Hakyeon wants to escape.

Reality is tiring and he was tired of trying to accept that reality.

He's tired of Taekwoon pushing him away all the time. 

Why am I trying so hard? 

If only the real Taekwoon was like the Taekwoon in his dreams.

The one who loved, cared and cherished Hakyeon as much as Hakyeon cherished Taekwoon.

But a dream is just a dream... a dream in which Hakyeon did not want to wake up from. 

Not now and not ever.