Lisa’s POV

Today I tried to forget the message and this whole mess that happened and focused on having fun with my family. It did work at first but I can’t help but remember the message. I was itching to text him back but I made a decision to reply him when I made up my mind. So even though I wanted do it badly, I refrain myself to do it.

It’s been 4 days since I came here in Thailand and receive the message. I also receive some message from the unnie’s asking if I’m just doing ok but I still didn’t reply them.

I’m trying so hard to meditate and relax in my room when someone entered

“What are you doing?” even though my eyes are still close, I know that it’s my sister

“Meditating” I simply said

“What are you meditating for?” she asked and I heard her chuckle

“Nothing” I said. I opened my eyes and saw her sitting on my bed. I sigh since she totally destroyed my meditation

“What are you doing here?” I asked

“Well” she started, she looked at me then smirked which made me look at her confused

“Someone is gonna be here” she playfully said

“Who?” I asked

“Who do you think it is?” she said but I just frown at her

“Really unnie” I said to her. I shake my head and closed my eyes again because this is starting to become nonsense

“Well Bhuwakul family is coming today” unnie said making me opened my eyes and look at her questioningly

“What?” I asked to make sure what I heard is right

“You heard me, Bhuwakul family is coming today” she said and smirked at me. I rolled my eyes to her because ever since we were young she always teases me to Kunpimook. And now the way her face turned into mischievous I know that she’s already up to something. I sigh before speaking

“Please don’t do anything that will make me embarrass and please get out” I said

“Too late for that, I’m already up to something” she said. I glared at her and was about to chase her off when she immediately dash off my room. I smiled at how playful my sister is despite her being older than me but at the same time I can’t help but to feel nervous.

I got up from my yoga mat and put it away then I went to sit on my bed. I lay down and tried to relax my nervous feeling. My mind is full of thoughts on what will happen when they came and how should I handle it and act. But then I shouldn’t worry about it too much. I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling of my room

“Why do I feel like this is the time where I can see if I really like him?” suddenly I remember his message again and my heart begin to hurt again. I closed my eyes again trying to relax but that only caused me to fell asleep

I woke up to the feeling of someone tapping me. I slowly opened my eyes and saw mom, she smiled at me and I smiled back

“Wake up, we have visitors” mom said, by the tone of her voice, I know she’s excited. I nodded at her and got up

“Get ready now and went down ok?” mom said. I nodded at her again and then suddenly she’s nowhere to be seen. I sigh as I stood up and got ready. I looked at the time and it’s almost dinner

I went down and I already heard the loud cheerful noises that I used to hear when I was young. I entered the dining and there they are, all laughing while my dad said something. They noticed my presence so they stopped, mom told me to sit with her and I obeyed her.

“Now we’re finally complete” dad said and all of them cheer again. I look across and there he is, he was looking at me. I still haven’t spoke to him since our last hang out in Korea and it feels a little weird for me.

“Look, we now have celebrities in our house” his dad said proudly and I can’t help but to feel embarrass. I smiled shyly as they boast on having a celebrity son and daughter

“I still remember when their just joining some dance contest but now they have their own choreography and songs” dad said. Both of our dads continue to reminisce, I feel embarrass but he looked pretty proud too, so I can’t help but to joke on how he look like an old man making him glared at me. All of us laugh at that and the flow of conversation keep on going and I think that it’s nice to have this kind of moment again.

After we finished eating we went to the living room and there we continued to converse. Both our moms was left at the dining, cleaning. I was too engaged in conversation with her little sister when he suddenly interrupted

“Yah Pokpak!” I looked at him and raised an eyebrow for disturbing me and her little sister

“What?” I asked but he only smiled and went to sit between me and her little sister

“So what are you guys talking about?” he asked which he earned a smack in the head by his little sister

“Seriously oppa? You disturbed us and your only gonna ask that?” his little sister said. I watched as the two started to bicker and I smiled cause really nothing change except the fact that me and Kunpimook are now idols in Korea.

“But really what are you talking about?” Kunpimook asked again, her sister smirked at him before speaking

“Oh I’m just asking unnie if she knows someone handsome that she can recommend me with” her sister said with a teasing voice. Even though that’s not really were talking about, I nodded just to . We watched how Kunpimook frown and the both of us burst out laughing. My older sister came on scene, scolding us for laughing like were not a girl.

I was startled when someone whisper at me

“Hey do you wanna go out for a bit?” I looked at Kunpimook, frowning for startling me but I nodded anyways. We both got up and all of them didn’t notice us leaving since both of our dads are doing something funny making everyone focused on them.

We went to our mini garden that my mom and dad made when we move in this house. We sat at the bench, at first none of us are speaking, liking the silence that was wrapping. But Kunpimook broke that silence

“It’s been so long right?” Kunpimook said and I can feel on his tone that his sad and happy at the same time

“Yeah” I said, agreeing to him. Suddenly memories from our childhood flashback and I can’t help but to smile as I remember those. I didn’t know that Kunpimook was staring at me until I noticed him

“You’re staring too much” I joked but I didn’t expect what he said back

“Can’t help it, you’re pretty” I looked at him confused since I’m not used to him saying that. I’m used to him saying that I looked like a boy and a bully. I suddenly laugh, considering that maybe his just joking but he just frowned

“What?” I asked him

“I’m serious” he said “your pretty” he added making me taken aback

“What are you talking about?” I asked him and laugh nervously since this is so unlike him

“I’m just saying that you looked pretty” he said and he looked away

“Stop it”

“What?” he asked and he looked at me again

“Stop saying I’m pretty” I said and looked away

“Why?” he asked, he suddenly went closer making me move back

“Stop, it’s so not like you, your being weird” I said. I move back more but he just keep getting closer making me feel uneasy

“Why can’t I say that huh? Tell me Pokpak?” he asked seriously, making me look at him like this is not the Kunpimook I know. ‘Why is he being like this?’ I asked to myself

“Stop it” I said. I heard him sigh and he move back. I gulped at the sudden change of atmosphere

“Say Pokpak, is there something between you and Jungkook?” he asked. I looked at him surprised

“Wa-what?” I cursed myself in my head for stuttering when he mentioned Jungkook

“What are you and Jungkook?” he asked, not looking at me and just staring at the plants around the garden

“Friends” I said and there it is again. My heart hurts when I said that, like my heart won’t accept that thing.

Kunpimook didn’t speak after that and the atmosphere is getting heavier and I don’t like it. I was about to speak when Kunpimook spoke

“Really, just friends?” he asked like I was fooling him. He looked at me like that was the biggest lie I ever said

“Just friends?” he asked and I don’t know why I wanted to cry to what he said

“Just friends” I said weakly. I clutched my chest again for it starts to hurt like crazy again

I was startled when Kunpimook took my hand. He held it tightly and looks at me before speaking

“I will believe that” he started, he went closer again, he held my hand close to his chest

“Now, after thinking about it so many times I think I’m ready to say this to you know” he continued. He looked at me like I’m the only last person here in this world and honestly it’s starting to scare me

“I like you” I froze at what he said. I stared at him for minutes until what he said fully registered on my mind

“Wa-what?” I asked because I don’t think its right. I don’t think what’s happening is right. I don’t think him confessing to me is right.

“I like you” he said again but this time like he was too sure about it, like it was now or never.

“What are you talking about Kunpimook? You’re being too weird today” I said and laugh nervously. I tried to free from his hands but he just tighten his hold.

“I’m dead serious Pokpak” he said. I laugh again

“Seriously if I ever figure that this is just your biggest prank, I’m never talking to you again” I said

“How do many times do I have to say that I’m serious about it Pokpak!?” he said, getting frustrated to me

“But-“

“But what?” he asked “Is it really hard to believe that I like you? That I like you so much that it’s driving me crazy?” he said, I couldn’t take it anymore so I avoided his gaze and looked down

“I really like you ever since were still kids, you’re the only one who can make my heart beat faster and smile crazily even though you’re doing nothing” I looked up, quite surprised at what he said. I didn’t really think that Kunpimook will say that. Suddenly all I could only do is stare at his eyes sadly because at this moment I know that I will not like him that way but only as a friend.

“Why? Why are you staring at me like that?” he asked weakly, I tried to answer him but no words are coming out. I could see the tears forming his eyes but his trying to stop it

“You like him do you?” he asked

“What?”

“You like Jungkook?” he said. I was taken aback at first but suddenly it’s all connecting now. ‘Do I like him?’ I surprised myself when I nodded at him. I felt his hand wipe my face, I didn’t realize that my tears started to fall from my eyes

"It looks like we’re just gonna end up just being friends again. I thought that if I waited for you I can finally make you mine but I guess no" he said and he slowly let my hands go

"I'm sorry" is all I could say to him

"Don't be because I'm going to make you mine no matter what" he said, he suddenly grasps my arms again ad hug me

"I will make you mine" he whisper through my ears ad tighten his hug

Ok I tried to make this as close as what I had written at the foreword but if it didn't I'm so sorry guys T_T 

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