Chapter 31

Some: "What are we?"

Jungkook’s POV

“Ok guys have fun! We’ll get going now, we’ll come back real fast we promise” Taehyung hyung said before closing the door loud like it’s the door of our dorm. I sigh as I looked at Lisa, who was at my side, and she looks kinda anxious. I let out a sigh again ‘What happened to us huh? Last time I check we were already getting along so better then right now we are too awkward to start a conversation’

Lisa then looked at me that surprised me a little. We looked at each other and I can’t help but to feel so sad seeing her longing eyes. Those used to sparkle every time we see each other or were together. She tried her best to smile properly to me and it really hurts me to see that.

“Umm let’s go back in the living room or do you want to do something?” Lisa said and before I can even reply she speak again

“Or I think we should eat. I’m hungry” Lisa said, she grabbed my arm and pulled me towards their dining room

“Good there still some food left” she said, she smiled at me and made me sit. She took some plates and spoons and laid it at the table. She serves me some food first before sitting down

“Let’s eat, I bet your hungry now since you didn’t eat earlier” she said and flashes her smile again. ‘This is wrong, please stop it’ I thought as her smile quickly fades. I know that she’s trying so hard and doing her best but the tension is so visible and we both know that. She started eating and I had no choice but to eat too even though I want to talk but I’m scared. I’m scared that if I talked it will make everything worse.

The two of us just ate quietly, glancing at each other secretly. It’s too quiet that it’s already kind of deafening. I stopped eating and looked at her

“Lisa?”

“Neh?” she looked at me and I stared at her first before finally uttering this words

“Aren’t you angry with me?” I asked and she suddenly stopped eating. I can see that she was totally taken aback at my question but we have to do this, I mean this is the reason why our members left us alone. We have to fix this

“No” Lisa answered and this time I was the one who was taken aback. I frowned at her answer and instead of being happy about it, it made me feel uncomfortable

“Why?”

“Because there’s no reason to be angry for” Lisa said and finally, finally I saw her pretty smile. There’s no stain of sadness anymore. ‘Why? Why?’ is all I can ever think about.

“But I shouted at you, I got angry at you” I said because I can’t find myself to believe in her

“Yeah you did and it did make me sad” she said. ‘How can she be so relaxed?’

“So why?” I asked again

“Because I know that you didn’t mean to plus it was my fault anyways that’s why you got angry” Lisa said which made me look down in shame. After that silence followed, none of us were speaking nor eating

“Then why didn’t you replied when I messaged you” I looked at her and her face immediately shows regret

“I’m sorry” she said and looked down

“You shouldn’t be. Both of us have faults” I said and she looked at me. I smiled at her

“We shouldn’t make this more complicated, were just giving ourselves and our members a hard time” I said. I took her arms that were resting in the table, I looked at her hand and hold it. I caress it first before looking at her

“I’m really sorry Lisa, I’ve been so stupid, letting my emotions eat me and in the end I hurted you” I said and I sigh because I really want to say this to her personally but I don’t know how. I really have to thank my members for doing this for us. Lisa smiled at me and tightens her hold to me

“It’s ok. I understand you. I just wanted us to be ok now” Lisa said. We looked at each other again and ended up laughing. Suddenly the burden that I’m feeling lift up and I feel so much better now.

“So I guess were ok now?” I asked after we stopped laughing then Lisa nods at me

“Of course we are!” she said happily. She flashes her smile and I smiled back

“Now let’s continue eating, I’m still starving” Lisa said which made laugh again.

“Yeah, yeah let’s eat” I said. I smiled as a realization struck to me, it was a fast reconciliation but why wouldn’t be? Our problem is just so small. We just made it seems like big that’s why it became complicated. I guess we still have a long way to go. I shake my head and look at Lisa only to see that she’s already looking, smiling at me. After we ate, we cleaned up and washed the dishes together. We turned back on like we used to be, forgetting already what happened.

After that, we went to the living room and watched some cartoons and talk about what’s going on to us right now. Lisa told me about her vacation in Thailand since she didn’t have a chance to tell before she went there. And I told her about how tiring and exciting our comeback is. We kept talking and talking that we didn’t realize that our members came back already

“Well it seems like the two of you are ok now” Jennie-shii said and the both of us just nodded at her.

“We’re glad that the two of you are ok now” Namjoon hyung said and ruffled my hair

“But we need to go now” Namjoon hyung added which made me frown a little. Like come on Lisa and I are finally back in terms and were gonna leave now

“The others are already looking for us, they said that we have an important practice” Namjoon hyung said and I have no choice but to obey him. After exchanging few more words, we bid each other goodbye’s and went home.

When arrived at our dorm, Hoseok hyung told us that after dinner we will be practicing the choreography of our comeback, so we still have time to rest. When I entered my shared room with Namjoon hyung, I saw him sitting in his bed and reading a book. I smiled and approached him

“Hyung~” Namjoon hyung looked at me and he smiled. He closed his book and put it on his bedside table and tapped his bed signaling me to sit. I sat and he immediately put his arms around my shoulder

“What it is Kookie?” he asked

“I just want to thank you for what you guys did earlier” I said and he hums

“It’s ok Kookie. I know that she’s important to you and I can’t bear seeing you sad because of her” hyung said and ruffled my hair. I smiled and feel really grateful for having the best hyungs in my life.

“Now go rest or do something, remember we have practice, we don’t want any delays in our comeback” Namjoon hyung said and I nod. But instead of resting, I went to Jimin and Taehyung hyungs room. They were sitting in the bed, talking, Jimin hyung noticed me first

“Oh! Jeon Jung Kookie!” he said happily. Taehyung hyung turned around and smiled at me

“What brings you here lover boy?” Taehyung hyung asked, earning himself a kick from me. I sat beside Jimin hyung and he put his arms around my shoulders

“So what’s up Kookie?” he asked, both him and Taehyung hyung are too smiley

“Well I just want to thank you guys” I started and I can see that they were controlling their smile by putting their serious face

“For what?” Taehyung asked and cleared his throat to stop himself from smiling

“For earlier, I realize your plan before we even get to their dorm” I said

“Wait really?” Jimin hyung asked

“Yeah, that guy over there is too loud and can’t keep himself calm down from excitement” I said while pointing my lips to Taehyung hyung

“Can’t help it” he said and smiled

“Aish this boy really” Jimin hyung said before kicking Taehyung hyung

“You bullies” Taehyung hyung said in his satoori accent, he landed himself to Jimin hyung and he started to tickle him. He was also gonna attacked me but before he can even reach me, I stood up and went out of their room.

 

It was already 2 in the morning when our practice ended. We are all exhausted and all of the members are already asleep except for since I took a shower first unlike them since I can’t bear the smell of the sweat of my body. And since I can’t sleep, I decided to eat and watch the tv. I sat on the couch, with bread on my left hand and phone on my right hand. I checked my phone since I left it when we went for practice, I saw some messages and I got surprised when I saw that it’s all from Lisa. I immediately open and read it

“Jungkook-shii~~~”

“Jungkook-shii?”

“Are you there?”

“Hellllooo??”

“Are you at practice?”

“Seems like it, message me after your practice ^_^”

“Aigoo she misses me already” I smiled after reading her messages. I took a bite on my bread before typing a reply and send it to her

“Hi Lisa-shii! Mian, I left my phone at our dorm when we went to practice so I didn’t get to read your messages”

“Did you miss me already?”

I don’t know why I send the second message but I’ll just say it’s a joke but I was surprised when I receive a message

“Is that so? That explains ㅋㅋ

“Oh she’s still awake” I smiled and was about to reply when I receive another message from her

“Yeah I do, is there a problem with that? I mean it’s been a long time right?” After reading her message it made me smile crazily. Who wouldn’t?

“Aigoo you’re making me blush, stop itㅋㅋ I typed and send to her

“I’m not~~~, just saying what I honestly feel”

“Stop it oppa~~~ㅋㅋㅋㅋ" I silently laugh as I send my reply

“Hmp!”

I laughed again and suddenly it would be nice to hear her voice. So I dialed her number and called her, it only lasted 5 seconds before she pick up

“Why are you calling?” I laugh when she spoke in a very low voice

“Nothing, just wanna hear your voice” I boldly said

“Aigoo~ wanna turn the tables now?” she said in a teasing voice

“Why not?” I said and laugh softly and I heard her laughing also

“Jungkook-shii”

“Hmm?”

“You know I just realize something” she said. I don’t know why it made me nervous

“What is it?”

“I realize that we look like kids that were sulking when they didn’t get what they want” she said. At first it had me thinking until I get what she was saying

“Ahhh yeah your right” I said and chuckle

“I was thinking earlier and that came to my mind” she said and I heard her sigh

“Plus it feels like were exaggerating you know. It feels like we have a big fight” I said and she hums approvingly

“Even our members got effected” she said and laughs

“Yeah, they are even the ones who got us to talk again to each other”

“I remember Rose unnie told me earlier that it was her plan and got the others involve to it” she said and honestly that surprised me

“Really? I thought it was my hyungs who did it”

“Yeah, though she told it to Jimin-shii first” she said and chuckle

“Those two”

“But Jungkook”

“Hmm”

“We aren’t gonna do that again aren’t we?” she asked. I stopped and think about what she just said

“No. We won’t” I said and smiled even though she can’t see it.

“That’s good then” she said

“Yeah” after that we fell in a complete silence, even though no one is speaking, we are enjoying each other’s presence

“Honestly, what we did is so stupid. We really have a long way to go” I said and she ended up bursting in laughter


 

Another chapter guys since I really really feel bad for not updating so long. I wrote this since I really miss Lizkook. And sorry for not making it better, I actually wrote this for a whole day. I kept erasing and writing all over again and that's the best I got out for me so I'm really sorry if this doesn't satisfy you guys. But I'm still hoping that you guys will like it. Again, I'm so soooo sorry!T_T

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noah29 #1
Chapter 33: Here i am in 2021 and still comment hoping for update
Givenchy96 #2
Chapter 33: Authornim~ do you have wattpad??
RinaBelle #3
Chapter 32: Awwww, that’s way too sweet.
Please update more chapters author-nim.
I need more lizkook dating!
skyla1116 #4
Chapter 32: Love it! Waiting for the next chapter ???
FriendlyStranger #5
Chapter 32: IM NOT GIVING UP ON THIS STORYYYYYY AUTHOR NIM PLEASE UPDATE USSSSS <3
Jungsysj #6
Chapter 32: This is such a good read!! Looking forward to the next chapter pls authornimmm~ #LizKook<3
jessie_chan
#7
Chapter 32: Looking forward to the next chapter authornim!!!! This is so good!!!
jessie_chan
#8
Chapter 20: Ahhhh they are so cute!!!!!!
jessie_chan
#9
Chapter 13: Hurt like me????? Namjoon!!!!!!