HI everyone, I went for a different approach/ prompt for this story. I hope you all like it. I might do a part two but maybe with a different idol, I'm not sure yet... anyway remember you can comment as many idols as you want and I try to update every 4 days - Hayley :) (BTW the ending may be triggering to some)

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The hate comments, the darkness… depression taking over. I was just fine until the ual assault… the …those memories I couldn’t get out of my mind. The increasing darkness, the moment to jump.

Harshly pushed against the jagged brick wall, the strong grip of sweaty palms clenched my wrists. The ripped fabric inside my mouth preventing the screams of terror, there were moments of realisation when I knew I couldn’t escape.

You think with fame comes protection of those around you, there comes the haters and the fans… also the predators, you couldn’t prevent. I just let the excruciating pain take over my body, my vision blurred as I was dropped to the floor. He’d done what he came to do, scrambling away like a rotten pig he is.

I calmed my heavy breaths. No one could see me like this. The terror-stricken face, tear stained cheeks. It was all something I would keep to myself, the burden of a secret I just wanted to scream to the world.

“Alight, the live will start in 10 minutes, make sure you know all your lines… you can’t mess up this time. Remember (y/n), when you jump off the bridge make it believable” The director cut off your thoughts. Sc