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February 1994

 

You don’t need to see to know that you’re in love, because love isn’t something that you see, you hear or you touch, but it is something you feel.

 

Jaejoong closed his notebook as he looked through the window next to him. The sky was extraordinarily blue today. He wondered what good thing will happen to him now?

 

Kim Jaejoong is a 17 years old student of Running High. He’s simply beautiful and innocent that all the students adore him so much. Well there are bunch of students who will actually ask him out but thanks to his overprotective father, no one dares to date him. However Jaejoong doesn’t mind. He never likes those people so it doesn’t matter if he can’t date them. His appa is scary, that’s how people describe his appa. Though not many people know that Jong Kook was a former gang leader, his body was too muscular that it makes people get scared. But to Jaejoong, Kim Jong Kook is the best appa he ever had. He seems scary but he always has this soft and gentle side of him when he’s with Jaejoong or his umma Kwang Ja.

 

I wonder… when will the love of my life appear?

 

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It was getting dark when Jaejoong came out of the school because he had an extra class at school but the main road to his neighborhood was closed. There were construction workers working on that road. Jaejoong sighed as he had no other choice but to opt for the alternate road which is slightly further. The construction worker told him it wasn’t going to be fast.

 

Jaejoong prayed, hoping nothing bad happens. His appa and umma have always warned him to avoid that road when it gets dark because it’s slightly dangerous, especially for those with innocent look like Jaejoong. Actually that road was a ion area. But this time, let’s make an exception, ne? Jaejoong said to himself.

 

He kept his sight down to the road, hoping that he will just be fine. He knew and he could feel those creepy stares at him, but he decided to ignore it and walk straight.

 

If he was a random boy, he would have cursed something like damn or , but it’s the innocent Kim Jaejoong. Instead of cursing, he shouted omo! in his mind when he felt there was a hand grabbing his wrist.

 

“Hey beautiful. Would you like a drink with us?”

 

Jaejoong kept his head down, praying the bad guy will just go away, but he didn’t, “Hey, don’t play hard to get. I’ll show you some fun.”

 

This time the bad guy tried dragging Jaejoong, but Jaejoong stood still, not moving an inch, “Please don’t. I need to go home; my appa and umma are waiting for me at home.”

 

“What?!”

 

“Let me go…” Jaejoong retrieved his own hand from the bad guy but the bad guy seemed to have greatly annoyed by Jaejoong’s gesture.

 

And the guy landed a slap on Jaejoong’s left cheek, grabbing his hair and glared at the beautiful student.

 

“If I can’t take you nicely, I’ll take you with force!” He slapped Jaejoong once more, causing the boy to start tearing.

 

“Please…”

 

The bad guy just smirked when Jaejoong cried. He loves seeing Jaejoong crying. To him, weaker and submissive opponent is interesting to joke with. But then he felt the beautiful boy was taken away from him.

 

“He told you to let him go, didn’t he?”

 

It was a slightly taller guy than Jaejoong with a tanned skin, some of his hair was covering his face but even with those distractions, the tanned man looked exceptionally eye catching with his well-toned biceps showing through his sleeveless ripped t-shirt.

 

Jaejoong could see the two men broke into a fight before he closed his eyes.

 

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March 1994

 

Jaejoong opened his eyes to see himself , covered with a blanket. He felt something was off when he realized that his head wasn’t lying on a pillow. It was someone else’s body, chest. His shoulder was possessively held by a muscular arm. Jaejoong turned to see the sleeping man next to him.

 

A smile was curved on his pouty lips.

 

So last night was real.

 

“Why are you staring at me like that?”

 

Jaejoong giggled when the man he thought was sleeping was actually conscious enough to know that he has been stared at. The almond shaped eyes which were entirely closed now opened to see the giggling Jaejoong. The man next to him looked at him meaningfully, Jaejoong knows though most of the time that man was known as an emotionless person.

 

Jaejoong felt awkward that that man stared at Jaejoong without saying anything and decided to break the awkwardness by leaning forward to place his lips on that man’s.

 

“Morning Yunnie.”

 

The man didn’t move a bit. But Jaejoong knows, that person is just so bad at expressing himself. When he pulled out, the man didn’t say anything but only pulled Jaejoong back for a deeper kiss.

 

“Kim Jaejoong.” He said when they broke to breathe.

 

“Yes?”

 

“Let’s get married.”

 

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“Jaejoongie, you’re home!”

 

Kwang Ja, his umma’s face was pale when he saw Jaejoong. His son wasn’t home all night. He was so worried about him but when he saw Jaejoong, he was much more relieved, but then it didn’t last long, when he spotted a figure of a tall, well-toned man coming in with Jaejoong.

 

His appa Jong Kook wasn’t any less shocked when he saw Jaejoong coming home with a man. His only son, his one and only innocent son Kim Jaejoong actually stayed out all night and when he returned, he came with a man. Their clothes were messy; it’s pretty much definite that they spent the night together.

 

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“What did you think you’re doing, Kim Jaejoong?!” Jong Kook can’t believe what he saw. He was now sitting on a chair while the two lads are in front of him, standing.

 

Kwang Ja who came from the kitchen placed a cup of water on a table next to his husband. He patted Jong Kook’s back to calm the muscular man down. He knew it wasn’t going to be good. His husband is exceptionally protective of their only son.

 

Jong Kook took the water to have a sip. He slightly bent his neck backwards.

 

“We’re dating, appa.” Jaejoong said it once more, loud and clear.

 

“And I’m serious about this, Jong Kook ssi. I’m marrying your son Kim Jaejoong.”

 

Jong Kook who was trying to gulp down the water was so shocked that he choked and his eyes widened. He kept hitting his own chest as he continued coughing. He leaned back to his seat until the seat could no longer take his force and made him fall backwards.

 

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January 1995

 

Jaejoong’s face was filled with tears as he saw his husband was getting dragged by policemen with his hands cuffed. He tried keeping close to Yunho no matter how much the police tried pushing him out of their way.

 

“Yunho, tell me it’s not true!” Jaejoong shouted desperately, “My husband won’t kill anyone! My husband is a good man, I swear, he can’t kill anyone! Please don’t take him away!”

 

Yunho finally was brought successfully into the police car and Jaejoong could only shouted and hit the window, shouting, “Yunnie tell them the truth! It’s not true, Jung Yunho, don’t do this to me! I know who you are and you won’t kill!”

 

Jaejoong cried desperately till finally Yunho asked the police by the window to open it so that he could say something to the crying man.

 

“Yun! Yun!” Jaejoong shouted again when he could finally see his husband’s face without a window keeping them apart.

 

“Kim Jaejoong, listen.”

 

And Jaejoong fell silent.

 

“You don’t know who I really am.” He said, “I am capable of taking someone’s life away, and here I proved it.”

 

The last sentence coming from Yunho’s mouth was something that took Jaejoong’s soul away, “I killed her.”

 

 

 

 

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