One does not know how to truly express how she truly feels from deep within. As words flows in her veins, gushing through her every beliefs, then connecting to her heart which consistently contradicts with what her mind thinks, resulting some sense of longing of the happy life on which she thought she once had, or just simply confused with what currently bugging her inner thoughts, dreadfully dragging her towards the unexplainable black hole she's avoiding. So here lies some of the unspoken words she failed to express, whether it's poetry random or simply short stories, it lives in her thoughts and that is all that matters.

"I know nothing in the world that has as much power as a word. Sometimes i write one, and I look at it, until it begins to shine" - Emily Dickinson