on the table trying to stop herself from crying. Suddenly she felt a warm pat on the head, she didn’t look up. “Don’t… worry… I’m fine...you girls… go first… ” she sobbed then she she felt a warm embrace from behind and a familiar scent.

 

She slowly looked up and rubbed her eyes, pushing her tears away, here, she saw Yerin looking at her with worry eyes.

 

“SinB? What’s wrong?” asked the chemistry girl while looking at her and SinB just threw herself into Yerin. SinB hugged her tightly which shocked the latter. But Yerin hugged her back, she knew the girl needed it. “Shhh… it’s okay… I’m here… shhh...” she whispered, caressing SinB’s back with a reassuring hand.

 

After a while of crying, Yerin draw her out of the school to take a walk. SinB didn’t even think, she just followed Yerin. “Now…” hesitated Yerin seeing SinB was still looking down and not at her. “Do you want to tell me what’s wrong?” she asked stopping to face SinB.

 

SinB shook her head. “Nothing big…” she just said with a weak voice.

 

“Come on, for you to cry like this, it can’t be something small...” said Yerin worried, SinB looked at her. “Did that bodyguard of you bully you?” she asked tilting her head making SinB shook her head. “I saw you walking in and started to cry after she talked to you. Want me to go punch her and tell her that she’s fired, and she’s not your bodyguard anymore?” asked Yerin teasingly and finally SinB giggled. Yerin smiled, happy to make the girl react.

 

“Yah! It’s not her fault!!” pouted SinB but giggled at the same time, feeling that the pressure she felt before on her shoulders was slowly disappearing.

 

Yerin smiled at her. “There, my princess is smiling now...” she said patting SinB’s head.

 

SinB sighed. “Does it happen to you when, that someone tell you to stop associating yourself with a person because they will be a bad influence on you or they are not good enough for you?” asked SinB hearing her mother’s words in her head again and again.

 

Yerin stared at SinB “Hm...” she hesitated.

 

“What should the person do? Should she still hang out with that person and get herself in trouble? Or should she listen and let it go?” asked SinB confused. Before meeting Yuju, she would always do what her mother asked her to. Only be friends with the person her mother approved. It wasn’t that bad till now, she really liked her friends back in high school, and Umji was an amazing best friend, but now she was an adult and was able to take her own choices right? Should she let her mom impose her these rules again? Would it really protect her reputation? SinB doesn’t know what to do this time, everything was confused in her head, she was mad at her mom, so mad...

 

Yerin put her finger on her head and thought. “Hm…If you don’t want to be separate from that person, you don’t need to listen to what the other tell you to do. You’re old enough now to do what you want and associate with who you want. And at the same time, you don’t always realise that someone can be bad for you, that’s why the one that love you the most may tell you not to be with this bad person… But in the end what’s important in this world is to enjoy your life SinB. Follow your heart. Listen to your heart. Make your own choices, build your success and make your own mistake, you will grow from them.” explained Yerin so serious and passionate about her answer.

 

“What is your heart telling you to do?” she asked and SinB shook her shoulders.

“Don’t let some obstacles block you from what you want. You are the one controlling and living your life, not your friends, not your family, not anybody else. It’s you SinB, it’s your life, only yours.” said Yerin and SinB was really surprised by the latter answer.

 

“Waa… no wonder you are in science, your answer is so deep…” said SinB really impressed and amazed by Yerin’s response. The girl really got to the point and it made SinB think about the situation with a different point of view now.

 

Yerin laughed out loud seeing that SinB seemed as much confused as before. “Are you feeling slightly better?” she asked really usure, she was scared that her answer wasn’t what SinB wanted to heard but it was the most sincere answer she could give the girl.

 

SinB nodded at Yerin. “Hey, wait for me a minute, ok?” said Yerin as she walked away quickly.

 

SinB looked up in the sky and sighed. “Today is a beautiful day, and I just skip class. Sigh… What’s wrong with me. I never talked back to mom and I never skip class before…” she said to herself then suddenly she saw an ice cream in front of her. She quickly smiled and took it.

 

“Here you go princess, now this is the smile I wanted to see.” said Yerin with a wink.

 

SinB looked down at the ice cream and start eating it. She was feeling way better. “Thank you! You treat me so many time already!” she said making herself a promise to do the same for Yerin next time.

 

Yerin smiled at her with her cute eyesmile. “It’s okay, as long as you are happy.” she added squeezing SinB’s arm gently.

 

“Don’t you have class?” asked SinB suddenly remembering they left university in the middle of the morning, most classes already started by now.

 

“Oh...nono.” smiled Yerin which made SinB doubt.

 

“Oh my… did you skip class because of me?!” she asked looking around and worried for her friend. She really didn’t wanted Yerin to be in trouble because of her, not after all the nice things Yerin always do for her.

 

Yerin smiled sheeply to her. “Don’t worry about it. I can catch up.” she said reassuring SinB.

 

Then SinB phone vibrated, she looked at it and saw a message from her best friend: “Hey, let’s meet after class? I will wait for you at my house.”

 

SinB sighed, she knew why Umji texted her, Eunha must have told her best friend.

 

“Yeah, I will be there.”

 

Yerin walked SinB back to university and they finally joined their classes.

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CaiGuardianAngel #1
Chapter 190: while reading this i was struggling a lot with depression, social anxiety and eating disorders. soon after the end of the story i met the love of my life. now i have a job, soon we'll get married and i feel like i'm finally fully recovered. when i think of this story i think of the world turning into colours. thank you for giving me a distraction from my everyday life and somehow help me achieve something big.
Helarmonk #2
Chapter 28: Thanks for sinrin chapter
Ssowon
#3
Chapter 190: im going to re-read this tonight!
MEL_buddy #4
I suddenly remembered about this fic and I'm back to re-read it!! Idk if u remember me but I was an avid reader of this book while it was on-going, I'd like to say thanks for giving me a good fic to read during those years!
YingJie2002 #5
A little too late for this story but really really liked it.
The storytelling is awesome as i sometimes have tears while reading the sadder parts.
Thank you for the story
Ninjasaurus
#6
tq for this
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#8
We O wawawawa
sinb-fan-01 #9
Chapter 190: i disappoint that its over, but thank you for story
SooNaForever #10
Chapter 190: What an ending iloveit soo muchhh thank you for this story .. what a good story ❤️