Dear Poppo my diary,

Today was uneventful for me.

The results just came out. Jimin passed the entrance exam and much to everyone's lack of surprise, I didn't. Of course Taeyeon-noona told me to cheer up; she even started doing that dance with the arm flailing thingy. Of course I told her she looked good (noona always looks pretty anyways, its not like she doesn't know that with how many boyfriends she's had. baekhyun-hyung probably is terrified of losing a girl as good as her) and in turn, she made kimchi stew for us and even bought spicy rice cakes.

Looking back, I think noona really makes me happy even in the most boring parts of my life. Seokjin hyung arrived from his week-long shift in the hospital and bought cake with him; it was the best-tasting strawberry cake I've ever tasted maybe also because we were there along with Mom and Dad as a complete family eating and laughing.

Honestly, I feel like I'm the only disappointment in this family. Even if Mom and Dad always cheer me up and tell me how much they love me, how much hyung and noona say 'I love you, our cute and handsome dongsaeng'. I still feel like I'm the useless one, when I told them the news of me being 1 point close to the passing grade...

They gave me apologetic smiles, they told me that failure always leads to success and all that inspirational crap. I tried my best to smile, I really did. 

I've always imagined being a successful part of the family, us eating in a fancy restaurant. Taeyeon with Baekhyun-hyung, Seokjin-hyung with Namjoon-hyung sitting side by side with me and the man of my dreams. Noona being the successful businesswoman that she is, Namjoon and Seokjin-hyung continuining their medical careers and me being a game developer.

I've always wanted to work at JKE Games. I know, I know, its a delusional dream. Why would the biggest gaming company in all of Asia even want a person like me who hasn't even passed the national entrance exam.

But I've always dreamed about making 'Taetae the Great.' 

Amazing title right? Perfect for kids, teens, and adults. Taetae will venture throughout the lands searching for his mighty 'Sword of Justice' and along the way meet people who will assist him in his quest to vanquish the evil!

Hehehe, that's just a rough draft. It'll get better once I become a professional and have the amazing team there help me out with my; AMAZING, concept.

If only... If only Poppo...