Please, Save Me When I Can't Save Myself (On Hiatus - Rewritten)

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Hiii, guys~ this is my first fanfic~ 

I'm sorry for the grammar error or spelling error in the story.... Since english is not my first language, also just to warning you ahead I'm going to finish the story first before fixing my grammar or spelling in the story~ So, this is the description... I will change the story~ Hope you like it~

Same like in story after Hae Soo died, Ha Jin wake up from the coma and remembering the event when she is in Goryeo too late to do anything she can only grieving by working herself to death. In her hardwork she became CEO of Make Up International and CEO at Strategy and Defense Department in Nation, she also stay single until her last breath in her brother embrace after giving her company to her brother. She welcome the death with a small smile and her last word is Wang So, she died in the first snow at Goryeo in front of the palace while holding her brother who silently crying for the lost of his beloved sister. 

Meanwhile, in another place another time, after finishing her job and retired as King, Wang So embrace died peacefully with smile and the only though in his head is that finally he can meet Hae Soo, his Soo-yah, his lover, his only queen, the mother of his children, his beloved person. But it seems the fate had played their right, Wang Soo had back to when he is still child, meanwhile Ha Jin back to be Hae Soo but more earlier than she expected to be... What the fate would they take? Can they change the fate of the others? Can their love finaly back as one? Or will their love break like before? Watch as this Two will change the fate and this two not even blink an eye, they will not bend this time, this time they will be together through think and thick.

Foreword

 

 

 

Falshback

"Noona, please don't go... Ha Jin-noona please don't leave me... I'm sorry, please don't leave" said a man in his twenty years to the woman that he held in his embrace. His sister, the one that rise him up to the man he is now, the one who save him, the one that paid him for all his schollar, the one that always there when no one was in his side, the one that love him unconditionally, the one who accept him as he is, the one that he love the most and the person that he never said thank you for everything that she done for him. He regret it now, he always fight back to every advice that she give, too every effort she make to protect him from harm... He regret everything now, when he heard that she is woke up from her coma he not give a second though to ask what's wrong, not be there when she need his support the most. He just watching her overwork herself, when she ask him for his support he never look at her and always give another reason to be gone. Then she became a CEO and became distance with himself, never he though that she started to turn away from him. He ached for her warm embrace like a mother, but then before he can said sorry or anything She went away to be CEO at Strategy and Defense Department in Nation. Making her always went away and never at work. When he started realize her paled face and her weakness state he became worried but still cannot said anything, until her announcement at her thirty six birthday that he will be the next heir to those two company that she had.He still remember how he mad at her and shout at her without knowing thinking and though that she just want to take away his freedom.

Falshback of Ha Jin Brother

After the announcement, he drag her to her office room and started to throw tantrums by throwing anything there and destory her office. While she just standed there with a blank emotion. In his blind rage he doen't noticed her sandness, her grieving, and her hurted emotions in her eyes.

"What do you think you are doing?!!!" he shout at her throwing a stack of paper to her body.

"What are you saying, Jeung-yah... Please be more spesific" she said while patting her clothes from the wrinkle that never been there. And look into the raged eyes of her brother Ha jeung her only brother, the one that she loved the most after Wang So Just by remembering him bought an ache in her heart. Decided to shoved the memory away and withstand the pain in her chest she cross her arm.

"You know exactly what I mean, Noona!! Why you doing this!!! Do you want to imprisoned me by doing this!!" 

"Imprisoned? Of course no.. I'm merely doing my job as the CEO-" before she can said anything he cut her off

"CEO?!!! JOB?!! WHAT JOB?!!! WHAT RIGHT DO YOU HAVE TO ORGANIZE MY LIFE?!!" He screamed at her and throw the vase in her room to the ground. The sound of a broken vase bought attetion to her secertary, Mr. Park the one that royal to her after she saved his family. Breaking down the door Mr. Park look at Ha Jin office that had been destroyed and at the face of Ha Jeung who look enraged and Ha Jin calm face. Even though Ha Jin had already mastered the skill to not show her felling he can still see it the way her hand look little to little taht had been shacking but it was so little that it can be passed as nothing. Worried he shout his worry

"What happened here? Doryeonim (Young Master), what are you doing? Agasshi, are you okay?" but his question went to deaf ear as Ha Jin eyes keep looked at Ha Jeung.

"Of course I have rigt, you are my bro-" 

"You are not my sister!! You are not the one that can rule my life!! You are egoist that's way you ex-boyfriend left you with you ex-bestfriend!! You are annoyjing!! Do you think that by doing this you already fulfill our parents role!! Not you never had!! I hate you!! I wish you are gone!! I wish you are not my sister" he said with so much ranged, his mind clounded by rage like poison that drip every bomb to Ha Jin. The truth that this is not what he want to said he just want to ask why? why his sister started to walk away from him? The answer was easy company, she started walking away after she managed the comapny as CEO. Why she want him to be the heir of the company? The company that destroy their relationship?  But in truth he know, He know that it was him who destroy their relationship, the comapny just her reason to live after her accident. But he is scared to believe that he is the one that at fault to ignored about the fact that already in front of his eyes, to scared that she will dissapear after giving him the company. Without he knowing he had pierced her heart with the words that she scared themost, by that he already broke her completely. Hearing that Mr. Park gasp of shock, he know how much His Agashii had been hurt he know the tale of her story when she is in coma, the tale of her in Goryeo. Yes, it was crazy but he doesn't see lie in her eyes and he know by his heart that his agashii is not the one to lie. After hearing Ha Jeung said that Mr.Park think his agashii heart must be broken completely. Before, he can said anything to intercept a fight that happen between the both siblings Ha Jin had already taken a step towards Ha Jeung and made a motion to slap his face, Ha Jeung who see turn his head to right side and close his eyes, and Mr. Park to walk towards the two. But before it can reach Ha Jeung face Ha Jin stop her hand. This make Mr.Park stop in his track and look at Ha Jin same can be side with Ha Jeung who opened his eyes after feeling his cheek is not hurt. The both of them look at Ha Jin who closed her eyes while tears escaped freely towards her cheek and trembling hand. With hard breathing she said

"Don't you dare said that... Don't you dare leaving me too... Not you... I already lose enough.. Please don't said that" with a huft Ha Jin collapse with thud and tears. Shocked Mr.Park and Ha Jeung shout her name 

"Noona"

"Agashii"

"Mr.park call ambulance!! Noona, please wake up... yaa... noona" Ha jeung rage had been erased the momment Ha Jin cry and collapse in front of his eyes, his heart is heavy with guilt, worry and scared. 

"Yee... *got on phone* Doctor Myung Jo? Yee this si Mr. park, Ha Jin-ssi is collapsing just now... Please send Ambulance to the office now.. Yee... Please hurry" 

After the Ambulance arrive the other employee crowded the place, shocked can be seen in their face, especially worry after their kind and wise CEO had been bought to the Hospital by Ambulance with his brother and Mr. Park with her. They wonder what happened that caused her collapsing, all of them had been worried by then, since she is the first CEO that cared for each of them and encouraged them to do something and not give up or throw away their live. She is the one whosave them, she know each of tthem and treat them equally. Seeing their CEO like that make them hurt and want to follow their CEO to the hospital but they cannot do that, becuase the hospital will be crowded to much and they will only hinder the only chance of their CEO safety. They went to the prayer places, the one that Ha Jin built for a religious to pray. All of them went to each of ther religions prayer places. To pray so that everything will be okay and nothing wrong happen to their beloved CEO. 

In Hospital, Mr. Park and Ha Jeung waited patiently, while Ha Jeung sit and look down, and Mr. Park standing at his feet and see the ICU room with a sadness. Three hours after the long ride, Doctor who named Myung Jo walked out of the ICU room with solemn look. 

"Doc, what happened to my noona, she is all right, right?"

"Jo, what happened to Agashii? Is everything okay?" 

"I'm sorry, but it seems that her heart cannot stand anymore stress. It seems that, smething that stressfull and painfull had caused her to cllapse making her dead to be cut short."

"W-What?" ask Mr. Park disbelief and back away, while Ha Jeung grab the crook of Doctor Myung Jo jacket and started to shake him

"You are lying right? My noona is strong!! She is healthy!! You are just lying right??!! Please tell me that evrything is lie? Please... I beg you" Ha Jeung crying and started to loosened her hold on doctor Myung Jo jacket and sit on the floor crying and keep beging that it was just lie. 

End Flashback

He can remember the memory of that day, when he and Mr. Park confronted his Noona that day. Expecting her to be mad or give himcold shoulder, he doesn't expect her to smile saying that's not his fault or anyone else.

"It's okay, I know about that... I'm sorry that I'm not talking to you before hand... I'm just scared that I'm going to hurt evryone after they hear this news, I'm just want to see everyone smile on my last day." she said with a beutifull smile then her hand took a hold of his

"I'm sorry, my dongsaeng... I'm sorry for acting like that, I'm sorry for not always being there with you... I'm sorry for distance myself to you, and I'm sorry for everything that happen... I know that I was annoying you, but believe me that I'm dong all of that because I don't want you to feel lonely like me... I'm sorry that I make you more lonely than I planned. My Dongsaeng-ah, My Ha Jeung, My Precious Brother, My live, My son.... You already grow up to be more than our parents hope you... For me you already grow up into a man that worthy for company... I know that you work hard for it.... But, if you don't want it... Mr. Park will take care of it... My dongsaeng-ah, My Ha Jeung... No matter what people said, you must do what your heart told you right... Protect those who are dear to you... I'm sorry that your noona won't be there the time when you get married... I'm so sorry... Please, find someone who will love you for who you are.. And be happy" Ha Jin hug Ha Jeung who cried loudly into her arms. Mr. Park can only see his Agashii, the person who saved him and his family there accepting her dead with open heart 

"Mr. Park... I know that you always be my side and always will, Thank you for that, Thank you for always be there, Thank you for giving me hope Thank you for taking of me and my brother, Thank you for the warm that Mrs. Park provide for me and her nagging about my health... Please, tell her I'm gong to miss it a lot... Thank you for always stop me and scold me when I'm doing wrong... I cannot thank you enough for allthe thing you had do to me... Mr. Park, I'm sorry for all the unpleasent thing that I did, I'm sorry for always causing you and Mrs. Park worry, mad, and sadness... I'm sorry for everything that had to be happen... But, please... I want you to carry on the live you had.... Mr. Park I now that this is to much to ask but, would you manage the company and help Ha Jeung to do his path.. Like you did for me, lease always be there for Ha Jeung.... I'm going to be okay... That's way, please take care of My Ha Jeung like you had been taken of me before... Like a family, please tell Mrs. Park that I'm sorry... now that she will nagging and had more wrinkle for taking care of my brother... I love all you so much" Ha Jin said with bright smile, this of course make Mr. Park started to cry as well.

That was one of thing she said, after the announcement about her ealth all of the employee baceme more over protectove and always stay at her side... All of us was always there. In that day, we all had our happiness. In her last day, Ha Jin bought all of us to the palace in Goryeo the history place. All of us had planned a surprise for her. We all line up while singging for her bringing a blueberry cake that she like so much. At exact 11 PM, the melody of the song played with snow started to came to earth.. Like a beautifull pearl, in the exact moment that the clock and the song ended Ha Jin went limp with a smile in her face. She looks so serene and at peace. That day many peopple cried for her, especially Ha Jeung, Mr. Park and Mrs. Park who keep holding onto her. 

Meanwhile In other place

Wang So know that right now his time come to end. After seeing his daughter was safe and sound and now live happily with her family he became happy. He retired the throne after giving it to his son. His son, thankfully diferent from Yeonhwa, he know that Seol is his half-sister those make him wanted to protect her. He know the story of him, Wang So and Hae Soo. About a prince who fated to be king and his noble girl who became his court lady. He accept that his father is human that he cannot love his mother, his son accept all of that even though he love his mother too. Wang So an only smile in relief after that, he came to the praying stone near lake the place that Hae Soo, His Soo-ya always visited and for the last time he remember about the old day when he still had Hae Soo in his arms, after the last memory he turn away to his chamber. There stood his royal bodyguard and maid, with smile on his face he close his eyes to welcome the death. With one thing in his head. Finally he can meet her again his Hae Soo, His Quen, His, Lover, His Person, His Soo-yah. 

 

Without them knowing it, they wake up not exactly at the place where they should be. Wang Yo wake upto find that he is in his 2 years old again, with different fate, well his mother still hostile toward him but she take care of him, his brother Yo had actually paluyed with him those the two of them became good friend. Until he 4 years old that everything change to the way it is. His mother began to neglect him and show hatred towards him, while his brother Yo stop playing with him but what different is that his brother Yonot giving him any cold shoulder like before. He is more treated him like that when their mother are in there but when their mother gone, Wang Yo treat him like a brother should eventhough there is still competition going on between them the two of they relationship more berable than before. Meanwhile, Ha Jin wake up in child body, the body of Hae Soo when she is 1 years old. But there is different thing here and that is his brother had actually live here too as his older brother who 3 years apart from her.Not just that different from before she is not just a not an outcast of a noble but she is a princess and her brother is a crown prince of another country Heian (Kyouto, Japan). And that is the surprise, whie still had two more powerfull clan with them and Hae Clan that the cousin of her mother. Both of Ha Jin and Wang So started to learn earlier about everything, with Ha Jin and Wang So past experience and knowledge at each time watch as this two changing the course of fate that had been set up.

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davian
#1
Chapter 3: when.are you.going to update?
davian
#2
Chapter 3: when.are you.going to update?
davian
#3
Chapter 3: update please authornim it's has been a while
davian
#4
Chapter 1: I love this. update soon authornim
neat_cute
#5
Chapter 3: It's beautiful authornim. Update please.....
davian
#6
updateeeeeeeeeeeee pleeeeeeaaaaaasssssssseeeee
davian
#7
hi, I love this fanfiction please update frequently
Martabakbolu #8
Hi.
I'd suggest you to rewrite your 2nd chapter as I found some parts are direct copies from another fanfic on a different website. you might have attempted to make some differences by using different wordings, but the resemblance is still uncanny.

No, I am not the writer of the other fanfic, I am just a regular SHR fanfics reader, and tell you what... I think I've read most of them. so yeah, you just got caught.
Black-Robin #9
Chapter 1: Omg all the evil people are nice and human beings!!!!! Thanks for the story its very good!!!! Cant wait for the next update author-nim
stevelisen #10
Chapter 1: This chapter was really interesting. Please update soon