FORTY ONE.

REBOOT.

I wake up to Lucy banging on my door.

 

“Wha-,” I croak groggily, but I don’t even have time to regain my bearings before Lucy yanks me out of bed.

 

“You need to get downstairs now,” she says.

 

“Wha- why?”

 

“We’ve called you a million times- when did you sleep last night?”

 

“Uh... really late. What’s happening?”

 

“Just get dressed and come down.” And then Lucy closes my door and runs back downstairs.

 

A cold feeling of trepidation sinks through my skin. My hands are shaking as I hastily pull on a t-shirt and shorts. My bedhead and morning breath can wait- I have a bad feeling about this.

 

“Can you tell me what’s happening-,” I say, marching down to the living room.

 

My jaw drops.

 

“Oh, there she is!” Jungkook drawls from the couch, his feet kicked up on Lucy’s coffee table. A single laptop is sitting on the cushion next to his. Lucy, Sofia, Dev, and Tom are standing around him, looking incredibly tense.

 

“It’s already 1 PM, sleepyhead. What were you up doing last night?”

 

“None of your business,” I retort. “What the hell are you doing here?”

 

His smirk widens.

 

“You need someone to hack into the Kado’s system, don’t you?”

 

Oh. I guess Lucy and Jin spoke to Jungkook at the party last night, and he agreed to hack into the system. Great.

 

But why does everyone look so uneasy?

 

“What am I missing here?” I ask warily.

 

Lucy grimaces. “Joo.... we didn’t ask him to do this. He approached us.

 

“Wait, what?

 

Jungkook chuckles. “Why do you think I started hooking up with Lucy in the first place? I mean, don’t get me wrong,” he adds, throwing her a nasty leer. “Tight aside, what’s so special about her?”

 

“What the are you on about?” I hiss as Lucy scowls.

 

He leans back in the sofa. “I’ve known something was off with Lucy since our sophomore year. I mess around with the Kado mainframe enough to know when something’s up. Why would a regular student have such an empty file? Why was there so much encryption around her data? And why in the world was Jimin so interested in her?”

 

“So why didn’t you do something about it earlier?” I ask.

 

“I did.” Jungkook laughs.

 

I look around at my friends in utter confusion. “Can someone please be straightforward?”

 

“Apparently, Jungkook has been doing a lot of very illegal backend Kado stuff,” Jin says between gritted teeth.

 

“Did you know I’ve been sending Jimin old pictures of Lucy?” Jungkook asks gleefully. “He’s freaked out of his ing mind. It’s hilarious. Almost as funny as hooking up with her.”

 

“What the ,” I breathe. “Are you actually crazy?”

 

“No,” he hums. “I’m just bored.

 

My jaw drops from the sheer insanity of all this. Jungkook’s airheaded, idiotic boy facade has disappeared, replaced with a chaotic evil sociopath. The fact that he’s known about Lucy’s true identity is the cherry on top.

 

But I’m still missing something.

 

“So now what? What are you trying to accomplish with all this?” I question.

 

“I’m willing to hack through the system with Dev and figure out the real story behind all this.”

 

My eyes narrow. “What do you want in return?”

 

Jungkook chortles. “A fair price.”

 

Everyone is silent as he laughs. I see Dev’s fists tighten. Sofia looks like she’s about to strangle Jungkook.

 

“What you want goes against the Kado’s core commandments,” Jin says in a quiet voice. “This is crazy. Even for you.”

 

“What are you doing to do? Report me?” Jungkook sneers. “Should I mention that you’ve been helping the Hado this whole time?”

 

“What does he want?” I softly ask Dev, dread creeping over me.

 

He crosses his arms.

 

“He wants Lucy’s power,” he responds tonelessly.

 

It feels like I’ve been run over by a steamroller. I close my eyes, attempting to process what I’ve just been told.

 

“You’re joking,” I finally say.

 

“Nope.” Jungkook says. “Isn’t it even? Lucy’s life and identity in exchange for her magic.”

 

Holy ing . This is why everyone looked so angry and terrified.

 

“You’re out of your ing mind,” I say.

 

Not quite.”

 

“Why do you even need her magic? You’re already a part of the Kado! And apparently, you’re smart enough to hack the Kado computer systems-,”

 

“Jungkook wants to be Junior Vice Captain,” Jin angrily cuts in.

 

Jungkook throws him an irritated look. “Hey. Let me make my grand reveals myself.”

 

“You want to be Junior Vice?” I screech. “You?

 

Jungkook’s expression darkens at that. “Why? I can’t?”

 

“Isn’t Jimin already Junior Vice?”

 

Jungkook crosses his arms. “If he’s defeated in a battle by someone more powerful, he’s forced to cede his position. That someone will be me.

 

“Jungkook, you really think you can build your path of leadership in the Kado on violating the biggest rule in the book?” Jin says, his voice rising. “That’s the first thing we learn when we’re kids! You. Can’t. Take. Magic!”

 

Jungkook guffaws. “For an organization that’s supposed to represent the evil in the universe, we sure do have a lot of rules.”

 

“This isn’t about evil or good- this is about the way of the universe-,”

 

“Really? So I’m just supposed to accept that Jimin or Taehyung or even Lucy’s born with stronger powers than me?” Jungkook shoots up, all pretenses of condescension gone. “I’ve spent my whole life looked down by you people because I’m younger and weaker and dumber-,

 

“No one’s called you weak or dumb-,

 

“I know what you all really think!” Jungkook roars. I become distinctly aware of a buzzing sound enveloping the room- it feels like the room is slowly disintegrating, melting away at the corners. I grab the closest person to me- Dev- out of alarm.

 

“See? You can’t even control your powers!” Jin shouts. “You want to be Junior Vice?”

 

He slashes his hand through the air. The buzzing disappears, and the room seems to right itself. Jungkook looks absolutely livid.

 

I can’t tell if Dev’s the one trembling or I am. Both of us are probably shaking like a power blender. Tom and Sofia are protectively standing around Lucy, their hands around her shoulders.

 

Jungkook is clearly unstable. Nothing good can come of this.

 

“I’m going to give you all a bit of time to think about it,” Jungkook says abruptly. The anger has disappeared off his face, leaving only a lazy half-smile. We all watch in silence as he strolls across the living room, through the foyer, and out the door. The resounding slam! echoes through the house.

 

For several moments, we can only stand in utter and complete shock.

 

I don't know what's more terrifying. Jungkook's wild expression, Jin and Tom's terrified whispering, or the fact that Lucy looks like she's actually considering taking Jungkook's deal.


 


 

You are a stupid , the little voice inside my head whispers as I ring the doorbell. What would your friends say if they knew you were here?

 

When there’s no response, I ring the doorbell again.

 

It’s almost like you want to get killed. Why would you think this is a good idea?

 

My finger moves to ring the doorbell again- before the door flies open.

 

“What the are you doing here?” Jimin hisses. He’s clad in nothing but a pair of checkered pajama pants, revealing toned muscles and a six-pack. Judging by his tousled hair and raspy voice, he just got up.

 

“I need to talk to you,” I say.

 

“Do you want to die?”

 

“It’s important. Seriously.” I put my hands up. “This isn’t a trap. I’m coming to your turf. Alone. No one knows I’m here.”

 

Jimin narrows his eyes. “Okay, so you really do have a death wish-,”

 

Please.

 

He looks at me for a long, long moment. I hide my trembling hands in the pockets of my sweater.

 

And then he finally rolls his eyes and opens the door wider.

 

“Come in,” he mutters.

 

I let out a deep breath. Thank god.

 

“How do you even know where I live?” he grumbles, grabbing a t-shirt from the dryer.

 

“I came here that one time you had a party... you know, to pick up Lucy?”

 

Jimin’s jaw clenches. “Right. Well. Make it quick.”

 

“You need to give Lucy her memories back.”

 

His face darkens; he strides towards me, saying, “How many times have we been through this-,”

 

“No, Jimin, seriously, I think she’s going to do something insane-,”

 

“Oh, she’s going to me to try and get access to her memories? Been there, done th-,”

 

“She’s going to give up her magic in exchange for her memories,” I blurt out.

 

Jimin freezes.

 

Time seems to slow as he takes in what I have said- no, time and space are literally slowing, I can see particles slowing down by my body- the air feels like honey- I struggle to take a breath in. I have never experienced anything like this before, not with Taehyung or Jungkook or even Jimin himself.

 

What are you talking about?” Jimin whispers.

 

My mouth struggles to open- my vocal cords cannot even form sounds-

 

.” Jimin closes his eyes, breathes in with five steady beats, breathes out. Slowly, the terrifying sensation surrounding me ebbs away. The moment I am able to breathe in, my body kicks into overdrive, frantically gasping for air.

 

“What- the - was that?!” I choke out.

 

“Sorry,” he utters, his eyes still closed. “I- that hasn’t happened in a while. I don’t lose control like that.”

 

“I thought you... losing control... was just making everything hot,” I pant. “Like that burning sensation in the air.”

 

Jimin lets out a humorless laugh. “That burning sensation is the heat released when my body suppresses my powers. Everytime I experience strong emotions, a spell has to kick into overdrive so I don’t accidentally... do what I just did.”

 

Jesus christ. That’s ing terrifying. Half of me is desperately curious to know more (is it like an exothermic reaction? What kind of spell works like that?), but I doubt Jimin will want to explain all that information.

 

Especially after the bombshell I just dropped.

 

“Lucy found... someone that made a deal with her. Her powers in exchange for him retrieving her memories.”

 

“That’s not even possible,” Jimin says. “The Captain, Vice Captain, and Junior Vice Captain of our division are the only ones who have access to her memories.”

 

“Not quite.”

 

He clenches a fist and slams it into the wall. The resounding crack! of plaster echoes through the air.

 

“Who the is this person?” he growls. “I’m going to destroy them.

 

“I’m not going to tell you,” I snap. “If you don’t return her memories... well, it’s up to Lucy whether or not she wants to do it. I don’t want her to, but it’s not my place to decide-,”

 

Who the hell is it, Jooyeon?!

 

I abruptly stand up. The ever-so-familiar sensation of heat is starting to creep through the air.

 

“If you don’t calm down, I’m leaving,” I utter.

 

Jimin’s eyes are blazing. A shudder ripples through his body as he forces himself to take a deep breath, exhale. Deep breath, exhale. The dry warmth begins to dissipate.

 

“She cannot regain her memories,” Jimin says, his voice shaking. “You do not understand.”

 

“Then make me understand,” I snap. “Lucy literally has two ty options. Why are you so insistent on her forgetting everything?”

 

“Because it’s what she ing asked for!

 

I still. Jimin is staring at me, his chest heaving.

 

“What... are you talking about?” I ask slowly.

 

Suddenly, Jimin grabs my wrist and yanks me towards the staircase. I yelp in protest as he drags me upstairs, rounding flights and flights of stairs until we arrive in front of a large oak door. When he turns the handle, I realize that we are at his bedroom.

 

“What the- why are we here?” I splutter.

 

“If you’re so desperate to see what happened to her, fine,” he growls. I watch as he slashes his hand through the air. A strange brown mask appears in front of him. It’s floating about 5 feet off the ground, suspended by nothing.

 

“What’s that?” I question warily.

 

He hands the mask to me. “Put it on.”

 

“Why? What is it?”

 

“Just do it.

 

After a moment of hesitation, I do as he says.

 

“Okay, now what?” I say. “I just look like an idiot-,”

 

Jimin snaps.

 

And I feel like I’ve been shoved off the top of a skyscraper.

 

Holy kkkkkkkkkkkkk!” I screech as my body plummets down miles and miles and miles. “Ahhhhhhhhh!

 

I'm going to die.

 

 


A/N: guys is the spacing ed??? please lmk if this chapter is hard to read
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almost done editing/revising this story (which i'm super satisfied with) but its like 3:33 AM and i have work tomorrow............... we ing live in a society bro

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wedseaday
#1
Chapter 71: This is my second time re-reading this story and I was left speechless after reading the whole book, but now that I’ve got my jaw gathered. The feeling of reading the book was like listening to Jin’s The Astronaut for the first time over and over. I seriously love how all of them — Lucy, Jooyeon and Sofia are aware of the toxicity of their relationship with their significant other. It saddens me that Jooyeon and Taehyung will be spending time apart but I think it’s for their best. There’s so much to fix, heal and grow. But what I’m afraid of most is Jimin. He sounds broken but thrives for power, and would choose that over anything—love, friendship. GOSH AND JIN HERE IS AMAZING. Love love him. I like how Jungkook is part of their group now too. Thank you so so much again, love. You have the talent and have captured my mind and heart. 💕
wedseaday
#2
Chapter 71: This is so good. You are amazing. Thank you so so much for this.
atasiwi #3
Chapter 71: OMG
asami-sohma #4
holy rubi you're outdoing yourself again 💞 I remember being a desi high-schooler DMing you and I'm about to graduate college in May :)

I am so so excited for you and these big new chapters in your life, and if you need anything please feel free to reach out. we love you and missed you so much, and hope you're well, healthy and happy like another wonderful comment said 🥰
dukkuu
#5
Chapter 71: hey, i'm a few months late but i just read this update, and your a/n. so happy that you got your dream job, and that you're excited to move to new york ♡ i hope the show has stopped by now, or you've found ways to cope with it. i'm kinda sad and pensive right now, and i guess this comment is just a shout to the void. but i hope you're doing well, healthy, and happy ♡
Redlocks #6
Chapter 71: Most hateable person in windsong: j-man
Love_Mark
#7
Chapter 71: amazing writing aside, i'm so glad that you're doing well!! moving to nyc is so exciting, i'm just really happy for you and proud of you :))
AiiSoo #8
Chapter 71: This chapter is quiute short but impactful. It is heartbreaking but they both needed this.
Thank you for this update!! I’ll anticipate the next 2 chapters..!
pramithia #9
Chapter 71: Oh man this was a very emotionally charged chapter. I’ve been waiting for this blow up to happen honestly like there was too much between Joo and Taehyung that they didn’t tell each other and I’m glad they were able to vent their frustrations to each other a bit before taking space and time apart. Like I know holding a suicide attempt over someone’s head is toxic af but like... Taehyung needed to know how absolutely horrible it was for Joo to be here. And how much she went through and how little his protection worked?? Still, as much as they need this it doesn’t mean I’m a not little sad that it had to be this way for them lol.

Man I really wanna love Lucy and all but she just keeps disappearing like this 😭 I know she has a lot to deal with and a lot to work through and being in the presence of Jimin doesn’t really help but like... YOUR FRIENDS ARE ALSO GOING THROUGH ! THEY ARE SO WORRIED!!! At least stick around for a little longer,,, idk man I hope she’s alright and I know they’re all having a hard time right now but I just can’t help but think it’s kinda selfish she just keeps disappearing on her time and time again... especially considering everything that Joo and Dev went through was for her sake. They’re not even magical beings like there is no reason they should have had to go through all that under normal circumstances.

Bro you’ve been busy with work for so long that’s such a rip that your dream job ended up causing so many complications for you, I’m sorry. Hopefully it gets better as you work longer. Do you mind me asking what job it is? Just out of curiosity.

Moving to NYC sounds so scary omg I hope it goes well for you!! Does this mean you’re switching jobs too? NYC sounds like such a cool place to live, I love big cities. And lol I’m so jealous you’re already vaccinated, Canada’s vaccination rollout plan has been one big mess and nobody understands what’s going on right now tbh... I feel like if I get vaccinated by the end of the year I’ll be lucky lol.

Super looking forward to see how this wraps up!! This fic started in my last year of high school and now I’m on the last legs of university... crazy!! So much has changed but it was definitely super fun to read this throughout that journey.