Chapter 124

The Innocent Story Of SinB

 

 

As SinB opened her eyes, she felt some weight on her. The three girls were still surrounding her. She wanted to smile but she couldn’t. She slowly closed her eyes rewinding what happened.

 

She regretted all of this so much, she was upset at herself for agreeing to go out. She had trusted Jackson so much, she had been so blinded by his nice words and his charming smile.

 

SinB felt sick just thinking about him again. She touched her neck and felt nauseous, she swallowed hard as she recalled his hand under her top, touching her. She was feeling so disgusted and so dirty. On the places that he touched her, she felt like her skin is burning. The shower didn't take any of that disgusting feeling away

 

Then she felt Umji moving beside her, she looked at her and saw that she was awake too.

 

“Buddy… you feeling better?” whispered Umji and SinB slowly nodded. It was silent.

 

“I’m sorry Umji…” said SinB weakly which made Umji furrow her eyebrow.

 

“For?”

 

“I thought you were upset that I chose to spend time with Yuju instead of you girls… but..you were right...I trusted Jackson… and...” SinB looked down and tried not to cry again.

 

Umji shook her head. “Don’t worry. Like we always say. We learn from our mistakes right? You are telling me frankly what you think and what you want to do which is an improvement of yourself. You made a mistake. It’s okay. We will move on from it.” said Umji as she caressed SinB’s shoulder. SinB tensed up but quickly relaxed as she focused only on Umji.

 

SinB nodded and slowly tears were coming out. Umji kissed SinB’s cheeks “Shhh.” she said hugging her before they stayed silent again. Sowon turned around and looked at them while Yerin sat up in the bed.

 

“What...happened… exactly?” asked Umji, not sure if it was okay to ask this that soon.

 

“You… know how I fall asleep when I watch movies…?” asked SinB shyly and Umji nodded.

 

“Well...he took that chance to… to kiss me… and… I was too shocked as I opened my eyes, I thought I was dreaming...so...” explained SinB as she started to shake. But the next thing she felt was Yerin strong grip around her.

 

“Don’t cry princess. It’s okay. Just say it out loud. We are here for you.” said Yerin and SinB nodded.

 

“We are here SinB. We will make sure that Jackson will pay for it.” added Sowon determined.

 

“He … started to kiss me down my neck… and even...put his hand inside my shirt…” hiccuped SinB as she looked down. “Then.. his hand inside… my shirt..I..I...I... strongly kick him away.. and ..I ran away... that’s how I bump into Yerin…” finished SinB and they all nodded.

 

“Okay, at least you didn’t get .” said Sowon nonchalantly which earn a big smack from Umji.

 

“YAH!” exclaimed Sowon “What was that for?!”

 

“For saying a wrong thing at the wrong timing. When did you become like SinB?!” scolded Umji but then they all looked at each other and started to laugh.

 

“Yah Umji, you are scolding her but at the same time me too!!” whined SinB and they all laughed. Then SinB nodded “Yeah...I guess..it’s just..molest..not …” says SinB lowly as she looked down, still feeling uncomfortable of the situation.

 

Yerin slowly lifted SinB head up and for once SinB didn’t react as one of them touched her. “Princess, why are you looking down. Don’t be ashamed of yourself. The person that should be ashame is him.” said Yerin sincerely.

 

SinB nodded and started to cry again, but this time she went into Yerin embrace. Yerin held her close to her and kissed the side of her head.

 

“I’m...sorry that I pushed you away...I wasn’t myself…” apologized SinB but Yerin shook her head.

 

“Don’t worry about that. As long as you are ok.” said Yerin.

 

“But how did that happen though? I thought you were having a movie with both Yuju and Jackson...” said Umji frowning.

 

“Yuju? But isn’t she out of town this weekend with her parents?” suddenly asked Sowon which made them looked at her.

 

“What?” she asked as they all looked at her confused. “Every year, this weekend she would go see her family with her parents...Don’t you know that SinB?” asked Sowon but SinB was shocked.

 

“He...told me...Yuju texted him this morning saying she couldn’t join us… but… he had already bought the ticket so he asked me to go in with him instead…” explained SinB.

 

Umji clenched her teeth. “He had it all plan!! I told you SinB! This guy!! ARGG!! He had this whole thing plan up!! Omg he is such an !!!” said Umji so furious.

 

“Wow.. first time I hear Umji swear.” laughed Sowon before seeing that Yerin was silent.

 

“Yerin…?” asked Sowon worried.

 

“Oh… sorry yeah. This Jackson guy… I have always heard that he’s a flirt and a player… that’s why when you guys said he was dating Yuju I was surprised. And then when SinB said that he was helping you with Yuju, I was even more surprise. Urk!!” then she slapped the bed “I should have known! I should have warned you ar SinB!! I’m so sorry!!” apologized Yerin in which this time SinB shook her head.

 

“No it’s not your fault.. I’m the one who didn’t listen...Umji already warned me before… and… now that I think of it… there were so many times where he was actually hitting on me but..I didn’t even realize it as I was too blindly trusting him in hope to be friend with Yuju again…”

 

Sowon sighed. “At least we know his real face now…” said Sowon.

 

“You are going to tell Yuju right?” asked Umji.

 

SinB flinched. “Should...I?”

 

Sowon looked her wide eyes. “Of course you should! Her boyfriend is a cheater and a flirt! She should know that! You can’t let this bastard around her, imagine if he try to abuse her or something...” said Sowon worried for Yuju.

 

SinB nodded. “True… I can’t let Yuju date such a dickhead…” she said but then she looked down. “But...I am not sure..how to face Yuju… Jackson kissed me… Somehow I can’t… get… that feeling and image off my mind...”

 

Sowon rolled her eyes. “Should I kiss you to have you forget Jackson kiss?” she asked with a teasing tone which made SinB disgusted.

 

“Yah! Do you want to kiss me that much?!” asked back SinB this time which made Sowon shook her head.

 

“Not at all. I don’t want to remember it.” said Sowon and they laughed together but then SinB looked down again, she wasn't sure she could forget this disgusting and unwanted kiss.

 

Yerin turned SinB’s face toward her and looked at her seriously. For a second SinB was wondering if Yerin was about to kiss her but Yerin didn’t got too close, she just looked at her in the eyes. “SinB, just forget about him. Forget about this kiss, it was nothing, not a real kiss. A real kiss is between two people that like each other and that want to share this moment, what Jackson did was stealing something that was certainly not aimed at him.” said Yerin sincerely and SinB slowly nodded.

 

“You’re a strong girl SinB way much more stronger than you think and we are all here for you if you need us...” added Yerin sincerely before hugging SinB tight. SinB hugged her back and she realised that she felt less scared as Yerin’s arms were around her, holding her and making her safe.

 

Sowon giggled “You two look very cute!” she said and they both broke the embrace embarrassed as they looked at Sowon.

 

“Shut up Sowon.” said Umji rolling her eyes but smiling as she saw her best friend blushing as she looked at Yerin.

 

Then they heard Sowon’s tummy growling and they all looked at her.

 

“Yah! I rushed here...I didn’t get to eat anything…” blushed Sowon but then SinB tummy started to growl too and they laughed together.

 

“Alright, let me cook you something.” said Yerin and Umji stood up to go with Yerin.

 

“Sowon, please look after SinB ok?” said Umji in which Sowon gave her an ok sign.

 

“Don’t worry.” answered Sowon smiling.

 

As Yerin and Umji left the room, Sowon sat back up next to SinB. But she could feel that SinB tensed a bit.

 

“You okay? Want me to sit a bit farther?” asked Sowon not wanting SinB to feel uncomfortable.

 

SinB shook her head. “Ani..sorry..I just still feel weird..” confessed SinB sincerely.

 

“Don’t worry. It’s understandable.” said Sowon.

 

She was about to pet SinB but she noticed that the girl quickly back down, not wanting to be touched. Sowon closed her hand and put it back onto her lap. As her phone was vibrating, she took it out and sighed.

 

“What’s wrong?” asked SinB tilting her head to look at Sowon.

 

“Nothing… Just Eunha was asking where I am, seem like she came to visit me at work after Umji left.” explained Sowon reading her messages.

 

SinB nodded. “And..?”

 

“Well...I didn’t tell her I left work to come see you.” said the tall girl before she was replying Eunha.

 

“Do you want to go join her? I’m fine now. You can go.” said SinB.

 

Sowon looked at SinB and shook her head. “No. It’s okay. I don’t want to leave you now. I will see her tomorrow.” smiled Sowon not wanting to leave SinB right now even if she was in good hands with Umji and Yerin.

 

SinB looked at Sowon in disbelief. “But...it’s Eunha ar! You should go see her. You two just got back into the right track.” said SinB sincerely.

 

Sowon sighed. “But right now, you need me here more ok?” said Sowon determined to stay.

 

SinB looked at Sowon. “I don’t… need you here…” she shyly said and this time Sowon looked at her wide eyes and she smacked SinB. “How dare you say that!” she exclaimed then both of them laughed.

 

“Thank you Sowon...I know you rather be with Eunha, and honestly you can go, I don’t want to cause you two problems.” said SinB again.

 

Sowon smiled at SinB. “Like I said, I want to stay beside you now ok? I already told her I have stuff to do.”

 

SinB nodded, she knew she wouldn’t be able to win this argument. She laid on the bed and closed her eyes.

 

“Yeah, you can take a nap. We will wake you up when it’s ready.” said Sowon as she laid beside SinB.

 

After a while, Yerin came up to tell Sowon and SinB to wake up. Sowon shook SinB’s shoulder slowly nudging her but SinB jumped up and screamed startling both girls.

 

“DONT TOUCH ME!” screamed SinB suddenly.

 

Sowon try to calm SinB down but SinB was hitting her. Yerin quickly went beside SinB and hugged her tight.

 

“SinB...it okay....it’s okay... It’s me Yerin...Calm down... Calm down...” whispered Yerin as she held onto SinB. Finally, SinB calmed down. She was still shaking as she looked at them.

 

“I’m..sor..r..y….” she sobbed again.

 

Yerin kissed her head. “Shh, it’s just a nightmare...” said Yerin tenderly in which SinB nodded.

 

“It’s okay. We are here.” said Sowon softly as she patted her head but she finched again. Sowon looked down and took her hand away once again wondering why SinB was reacting that strongly around her more than around Yerin or Umji...

 

They finally went down, Umji asked what took so long but Sowon gave her a sign to not ask so Umji understood and asked them to sit at the table.

 

They ate the supper silently, they tried to cheer SinB up but the latter wasn’t responding much.

 

“Is your parents going to be home soon?” asked Yerin, worried what would come next.

 

Umji took SinB’s phone and deleted the missing calls from her parents before looking at the girls. “Appa and amma texted me saying that they have an emergency. They tried reaching SinB but couldn’t. So I will stay here with SinB.” explained Umji.

 

“Are you going to school tmw?” asked Sowon unsure.

 

“I ..don’t..know...” answered SinB playing with her food.

 

“We will see when she wake up.” answer Umji clearly worried about her bestfriend condition.

 

Yerin nodded. “It’s better if you rest at home. If I don’t see you at school tomorrow I will come see you after ok?” she said smiling and SinB nodded.

 

They all nodded, then after supper, Yerin decided to go home while Sowon wasn’t sure if she should stay with them or go home too but SinB insisted her to go home and Umji agree.

 

Finally they bid goodbye and Umji took SinB up to bed. SinB was hugging her blanket while waiting for Umji. As Umji got out of the washroom, she saw SinB lying on the bed hugging the blanket. She sighed and laid beside SinB, slowly pulling SinB toward her.

 

SinB felt safer now that she was in Umji’s embrace. She closed her eyes as Umji was humming a song until she fell asleep. As SinB was asleep, Umji kissed the crown of SinB.

 

“Everything will be fine buddy.” she whispered to her as she pulled SinB even closer and fall asleep hugging her best friend, praying everything will be better soon.

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Hello! Wow, so much comments from last chapter and the reaction was better than we were expecting it>__< we thought we would get yell at! But thanksfully, all of you could feel SinB pain and want to murder Jackson. (Sorry for Jackson bias! We don't hate him!!) 

SinB is with the girls as they try to calm her down but seem like she is feeling very insecure whenever someone touch her. And Sowon chose to stay beside SinB instead of go find Eunha. What do you guys think of this? :O isn't she sweet?! What do you think will happen next?

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CaiGuardianAngel #1
Chapter 190: while reading this i was struggling a lot with depression, social anxiety and eating disorders. soon after the end of the story i met the love of my life. now i have a job, soon we'll get married and i feel like i'm finally fully recovered. when i think of this story i think of the world turning into colours. thank you for giving me a distraction from my everyday life and somehow help me achieve something big.
Helarmonk #2
Chapter 28: Thanks for sinrin chapter
Ssowon
#3
Chapter 190: im going to re-read this tonight!
MEL_buddy #4
I suddenly remembered about this fic and I'm back to re-read it!! Idk if u remember me but I was an avid reader of this book while it was on-going, I'd like to say thanks for giving me a good fic to read during those years!
YingJie2002 #5
A little too late for this story but really really liked it.
The storytelling is awesome as i sometimes have tears while reading the sadder parts.
Thank you for the story
Ninjasaurus
#6
tq for this
Ninjasaurus
#7
:)
Ninjasaurus
#8
We O wawawawa
sinb-fan-01 #9
Chapter 190: i disappoint that its over, but thank you for story
SooNaForever #10
Chapter 190: What an ending iloveit soo muchhh thank you for this story .. what a good story ❤️