So I made 2 versions of the epilogue. I want to make everything clear from both perspectives. Thank you for everyone who's reading this. Please comment below everything you want to tell me to improve my writing skill <3

I took a pen and my journal book. Then I started pouring word for word into it—It's become a habit for me since 3 years ago...

When our story is written back.

At first I thought, I have lost him since I decided to end all this by harboring my heart to someone else; but I was wrong. No matter how hard I try to forget him from my memory; from my heart, I can never. Likewise himself—No matter how far he runs and runs to get his peace back, in the end fate always brings us together.

So why should we step back when we can move forward together to pursue our happiness? Nor did I understand why we had been selfish—no, I'm the one that was too selfish.

I always tell myself that perfection is everything and that perfection I mean money; treasure; wealth. I thought I would be happy if I met someone who had the same status as me but everything changed when I met him.

It is just…

I'm too stupid to admit my feelings; I hurt his feelings again and again; I think too much about my pride and all of the promises that I have made to myself. I'm selfish. I always wanted more from him; because I thought, love alone is not enough.

This stupidity continues until I finally decided something that really hurts him; marry someone I obviously didn't love. I thought I could learn to love him but, after a year of marriage I realized; t