Love has been labeled as a sickness throughout centuries. It was called a disease because of its side effects: delusion, panic, and intense passion. Too difficult for the human mind to understand. Even Einstein had his problems with love. It was too intense to handle. It was also labeled as bewitchment due to the deliriuim it causes humans. Love can cause a person to thirst, lose apetite, sadness, yearning, and paleness. By scientific means, it is an illness. Yet, there is no cure.

However, it is also transformative, and volatile. It awakens primal urges. Love and hate, are just two sides of a single coin. One side of you dies, and another side of you is born. Death and rebirth through love. Just like Venus and Pluto synastry.

Pluto wants all of Venus, he desires her darkest secrets. He wants to bed her so passionately, the desire to merge as one flesh and soul. He rules the underworld: the darkest aspects within all humans. Pluto desires to transform Venus,he wants her to embrace her darkest aspects. No superficiality, only truth. However, Venus is frightened yet obssesively drawn to such passionate, and intense desires from Pluto. She can either give into her desires, and let him swallow her whole being... or resist his passionate love. However, Pluto must learn to not take selfishly, he must also give. Venus' purpose is to teach him how to love truly. 

Two people drawn together like Venus and Pluto, s.exual obsession is to occur. One cannot live without the other. However, once the lessons are learned, both will finally part ways. Life goes on. 

Those days were over. Choi Min Ki, who still goes by Ren was now an in-and-out worker at his aunt's cafe in Busan. Nu'est was successful after the participation of the survival trainee show. It lasted three years. Aron realized that, the idol life was growing weary on him. So he left. The members understood his decision. Who can blame him? In the end of the day, reality is always there: everyone was in it for themselves. Sometimes, Ren wondered whether he should be angry or understanding of Aron's case. It made sense, but it was also painful. Reality is a pain in the rear end. 

Working at his aunt's cafe, he served customers daily and takes their bill. That was his life everyday, but he had friends. Unfortunately, they already have their own lives built: marriage, children, and jobs. 

As for Ren, he was just trying to hold all of his being together. He was just trying to get by. Love was always his top priority in life, however, love was hard to find. It was on and off with his ex. She kept running back, and he kept accepting it because he feared that he'd never find love. Hurt by his own experience in life and love, he found it hard to let go when he should. 

Amelia Kan, a Japanese mix German American was a transfer university student who decided that her place will be Busan. Studying for the fall semester, her true goal was to find love. However, love was difficult when she refuses to acknowledge her own desire. There are three things she can never give up in this life: her father, religion, and her goals. Those very things important to her are obstructing her from accepting love. With a scarred past, she seeks spiritual awareness, but finds no comfort. Amelia isolated herself emotionally from those close to her due to the fear of judgement for her tight Christian beliefs. 

Pluto desires to transform Venus selfishly out of love.

Lessons will be learned through pain. Through pain, growth is a two way street.

Two souls with pain in their hearts meet to fix and learn from their past. Two very diferent planets now revolve around eachother. Their relationship will be hindered with outside and inside issues, will they persevere through it? The possibilities are infinite. In the end, only the purest will rise from the ashes and be reborn again. These two are a special case, there are a double whammy. Both pluto and venus. Push and pull each other.

Author's note: Hello readers! Just wanted to let you guys know that this story is really close to my heart because of how similar Amelia is to me. To be honest, it is kind of like a self insert lol. Even the character picture, I chose  a person who looks alot like me :P. Also, the experience that she went through with love, and transformation pertains to me very much. You could say it all pertains to the pain of being young and in love, while trying to find out who you are. So yeah, this is just important to me :3 Please enjoy!