OO1. A Song Without Words

A Broken Doll

 

"Stop. Stop." Mrs. Song put up her hands, emphasizing her want for her pupil to discontinue playing. She inwardly sighed, and pinched the space between her eyebrows, to calm herself down. She wasn't angry. Just a bit frustrated.

"Ke Xin, can you tell me what's wrong with the piece?" Mrs. Song asked, trying to make her student able to grasp what she was doing wrong.

Ke Xin stared blankly at her teacher, clearly not understanding what she had played wrong. "Not to sound disrespectful, Mrs. Song but I didn't see any mistakes in the piece. The notes were all correct. So were the timing, the phrases, and dynamics."

Even though she was frustrated, Mrs. Song smiled at Ke Xin, who was one of the best students that she had in years. The girl meant well and she was hardworking. Still, she lacked an important skill of a musician. Her piano pieces were always flawless. Never a wrong note, timing was in place, phrases nicely shaped, and dynamics just as good. But she couldn't feel the music. She couldn't feel it all.

"Look at the title of the song." Mrs. Song and Ke Xin obediently did so. She blinked at the words printed on the top of the music score wondering why her teacher would tell her to do that. Mrs. Song watched as Ke Xin's eyebrows knit together as she tried to figure out the reason behind her teacher's sudden request for her to read the title. Song Without Words was written big and clear and still the reason was still vague.

"What kind of feeling do you get from this kind of title?"

After more blinking and thinking, Ke Xin tried to come up with a right answer. "Something that can't be expressed with words."

"Right! Right!" Mrs. Song excitingly encouraged her student seeing that she was on the right track. "And what do some people have trouble expressing?"

Ke Xin thought about it for a second and without thinking blurted out, “Feelings?"

"Feelings! Yes! Feelings!" Mrs. Song's face lit up. "Feelings! With this song can you feel how Felix Mendelssohn felt? Like, sorrow ripping at his heart? How these chords sound so sad and wishing. This is also known as Regrets. You can empathize with him, right?"

"No."

Mrs. Song lost the smile on her face as Ke Xin stared as passive and blankly back at her. Mrs. Song was not the type to ever yell at a student. She always got the sweet, quiet ones who practiced every week without a problem. But this, she really wanted to rip her own hair out. How was she supposed to teach a girl how to feel?

"Well . . ." Mrs. Song suddenly thought of a way she could get Ke Xin to relate to the song, “You’re quite a pretty one, Ke Xin. I'm sure you've experienced first love and first heartbreak, right? Mendelssohn probably felt this."

Now, with a slightly amused face, Ke Xin answered calmly. "Please, Mrs. Song. I'm CAI CO.'s only daughter and heiress. I don't get fairytales. Just a list of suitors."

Mrs. Song shocked with Ke Xin's very curt response, didn't know what to say. She felt bad for bringing up feelings such as this. Of course, Ke Xin couldn't do things other teenagers her age could. She didn't know why Ke Xin was giggling about it though.

Ke Xin began gathering up her piano books and score sheets. She continued to chuckle at the thought of her being in one of those star crossed lovers’ relationship.

"I'm sorry, my child. I hadn't meant to bring up a sensitive topic." Mrs. Song apologized sincerely, though she didn't know whether or not if it was actually a sensitive topic for Ke Xin.

The heiresses smiled at her teacher without any hurt feelings, and toss her gym bag over her shoulder and clutched her books to her chest. Just then the performing arts studio building's automatic system bell chimed, signaling the end of sessions.

"Don't worry about it, Mrs. Song. I was born into this position, there's nothing I can do about it. I'll just do what I'm told." She smiled and waved goodbye. "See you next week!"

Mrs. Song watched as the heiress turned left, towards the dancing hall. The child was a perfect model of what every East Asian parent would desire. Yet, the old piano teacher felt like there was something lifeless and empty about the girl.

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yifancakes #1
One of the most beautiful and heartbreaking, exo x oc fics i read in the earlier days with my old account. You have a wonderful writing style although the ending did throw me off at first, but it was practical and realistic. It made the fic memorable. :)

(January 27, 2012??? I feel old lmao)
NinjiPandi #2
I know this is kinda late but i just finished your story. I'm gonna be honest and say that I liked the ending. It was realistic and practical. Sure it wouldve been nice if Ke Xin and Luhan ended up together, but i mean hey, its not like first love is always going to be he last love. Anywhos, awesome job author! I'll definitly be looking foward to your future works.
alizarin #3
Chapter 11: OMG author-nim, you're the admin of FY-Exo tumblr and twitter??
_-Sumin #4
Chapter 20: The ending , no offense.
But the rest of the story was on point!
lululemon_lover24 #5
Chapter 20: I was disappointed with the ending...
I totally understand why you might want to stray away from the happy endings that readers typically love, but I just don't think this ending was the best fit for the story. I respect that it is your story and you have all rights to do whatever you want with it. I loved the first 18 chapters and am grateful that you wrote them, as they were such an intriguing and captivating read.
I feel like with this ending, there are still quite a few loose ends. But, as the chapter is titled, happy or sad endings depend on where you decide to end your story. I think I would've been happier with the ending if we were given more time to see Ke Xin without Luhan and with her current husband, so things wouldn't have felt so rushed. It felt to me that going into this story, it focused on this young girl, who seemed to lead this perfect life, and a boy, and the two of them opening up each other's worlds. The ending didn't really seem to conclude or address the focal point of the story. But those are just my thoughts. Anyways, thanks for the story.
PorcelainCreations
#6
Chapter 2: omg Cai's my last name. i can actually try to feel more for this story^o^
Perpetual #7
I really like your flow of writing and the way you made the entire story very realistic. I wasn't happy with the ending and I just felt really empty inside and the entire ending just made me feel very unsatisfied. I completely respect your ending though I guess I'm just a er for happy endings :') thanks for writing this and I'll be looking forward to your other stories in the future.
dawnxiamara #8
Chapter 20: I guess her father's prediction didnt come true that Luhan and Kexin would be them but with a happier ending. And as for me who really loves happy endings would have an alternative ending in which Luhan and Kexin found each other again after so many years and realize that their feelings are still strong for each other and with purple lilacs as the background, Luhan proposing to his girl ending it with the wedding of the century.... I am just romantic girl maybe who loves Luhan i suppose.....
AeroRyuu
#9
Chapter 20: I completely understand why you decided to end the story the way it did but it still seems off. The way this story began and flowed seemed like it would end either happily or contently but you just completely turned it on its head. It made me feel like I had been lied to or cheated on. I always learned not to lie to your readers so I guess that's why it's so strange to me. I'm not trying to sound mean or anything but this is my opinion on the ending.