this is a simple story about a girl who is lonely. she has low self esteem and hate herself and the world. this is a simple  story and it will not be very good. this is a story of a life where no matter how nice you are or how kind you are, sometimes it doesn't cut it.  but sometimes, just sometimes, that can make you become noticed. the beginning 3 chapters is just some of her life when she was younger. The real stories are when she is in highschool in chapter 4+.