We decide to use one of our room to be a place to store our stuffs. Kinda like a repository, I assume. That means one couple, which is the owner of that room, has to move with another couple. To make it simple, we rearrange our roommates.We use a lottery to do it. Here is the result:
Room 1: Nayeon, Jihyo
Room 2: Me, Tzuyu
Room 3: Sana, Dahyun, Mina
Room 4: Jeongyeon, Chaeyoung, Momo
I'm reaaaally happy that I can be in one room with Tzuyu again. She's the first member I'm close to. My first best friend ever!
No-jam brothers are in one room haha! Good for them, I guess. I'll look forward to that combination hmm... Tzuyu says that it's been a while since they call each other 'brother'. Maybe we will see more about them in the future. 
Nayeon gets the biggest room, sigh... The "vocalists" are in one room. Lowkey, I want to be Jihyo's roommate. I almost asked Nayeon to exchange partner, but I think Tzuyu is more than enough. Anyway, I feel really bad for Mina. She is in one room with Saida, the loudest members of this group. I wonder how will she sleep at night. Mina loves accompanies but she also loves peace. Hmm, should I tell Sana not to be too loud? Ahh, that will hurt Sana's feeling instead. I guess, there's nothing I can do. Tsk tsk, poor Mina.

***

Who am I?
What am I good at?
I ask myself those questions every time I see Nayeon. Unlike me, she is cool. She can express herself easily and has a lot of confidence in herself. She is childish inside but, at some points, she can be look mature. Tzuyu is angry every time I share this perspective lol... She said that I'm more than how I value myself. Maybe I am, but... Nayeon is just so perfect! And I'm just... Who? I don't know who I am. Nayeon is the girl who makes me feel like the freaking ugliest and most worthless girl in the world!
Sigh, I think I've changed a lot these days. Somehow I'm obsessed with the idea of identifying myself. I want to fully know about myself. I want the perfect experience of being myself. Aaand Tzuyu is so done with that, kekeke...

***

At first, we're talking about the mistakes that we do on the stage. We laugh at stupid moments that we do while performing. But then, out of nowhere Nayeon says that she makes some mistakes because of me. "Haeju changes the formation so often. That's why I keep forgetting my part," she says. From the way she says it, I feel like she's attacking me. It can't be just my feeling, right? "Why do you change it right when I've learned the dance? Why not when the instructor teaches us at the beginning?" She asks.
"Uhh... I need to see the bigger picture first," I answer her.
"Haeju Unnie changes it after we have learned our parts hahaha..." Chaeyoung says.
"After she sees the video of the whole group dance," Mina adds.
"But I just... I don't change it that much," I say.
"Hmm yeah, it's usually just her part," Jihyo says.
"But it still affects the whole formation!~" Nayeon answers,"I'm really confused when Haeju does that."
"Sor..." Uhh, no! I don't want to apologize this time. This isn't a fault. "I just want the dance to look better," I tell them,"I admit I like to be involved in our choreography. Unlike Momo or some of you who give contributions to the details of the moves, I like changing the concept and how we look as a group more. Also, I like to arrange things. That's just how I am," I give them a long explanation.
"But you still make me forget my parts," Nayeon responds it right away. Ohh my God, I'm so annoyed! It's better to stop talking or it will be some curses come out of my mouth.
Some of them give me some advices based on what they think about it. I only say 'yes' and 'yes' without really listen to them. I'm holding back until they change the topic. It feels like years!!!

***

Today is Friday.
I'm waiting so early in the morning, waiting for Nayeon to come out of her room. After hiding more than 20 minutes, finally I see her room is opened. She's there! Unpurposely, she kicks the gift that I put in front of her room's door as she's trying to walk. She's stopped! Nayeon takes it and reads what I write on it.

"Don't you know that you were born on Friday?
Friday is a special day for you, so I want you to feel special even more today. Have a nice day, Pretty! ♥ ♥ ♥
Sincerely, your secret admirer"

She reads it for a while. Her face is kinda confused. I hope she gets what it means. Nayeon comes into her room again. It's not that loud, but I can hear her asking Jihyo,"Is this from you?" and "Are you sure?"
After that, she comes to Jeongmochaeng's room. "YA!!!" I hear her yelling before pulling Jeongyeon out of her room. Then both of them talking, probably she's asking the same question. From afar, I see her looks so happy about it but confused as well. At least, that's what I see. She looks so cute that way, by the way, kekeke... Anyway, I'm satisfied. Mission accomplished! I come back to my room so she can't find me...

Lately this morning, she walks close to me while looking at me, like she's going to ask something.
"What are you looking at?" I ask her, acting like I'm in a bad mood today.
"Nothing..." she says before passing away. "Can't be her," I hear her whispering to herself. Wow, she was going to ask me about the gift!? Did she really think that it's from me??? Hahaha... I wonder how will she feel if I tell her that that mysterious gift is, in fact, really from me. Even Tzuyu doesn't know I do this.

Should I tell Nay?~~~