Dear Journal,

Love happens when the time is right. When someone falls in love and their significant other falls as well, the timing can be easily called perfect, even flawless if you were to go to that extent. But not all love stories get the right timing. Some got delayed and some simply got the worst. Just like mines. 

When I was sixteen years old, I had a bestfriend. His name was Choi Seungcheol. Dark hair, big eyes, long lashes, warmest smile, and prettiest eyes. He was a perfect dreamboy. We grew up together. Born in the same hospital, lived in the same street, had the same friends, we were the best of friends. He would defend me back in elementary because I was often teased as a girl, gay even, just because of my feminine features. I was a straight guy if you didnt know. Was.

It was during highschool when I started to be confused of my own self. When Seungcheol smiled at me after his winning shot during his junior basketball finals, my whole world got wrecked. Among the sea of girls cheering for him, he looked at me in the eye, pointed and smiled at me as if he dedicated the shot to me. Since then, I lost control of myself. 

I wondered, Am I gay? Because I felt something towards Seungcheol and for s sake, I was straight as a ruler. I battled my own self until I realized that I am... I am gay. 

Since then, lunch, dinner, sleepovers and going out with Seungcheol was never the same. I started to feel my heart race like crazy whenever he touched me, smiled at me, draped his arm over me, asked me if I was okay, defended me.... Its just.. never the same. He was my first love. My girlfriend in 7th grade does not count, I didn't love her. I only dated her for the sake of not being called gay. Seungcheol recommended me to do it, that bastard.

Destiny played with us that's why im writing this. I'm doing this to tell my story, our story for the people out there to take action before they regret what happens in the future. 

My name is Yoon Jeonghan, Single, 21, Blond and still in love with Choi Seungcheol...

- Yoon Jeonghan • 12:51 A.M.

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Hello guys! This is my second time starting a plot and im gonna have to give credits to my good friend for giving me this idea. This story will solely be told through Yoon Jeonghan's point of view, as seen on the cover image. 

Everyday, I will update. The story has been planned to run for about a month for the sake of build up hehe. The ending has already been written. All theres left to do is publish! 

Please do leave comments! I want to hear what you guys think!

PS. Some chapters may be really short. But dont worry, There will always be something that makes every single one significant and special. Watch out for the storyline too!