Doubt (Youngkwang)

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It was relatively quiet.

 

The six boys were all sitting on the floor of their room, writing on pieces of paper. Aside from the occasional question about a question or when one of them wanted to comment on another’s answer, the only sound was the scratching of pen on paper. The self-introduction form that was attached to their uniforms were rather long, ranging from simple topics such as birthdate to more complex ones like future goals.

 

About halfway through his self-introduction, Kwangmin glanced over at Youngmin’s paper. His twin was also still on the first page, and Kwangmin leaned over slightly to get a good look at what Youngmin had written. Reading through the section where they were supposed to list their family members, Kwangmin saw their mother’s, father’s, and little brother Hyunmin’s names, but one name was missing from the list.

 

“Hey, why didn’t you write my name down? I’m your brother!” Kwangmin pointed at the family section on Youngmin’s self-introduction paper. The others started laughing, wondering how Youngmin could forget to write down Kwangmin as a family member.

 

“Ah, that’s right.” Youngmin quickly went back and scribbled down ‘Jo Kwangmin.’

 

Kwangmin retreated as the laughter died into occasional chuckles. His eyes fell to the family section on his own paper, where ‘Jo Youngmin’ was the first name he had written. A black hole appeared in his stomach, everything out and leaving a cold shell behind.

 

He was probably being sensitive, but a nagging thought always appeared in his head and told him that maybe, just maybe, Youngmin wishes he didn’t have a twin brother.


The six of them were squished into one couch as cameramen set up their equipment for a recording, which would be titled ‘Boyfriend Summer Vacation Event.’ Youngmin was looking forward to answering their fans’ questions since they haven’t spoken to their fans for a while.

 

Once the cameras were ready, Donghyun started the recording. “I’m your Boyfriend!” he declared energetically. The group quickly bowed in unison as they said hello to their fans. Without further ado, they started answering the fans’ questions.

 

The recording was going smoothly. They answered the questions, cracked the occasional joke, and were overall enjoying themselves. Then, a new question popped up, and Youngmin immediately knew how he was going to answer.

 

Who would you choose as partners if Boyfriend made sub-units?

 

Jeongmin considered the question for a moment before choosing Kwangmin. Immediately after, Kwangmin chose Jeongmin. Youngmin wasn’t particularly disappointed to hear that, knowing full well that they wouldn’t be attached at the hip just because they are twins.

 

However, Youngmin would still stand by his decision. When it was his turn to answer, he barely hesitated before declaring that he would choose Kwangmin as his subunit partner. The other members made various noises of acknowledgment and were unsurprised by Youngmin’s choice in partner. Out of the corner of his eye, Youngmin saw Kwangmin squeeze his eyes shut and make a face.

 

Youngmin’s heart plummeted. He hadn’t expected Kwangmin to jump for joy. He wasn’t even surprised that Kwangmin had an exasperated look on his face when Youngmin chose him. Yet, there was a black hole in his stomach, everything out and leaving a cold shell behind.


He knows he was being sensitive, but a small nagging thought planted itself in his brain and told him that maybe, just maybe, Kwangmin wishes he didn’t have a twin brother.

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Unfortunately, there won't be an update for this story on April 2nd either. Sorry about missing two weeks, but midterms didn't allow me to write.

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istillloveminwoo
#1
Chapter 10: You're cute Kwangmin ah... both of you had your own charm ^3^
istillloveminwoo
#2
Chapter 1: Lol the er XD
IshidaMichaelis
#3
Chapter 26: It was well done. Really. The last three chapters, too. And thanks for ending this with JeongSeong, my ultimate OTP of Boyfriend. :)
Will be looking forward to your next stories involving Boyfriend. Fighting! ^^
IshidaMichaelis
#4
Chapter 23: Thanks for the double updates! ^^ I like both chapters. They were both fluffy and cute! :))
IshidaMichaelis
#5
Chapter 21: So it's about to end soon, isn't it? It's only 5 more letters left, I suppose. I'm sorry if I don't comment on every single chapter you've updated, but I just want to say that I've read all of them. I read them all because I just found them... Beautiful. Regardless of the genre and being the short stories they are, I like and love them all, because I love Boyfriend. :) And I'm sure you write these stories because you love them, too. Thanks for writing this. :))
catdeprived
#6
Chapter 12: did chapter 12 really happen? :o
if so, can i get a link? hehe
IshidaMichaelis
#7
Chapter 10: Hey. This is so... Sweet xD
IshidaMichaelis
#8
Chapter 6: Until this point, I think you have written good stories. At least they can fill my feeling for missing Boyfriend lately. :)