losing hope in life

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chapter 1

do you ever feel like your a loser, because you are.

thats what you have been living through.

your parents hate you,your siblings hate you,you think that your school hates you aswell,everyone in your life you think hates you.espicially your friends that have seen grow up. your life is hell,this day you were going to run away, only problems that you have no money.

at school your this mega popular person your frinds are starting to get scared of you,your meaness is getting so strong. you lost your mind,the school is concerned about.when you were younger you were funny,kind,loving,understanding,nice,friendly,protective.people use to want to be your bff.

now your the oposit.you wish for life to go back to the way it was but your mind is full of things that your family have been puting in your brain.

back to your life.

1:30 am monday morning,

arh why the hell does school have to start today."YOU IDIOT FAT GIRL." you could hear your mum shouting for you."YES".you shout back."TAKE YOUR YOUNGER SIBLINGS TO SCHOOL OR BAD THINGS WILL HAPPEN THAT WILL HAPPEN ANWAYS JUST DO THAT YOU UGLY GIRL." your mums says that everyday."sure thing mum." you got up to take your siblings to school. the were finally ready,once you take them to school you go to school. once you get threr people give you all the homework you gave to them to do for you,you only do this cause your life is so stressful."here you go y/n." you put it in your hand bag. you walked to the place you meet your best friends." hi y/n nice to see ya around." thats what hoseok  always say to you everyday." hi hoseok,hi guys." they just look then smile at you. the bell went off super loud.

inside the class room

lesson was the same ,one things odd; you were thinking about how many people are scared of you: your mates,your cousins,your head teacher,your teacher,your class mates, your old mates,other people in the school,your mates mate, your boyfriend. the bell went for lunch.

you were finally in the cafatireia, you went to your mates you noticed that they wernt the same lively boys anymore.to your surprise the only boy you thought would never look so: dull,dark,bored,shy,quite. was taehyung. tae for short. he never left your side made you laugh until you were on the floor fightig for breath. all of them would always make you: smile,cry,laugh,angry. every emotion that they could make you have they made it happen.

"what have i done to lot,why have you stayed with me"? you said quitely." cause one day we hope you will be the old girl that we all once loved". you looked at who said it and saw your best friend thats like a brother to you. his name is jimin." jimin all of you should just leave me and get a happy life in your life keep up smiling,instead of staying woth someone that riuns your life". you said louder near the end." yea we should" yuo saw tae said that." yes y/n that would be a good idea but...but...but". jimin couldnt finish his sentence." see jimin you have no reason to stay with me. you left them in the cafeteria with the whole school staring at them.

on the roof of the school."WHY THE HELL AM I EVEN ALIVE FOR LIFE IS NOT FOR ME".

 

 

 

 

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