Happy Bean (Chabin )

Drabbles of VIXX

"What is that? "

Hongbin asks when one day, he walks into N's room to see a green stuffed toy shaped like a bean sitting on the leader's bed. 

"My plushie . "N says simply, not even looking up from where he's rearranging his closet.

"Why do you have it? Where did you get it from? I don't remember you having a liking to plushie like Jaehwan-hyung? "Hongbin bombards N with question after question and N laughs. 

"Why are you so curious? "He asks, picking the green bean plushie up and cradling it in his arms. "I don't really like plushie but well, this one is an exception. "He says, grinning to himself as he pats the plushie lovingly . "It's really cute, isn't it? His name is Happy Bean by the way."He informs proudly and Hongbin frowns. 

"Why would you give a name to a toy like that? "He demands, glaring at the now offending plushie like he wishes to chuck it away. "And do you sleep with that thing in your bed? "

N chuckles, nodding. "Yup, it's nice to hug Happy Bean. He's really soft and he reminds me of you. "He says, now nuzzling the plushie with his face and Hongbin frowns even deeper. 

"Remind you of me? "He repeats in disbelief and N nods. 

"You're a bean and this is a bean too. "He says as if it makes any sense. "You two are pretty much the same except that I can hug this bean but I can't hug you. "He mutters, his face dropping a little and Hongbin feels his heart breaking. 

"Hyung... what do you mean? You can hug me. "Hongbin says but N pouts. 

"No, I can't. You'll push me away. "He states before smiling down at the plushie he's holding. "It's okay though. I have a replacement now. "

Hearing that, Hongbin feels his blood boils and without thinking, he storms over to N, snatches the plushie from him and throws it on the floor before kicking it until it slid under N's bed. "What do you mean replacement?! You can't replace me! "He says annoyedly and N seems shocked.He drops to his knees and pokes his head and arm under the bed, doing his best to retrieve the plushie which is now covered with dust . 

"You hurt him. "N mumbles sadly. 

"Hyung! That's a toy and it doesn't even have a feeling! I'm human and I have feelings and it hurts me when you replaced me with that thing! "Hongbin stomps his feet like a child and N merely glance at him as he wipes off the plushie he's holding to clean it from the dust. 

"I know that . "He says. "But it feels good to hug something that won't actually push me away. "He explains sulkingly. 

"Hug me then. Put that thing down and hug me. "Hongbin demands but N isn't buying it. 

"You'll pull away from me. "He says but Hongbin shakes his head. 

"I won't, I swear. "

Hesitantly, N places the plushie down before looking at Hongbin expectantly. 

Hongbin quickly open his arms wide, smiling. "Come here, hyung. "He urges and N does just that, savoring himself in the warmth of his dongsaeng's embrace. 

"Next time you want a hug just tell me, hyung. I'll give it to you as long as you promise me you won't replace me. "Hongbin whispers and N nods against his neck. 

"Okay, Beanie. "

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Shik_Taek
#1
Chapter 115: Firstly, thank you for writing! And although this chapter is somewhat sad, I still love this. It hurt too knowing that N did not participate with the ING concert. But I understand that he’s busy filming.

I agree with you, especially the Hyuk part. I feel so sad that, physically, on stage, they’ll never be 6 anymore. And with the current situation, I don’t know if we’ll be seeing them even as 5. But, I’m keeping a wishful heart that only good things come to VIXX. I understand how currently, 3VIXX (although it still feels sad) are doing concerts and fanmeets so that we won’t forget VIXX.

In my entire Kpop life, I’ve only stanned 2 groups —CNBLUE and VIXX. Now, both groups have incomplete members. But JH deserved to be gone from the group. Hongbin though did not deserved to be kicked out of VIXX.
Arianora
#2
Chapter 115: I still loving VIXX. I still loving all of them. Hongbin will always be the part of the group no matter what. And I think about Hakyeon and Wonshik the same way with Hongbin. I will support ot6, ot5, ot4, ot3, ot2, and even 1 single member, because I like their voices, values, visuals because it's "in excelsis" ~^_^~ but also I still remember their chatting, jokes, kindness to one another. That's what I missing a lot. I hope to see them all together even if it's will happened after 10-20 years.
Jade5100 #3
Vixx always be 6 . I wished to see hakyeon and ravi with them then wished to see them after .now I wished them together in fans meeting or film or anything just be together as 6 hongbin
vixxcha #4
Chapter 115: I understand you authornim..it kinda hurt to see just 3vixx right now..but i still support them with whole my heart..tbh my starlight heart really feel miserable this past year..what happen to hb, and shikkie really make me scared.. also with Hakyeon busy with his acting career.. sometimes, i'm thinking will i able to see them perform like before again? i still support them no matter what happen just i miss them be together in the stage..
masesq
#5
Chapter 114: Thank you.
Arianora
#6
Chapter 114: So happy to see new chapter. Thank you!
MissDands #7
Chapter 114: Woah... The pain...
vixxcha #8
Chapter 114: It hurt.. really (〒﹏〒)

Tq for an update authornim..
chinedup
#9
Chapter 102: Today is hakyeon's birthday. I'm still waiting for Child N 3
tulip97 #10
Chapter 113: Welcome back bluegirl317.. I'm glad I've followed you on Instagram so I know you're back.. After you take a long break, this page is not interesting to me anymore.. Now I've a reason to come here again

p/s : I support 6VIXX both as a group and individually too. They still my ONLY BG I stan