your sister: hey come and help me!!

U: wait I’m busy now just wait for second ^^.

your sister: busy huh !! -goes to your room- that’s what are you busy with ?? watching those Koreans again???you just keep watching them again and again!!!!! turn this off and come to help me – angry face-.

you: well eonnie (means sister) you will never understand why I love them, so please just let me do what i want ;) -you kissed her on her cheek and go to the kitchen to help her-

After finishing and eating you went to your room and hold your phone, because you wanted to finish what you were watching, suddenly you saw a video which is a publicity of the date of big hit’s audition will start in (well i know that big hit only do it for boys but it’s just imagining so :p hhhh) .

Woooooooooooooooow -you shouted-

your sister thoughts something happened and yells: (your name)!!!!

you: nothing I just solve a math homework and I felt good hehehe -you said it while closing your door-

your sister: ahh like I’m going to believe you !!! i raised you and i know you! the last thing that you will think about is math :3

you come back to your bed and you watch the video again, and you read the comments, and you saw that there is a lot of people that will go to it, and most of them are Koreans or living near to Korea, then you realized that you are unlucky, because as your friends told you that you have a great voice and you can pronounce Korean songs very well even your Korean not that good. Hehe… :p so you wanted just to try, but if it doesn’t work it’s okay for you because you just wanted to be there !!!!

As you felt upset you throw your phone and you stare with a sad face at the BTS picture that you have on your wall, and say: why they can while i can’t??? T.T i just want to be in the place that you are in !!! -your eyes start getting teary- well i guess i never can, at least if a miracle happened which is the last thing that could be T.T. -and u slept-.

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MORNING:

(your name): your sister shouted

-you were still sleeping…...-

your sister shouted again: (your name) wake up!!!!!!!!

you woke up, and you go to down stairs with your pajamas and you all in a mess (hehehehehe), you said: what? what’s going on???

your sister said while making breakfast: you are going to Korea next week.

you said without paying any attention: yes, yes, good…. – you sight-

your sister: hey girl didn’t you heard me? i said you are going to Korea next week, i thought your reaction will be like going crazy as you always do, or you will scream around but maybe it doesn’t matter to you anymore.

you: sister please if it one of your jokes just don’t, because it’s a sensitive topic to me, so please don’t hurt your sister’s hearteu -u pout-.

your sister: hearteu!!! is this even English??? well whatever, I’m saying the truth, our uncle called me this morning when you was still sleeping, and he said to me that he is going to Korea with his daughters, and because he knows that you are upsets with the k-pop. he wanted you to go with him, and he said that you are going to have a great time. – you stop her and say-

you: wait wait wait !!!!! are you serious? is this for real??!

your sister: yes, it’s real!! I’m not lying, you can call him if you want!!

you: omo omo omo omo omo!!!!!! Jinjja! waoooh eonnie saraghae!!! jinjja saraghae! omo omo omo!!!! -you jumped at her and hugged her so tight-

your sister: yeah, yeah, I know I’m a perfect sister.

you went to your room jumping and screaming while your sister was looking at u and smiles.

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Well to let things be clear

you are living with your sister. your father died after your mother leaves you, and follows her boyfriend!!!! your father was a successful business man, he has a lot of companies and a lot of money too. And he was sharing the work with his brother but your father was the boss.

After your mom’s leaving; your father got so sick, and your uncle start managing the work, and taking care of all of you. to be honest, he was a very nice guy, but his wife is an evil woman; she was like a devil. after 2 weeks of your father sickness, He realized that his time is near, so he called his brother to talk with him some serious talk. He said to him that he wants him to take care of his both daughters, and the work, and he is going to give all to him, but with one condition which is: to give to his girls whatever they need of money, also he added: but you are going to manage everything, you are going to be the boss, but just give them what they want, be sure that they’ll have a great childhood and a great life. -says as he is crying- I beg you brother, don’t let them be sad more than they are, I beg you.

your uncle said with teary eyes: what are you talking about?? You are going to live; the doctor is going to come to...

-He stops him from talking and says-: I don’t care about my life, I had enough for me, just promise me please!!

your uncle: I promise, I will do all what you asked me to do dear brother. – he couldn’t’ stay next to him because he didn’t want him to see him crying so he leaves the room-

After 2 days, your father passed away, it was the badest day for both of you. you couldn’t stop crying at all, because both of you were so close to your father after your mother gone. even your uncle tries to comfort you, but he couldn’t. you didn’t sleep at all that night, you just kept remembering all the happy moments that you had with your father, and crying while remember it. (you were 10 years old when your father passed away and your sister was 14 years old).

Days passed after your father’s death, and you just continue living, even life doesn’t have any meaning now. and in the house, you and your sister were always facing hell with your uncle’s wife. she beats you for nothing, but your sister protects you, she sometimes gets beaten instead of you, and even for some stupid reasons, like: if her daughter falls she beats you because you didn’t payed attention on her, she even start pushing both of you away from her husband which is your uncle, you don’t play with him any more like the old days. until the day when your sister heard something makes both of you leave.

She heard your uncle’s wife told him that they shouldn’t give you nothing of your part of your father’s money.

Because as she said to him that he deserves it all, but your uncle said that he promises your father and he can’t do that. but as always, she used his love for her and she said: so, you prefer them huh? you love them more than your wife and your both daughters? Huh?

your uncle loves her so much, and he can’t live without her, so he decided to do what she asks him to do:

kick the both of you out.

When your sister heard that, she got scared. she goes to you to wake you up, she told you to wear warm clothes and to take all your stuff with you because you are going to go in an adventure……

(You are now 16 years old and your sister is 20 years old).

your sister got a job, she is a designer in a fashion company, she studied hard so she will make enough money for both of you, so she won’t need a thing from none.

and after all what you and your sister have been through, your sister stop being nice and warm also sweet as she was. even she loves you more than anything else, she doesn’t show it to you, because she wanted you to be strong, she wanted you to be able to face any problem in this world, she doesn’t want you to be weak, she doesn’t want you to get hurt from anybody.

to be continued......