Twice is traveling by train today. 
This is my first time.
When we're waiting for the train to come, Jihyo who sits beside me, asks what I'm doing with my phone.

"I... I'm writing a poem, Jihyo," I answer her hesitantly.
"Oh! May I see it? Has it finished?"
I talk as I hand her my phone, "Yes, umm, sure..."

LOVE STATION
by a.h.

Don't worry to enjoy your ice cream!
Or wait for a train
Because there will always be one

...for you

In the love station

***

"So, this is your poem collection??" she asks excitingly after complimenting one that she just read.
"Sort of."
"May I read them?"
"It's.........."
"Pleaase?" she insists.

THE LOVE STORM
by a.h.

Doesn't matter how much I deny it
I can't help but enjoy it
The lightning blasting outside the window
I hope the storm isn't stopping soon

Where there is love, there will be someone crying
Don't worry tho, nobody will see your tears under the rain
And it glues us, keeps us close
Gives us more reasons to heat up each other

And you're asking why it's warmer under the storm...

When it's raining outside, we can't escape
Are we suffering? Yes, my dear 
But in this middle of this storm
This is where we found love

LATTE
by a.h.

I liked it when you called my name

With that disappointment
Expectations
A little bit of anger in your tone
Thank you for asking how I felt

It was so bitter of you
So sweet
Can you call me again sometime?
Keep your feelings hidden from me

Exaggeration
Silence
Imagination
Thanks for the coffee every morning

I liked it when you sat next to me
I liked it when you were you...

***

It's really shaking inside the train.
I'm kinda scared because of it, but I'm more nervous with Jihyo exploring my secret poems.
"You're so quiet since we're in the station!" Jeongyeon rebukes as Jihyo's still busy reading on my phone.
She looks up at Jeongyeon. Smiles. Sudden changes in her expression. As if Jihyo's swimming back up to the surface of the ocean of her consciousness. "Hehe no.., I'm just reading this, uhh-" she looks at me to confirm if she may tell to Jeongyeon or not. I glare. "-nn... Nothing important, Jeongyeon."
"Well, can you help me check out the maknaes, please?" Jeongyeon says, "They need something, I don't know what. I'm still helping Momo with her luggage."
"Yeah yeah, sure!" Jihyo answers.

She waits until Jeongyeon leaves out of our site.
Then she continues reading.

HE
by a.h.

He was born without anybody's plan
Out of guilt and desperation
He was raised with hatred and discrimination
But that was when he learned about love

He wanted people not to be afraid with compassion
"Life is already painful, don't make it worse!" he said
He was able to be caring without feeling insecure

And loved us
with more responsible

FULL MOON
by a.h.

I look up at the sky

Full moon
It's too bright for this sad song
This sad song
It's too sad for our empty souls

I look up at the sky

You
Your smile is too sweet to be denied
Please
That soul is too empty to be left alone

Look up at the sky!
I...
If I can't love you
At least, let the moon fulfills you

I WAS SUPPOSED TO SING
by a.h.

I was supposed to sing
In front of the people who loved me
In front of the people who are waiting for me

I was supposed to sing
Tearing up to make it pretty
Confused to make it poetic

I was supposed to sing
Until people asked me to stop
Until I lost my meaning

I was supposed to sing
I WISH I can sing
I wish I can make you happy

***

"What do you feel, Jihyo-ya? After reading them," I ask her in the middle of her reading.
"Well, what do YOU feel, Haeju-ya?" she says while still looking at my phone. A few seconds later she stops reading. She takes a deep breath and then looks at me and smiles, "I miss you to cry, Haeju-ya. I guess I know why you haven't cried lately. I can feel it in your poems. What do I feel? I feel 'love' while reading your poems. But not the love that I expect," Jihyo takes my hand and grabs it firmly. 

"Enjoy the trip, Ju... Please."

Most of us already arrive in the dreamland. I mean, they are sleeping so tightly. This is indeed a long trip. Only some of us remain woke, including Jihyo and me.
She's reading my poems very slowly, taking her time to absorb all the meanings. Sometimes, Jihyo just sits there, stares blankly to the window as she sits next to it. She's really feeling it, I guess.
I wished I can use my phone before but now I think it's better that it's in Jihyo. That way I can just enjoy the trip. Without looking at the screen all the time.

I look at the members one by one. A few hours ago I asked myself when will this trip end?

Well, now I don't care. I'm with my friends anyway~

***

DON'T EXPLAIN I HATE IT
by a.h.

Nothing to say
Nothing to explain
Just several things to remind
A genuine heart, and what we actually want

You made me at ease
I made you chuckling
The tears in sacrifices
Flowing with those unanswered questions

You made me ask
About what I actually feel
Your lips last night
And your smile always

YOU'RE MINE
by a.h.

The moon above
Let it shines
You're mine tonight
Keep it unsaid

Let the love talks for itself

Let's just dance...
They will follow once they understand our music

SINCERELY
by a.h. and cyn

You chase me with all your sacrifices
You fight for someone you pursue
You keep fighting for it
You are very kind, my dear
You are very lovely
You
are
caring... 

We arrive.
The members are getting out of the train orderly. I thought they would be tired but it seems like they're enjoying it.
Phew~! I feel more relieved now. I look at the new station that we reach. It's beautiful until I realize that the last train trip was just another waiting for me.

Yes! Why was I waiting to reach the station? The station is obviously the place to wait, not the train, right?!
Well, now we have arrived at another station. Another place to wait. Yet another story. Another crowd. Another feeling to explore...

"I like it Haeju-ya!" Jihyo says while busy lifting up the handle of her travel suitcase.
"Have you finished reading it?"
Jihyo walks forward closer to me. "May I hug you, Ju?" she says before resting her body and circling her arms on me, "I was going to say 'I know your feeling' but this is different, Ju. I'm speechless at this point. Well, let this hug speaks to you."
I'm quiet. I feel something in my heart. I take my arms and hug her back. "I'm glad you read it, Jihyo-ya," I say.

The members say they are excited that we got here. Right now we are all sitting on one corner in the train station. Waiting for the rental car that's going to bring us to the hotel. Jihyo is sitting beside me. When I see her done talking to Sana, I take the courage to talk to her, "Mm... Jihyo."
"Yes, Haeju?"
"W, Which one is your favorite?" I ask her hesitantly. "I mean, from my poems."
"Hmm... May I borrow your phone?" she says after I give her my phone. She scrolls down the screen. "I like this one..."

UNWRITTEN LOVE
by a.h.

There was a love story
It was sweet, innocent, and odd
About two questionable humans
Trying to figure out what's best for them

But it didn't end well
I didn't get the happy ending that it deserved
Nobody knew about it
No one ever heard about it
No one ever heard about the complete story
Those sweet memories
Forgotten forever

That unwritten love, you know...
Will never be the end of ours

Don't worry to enjoy your ice cream!
Or wait for a train
Because there will always be one for you
In the love station

- Love Station
 

(a/n) What do you think of the poems? Which one is your favorite?
Read more poems in Chapter 93: LOVE HARBOR