1212th May 2016 

Da Jeong was smiling with herself when his boyfriend got free time and started to chatting with her. It was at Girls Seowon School , a place that she study.

" Yah ! Wonwoo , huh ? " Hye Sung asked her after came into the class.

" Mind your own business , Miss " she replied Hye Sung . She didn't mean to sound rude but it was her way with her friends .

" Wuuu .. Can I look at it ? " Sin Bi , her another friend came out of blue .

" Yaahh ! You guys really ? Go find for your own " she said then continued replying her boyfriend's chat .

' Oppa gonna have a break for 2 weeks in July TT//TT it's still long to reach it . I miss you , I miss to hold your hand , Miss to cuddle with you , miss your everythings , babe ' - Jeon Wonwoo .

She pouted but then she smiled slightly .

' Ouh , it's fine . You're working so hard and you guys deserves that 2 weeks :) I miss you too MUCH . Take care there when I'm not by your side , alright ?' - Lee Da Jeong .

' YnY there is no way I could take care of myself when you are not here . It's not same like before ..' - Jeon Wonwoo

' Oh My ! 20 minutes more . Babe where are you ? ' - Jeon Wonwoo .

' Bae ! it's 5 minutes more before I have to give my phone to staff noona . Where are you ? palli reply me :< ' -Jeon Wonwoo

' Babe , I have to go . See yah ! I'll text you next time when I'm free . Love you so much <3 love me so much too <3' - Jeon Wonwoo   

Meanwhile , Da Jeong was facing the toilets bowl thrown up everythings that came out from inside. 

" Da Jeong-ah , are you okay ? " Sin Bi asked her as she got all the worries when her friend suddenly started to puke in the classroom. Luckily , it's not spilled on the floor but it's really make Sin Bi to worry about Da Jeong.

In about 5 minutes , Da Jeong already stop thrown but there was no response from her. Sin Bi opened the toilets door . She was shocked when seeing her friend laid down on toilets floor with blood all over his school uniform. Her face was really pale .

Seoul International Hospital

She saw everythings was white as she opened her eyes. Her clothes also white matched with her pale skin .

" Where I am ? " she was wondering where she is because she was at school last time.

Suddenly the door opened .

A woman came in with her fake smile as she won't her daughter got worried about it . Whose mother is not sad when her daughter critically having virus in her heart ? She wondered if her daughter can survive .

" Ma ? " Da Jeong asked .

" Yes , my dear . " Mrs Lee answered her question . She came near her bed and sat on the bed beside her daughter . 

" Where I am ? Is this reality ? " she asked her mother . 

" you're in the hospital . Sin Bi said you passed out when you was puking in the toilets . " Mrs Lee answered her questions again. 

" ouh yeah ! I remembered back . What the doctor said ? " she looked sharply in her mother's eyes . 

Mrs. Lee felt hesisated to answer the question because it's really difficult to answer.

" They say .. your heart is having a virus . . " Finally she answered her.

Da Jeong couldn't say any words because obviously she will not survive and there is no way to survive . But she really worried about her Boyfriend . What kind of reaction that he will show up ? Would he sad or happy ?

5th June 2016

At the midnight , Wonwoo couldn't close his eyes. The clock said it was 2 a.m. Even though that is not their sleep time yet but the manager gave them early break . The members were so happy .

He unlocked his screen then checked if he received any messages from her girlfriend . But , she didn't said anything . " Perhaps she's asleep because it's already 2 in the morning , Jeon Wonton " he said under his breathe.  

" Hyung , you're not sleep yet ? " Boo the Diva half awake from his sleep perhaps get disturbed by Wonwoo's voice .

" I can't sleep " simply answered .

" How can he sleep if he is a sloth ? " Mingyu said as he change his sleep position facing the walls.

" Hahahah ! " all the members laughed after hearing Mingyu's words .

" Yah ! shut up . " Wonwoo told them to be silent because he got annoyed by that unfunny jokes .

" Hyung , did Da Jeong didn't replied you ? " Di'Caprio , Vernon asked him as Wonwoo kept scrolling at his chat with Da Jeong .

" Nope " one word answer but have a lot meaning.

" It's 2:30 , hyung . Maybe she will reply you tomorrow morning " Vernon said .

" Yeah , you're right . Let's sleep " he the screen and began to sleep . To be honest , he felt something not good happened but he didn't know what it is.

10th June 2016 

Before they went to song festival in Busan , he kept checking his Kakao's chat with Da Jeong . She didn't even on the line .

' Babe , I got free time rn '

'why you ain't reply me //pout// '

'how's your day , babe ? today i'm so tired . but gratefully Jeonghan hyung treat me nicely . he's the best mother ever'

' babe , babe , babe , babe , babe '

' so boring even my duty were so full . everythings were boring without youuuuuuuuuu '

' wonton need his girlfriendddd '

' hey , honey ,dear , darling , wifey , etc '

" hey ! let's go " Jeonghan patted his shoulder as they really need to go.

He didn't bother to say a word because his girlfriend was mad on him thought .

They were confidently performed their song with energized movement . Wonwoo also well rapping his lines in their songs .

Their performance ended in about 30 minutes . All of them seemed very tired because they'd do the best to their fans as they won't make Carats disappointed on them.

All of them won't bother to have chit-chat but only small talk. They straightly went to bedroom after cleaned themselves .

27th June 2016

That day , they had event with their fans in Gwangju . The fansmeeting started from 8 a.m. until 1 p.m.

The hall was so crowded of fans that from all walks of life . But still the event was running smoothly.

All the members were cheerfully greeted their fans include the Jeon Wonwoo . He was smiling when the fans waited for his signature . He's so grateful that the Carats always being by their side no matter what .

" Heyyyy ~` what's your name ? " 

" Hello , how are you today ? "

" Haiii , I like your hairstyle" 

" Wow , nice gift EVER ! " 

" Bro .. " if he met boy fans . 

That's him at every time of their fansmeeting. 

That's how he met Lee Da Jeong . He found that she was different than the other fans . She's so amazing .

 " Oppa , Is Mingyu Oppa handsome or you ? " a fans asked .

" Abviously me .. I'm the handsome member ever . " he asnwered . 

" Oppa , could you please tell me your number ?" another fans asked him.

" Okay " then he wrote down 911 .

" Hey you bad " Mingyu said as he saw what Wonwoo wrote on the fans question's paper.

" mehrong :P " he took his tongues out .

" Yah ! how could you hyung . I thought we're Meanie " Mingyu make pity faced .

" I already have Da Jeong " he put out his tongue again.

" I have Hye Sung tho " Mingyu also did the same as Wonwoo .

Then , they laughed together .

To be honest , every idol very likes to spend their lifes on their fans as their fans willing to sacrifice everthing to make them raise their popularity . And also cry if thair idols have some problems .

So , their heart felt heavy to end the event because if they could spend more time with their fans they would do that.

The fans sadly waved their hands to them as they have to get off from the hall . The members also felt the same .

" Such tired todayyy " said Minghao when he lend his head on Jun's shoulder .

" Yah , you're not going to the war yet " Seungkwan said because he found that was so annoying .

" Hey , don't say that to your hyung " Jeonghan told scolded Seungkwan .

" Fine . I'm sorry , The8 hyung . " Seungkwan asked for his forgiveness . Minghao smiled then patted Seungkwan's head .

" IT's fine " Minghao said . Seungkwan looked a bit shocked as Minghao forgive him that fast . 

Then , he smiled to Minghao . Jun also smiled when watching both of them . 

Meanwhile , Wonwoo who sat beside the window was kept looking at the outside . His mind was flying as he thinking about his girlfriend .

He also felt uneasy a few days ago . But yet he still showed his smile and laughed together when they making some jokes .

1st July 2016

As he wished , they finally got rested for 2 weeks . All of the members packed their things to go back home except for Joshua , Mighao and Jun as their home were not in Korea .

Wonwoo texted his family to be patient as he will arrives soon and not to be hurry when welcoming him . He also texted his girlfriend even though he knoew that she will not answer him because it was stated there that her last seen was on 12th March 2016 .

He sighed then lend his head on Mingyu's as he was lying prostated on the floor .

" Yah hyung ! what's wrong with you ? " Mingyu shook his and make Wonwoo's head bounced .

" Let me rest on your " Wonwoo said then slapped Mingyu's .

" Haish whatever . " Mingyu gave up on him as he is older brother .

" what are you doing ? " Wonwoo asked him as he kept looking on his phone all the time .

" Chatting with Hye Sung . " Mingyu answered him .

" HUrmm .. could you ask her about Da Jeong ? " Wonwoo wished

" Okay .. wait ya " Mingyu said .

" Hyung , she said that last time she met her on March . " Mingyu said to him . 

" WHat ? Seriously ? " Wonwoo lifted his head a bit . 

" She SAID " Mingyu showed him his phone . 

" Could you please ask her why ? " His wished again and Mingyu began to ask her on Kakaotalk .

" She said that Sin Bi said to her that Da Jeong passed out in toilet . Then she got quarentine in ward . " Mingyu said to him and he also gasped a bit . Both of them looked a bit shocked . 

" Quarentine ? " Wonwoo said under his breathe . 

When he got home , he quickly asked his father for the car key . 

After that , he rushed to her house for her hospital address . 

' Knock knock ' He knocked on the door 

' knock knock ' he knocked again 

' kno- ' the door was opened then a younger boy came out from that house .

He smiled then bowed to Wonwoo as he respect him .

" Da Bin- ah , where's your sister ? " He quickly asked him as he won't waste his time .

" Ouh .. she is at Seoul National Hospital . Bu- "

" Thanks for that " He rushed in her car and the car leading to hospital as Da Bin told him the address .

When he safely parked his car , he rushed into hospital and asked the duty staff the patient name .

Then , he began running towards her wards . At the front of her wards , it was like a house because there was another side in there . The visitors who didn't wearing any safety clothes are not gonna let in to visit the patient .

It was called as Danger Zone . The visitors must wear the safety suit like an astrounaut . He felt a little awkward when in the astronaut suit . He really cannot move like he wanted .

When he got into her room , he saw that she was in the quarentine box . She obviously suffered when trapping in there . Wonwoo felt very sad when seeing her pale face and weak body .

Da Jeong turned her gazed to her new guest . She didn't expect to have this guest today because she was not ready to face him in her that condition . But yet she still acting like she's fine even she was suffereing to death .

" Wonwoo Oppaa !!! " she ran towards Wonwoo but then stop as the box seperated both of them . Then , they put their hands on that transparent glass box even they cannot feel their hands.

" Oppa , I really miss you . You got your free time , huh ? " she said to him . Wonwoo cannot turned his gaze to another place but on her face .

" I miss you too , Chagiya " he said . But actually , there were two holes that can make them feel themselves . It was fine thought because he was wearing the safety suit .

Wonwoo shroked her hair . She just giggled . To be honest , She wanted to cry because she cannot stay any longer anymore . Her death will come and take her at anytime .

For his side , he wanted to cry too and if the God pleased him to switch her disease on him , he will and would do .

" Oppa , I really want to get out from this box . I cannot breathe properly . You know , sometimes I wonder what if I just knocked this glass and ran from here . I would go finding you out there . But you're so busy " she said while took his hands to her cheeks .

Wonwoo laughed a bit as he was imagining his small girlfriend could knocked the tough glass box and ran from here .

" Chagi , how's your eat time ? Are you eat that well ? Are you finished your food ? " he asked her with his gentle voice .

" I eat .. but I couldn't finish it because YOU'RE ARE NOT HERE !! " she rose her voice but Wonwoo didn't mind about it because whenever she shouts for the world , her voice still like a baby .

" Aigoo .. chagiya ~ hurry get well soon , kay ? I wanna take you and stay with me " he said while interwhined their fingers .

" Are you serious , Jeon Wonwoo ? " she just want to make sure if he is not joking while she is sick to death .

" Of course I am , my dear . " he answered her while looking deeply into her hazel eyed .

" even you are on you have pack of scheduled ? " she asked him again .

" Yes , honey ~ I love you and you know it . I would do everything on you . " he said .

" Woaah ... Well , I love you too .. so , let me out of here then " she smiled after said on something impossible .

" Chagiya , can I ask you ? "

" Yes ? "

" What kind of disease that you are suffering right now ? "

She looked into his dark black eyed . Then lifted her head down and turned back at their interwhined hands .

" There was virus in my heart . " she said with her cracked voice yet still playing with his fingers even she cannot feels his skin .

" How long ? " he asked her in serious tone .

" I'm not sure too but when the last day of our chit-chat , I was fainted in the toilets and they brought me here until now . I thought that I will get out even for a while but no .. I'm just like a bird in the cage . It so terrible . I'm sick , wonwoo-ah . I'm no longer anymore . You coudn'y do anything . There's no way that I can healt like before . "

she was crying in front of him and he either . Both of them are crying because one side gonna gone for ever and another side gonna missing her for the whole of his life . 

" Don't cry , Oppa .. I will stay strong as long as I can see your face again . " she persuaded him for not to cry . She even smiled at him even she always cry when he's not here . 

" Chagiya , you are the strong person ever . " Wonwoo praised her . She can't wipe his tears as he wore a helmet that covered all of his head . 

" Oppa , I cannot wipe your tears because you are wearing this weird suit . " she chuckled when realized how funny he looked in that suit . 

Even though when she make some jokes on him , he will punish him by lightly hit her head . But today , he gave her chance to make jokes on him as long as she will be happy and not to talk about her disease . 

But a few minutes , she began to cought loudly . Blood was came out when her body shaken while coughing . Wonwoo kept calling her name . Then , he ran  at the outside of the wards to call for helps . 

A group of doctors were in suit rushed into her room . Unfortunately , he cannot come into her room . He really worried as he still can heard her cought . She's really in bad condition . 

He prayed and prayed and prayed but seemed God already destined her to go with Him . 

" Mr . Jeon , I think that it would be good if you are going home right now . You can come for tomorrow " a doctor actually was asking him to leave .

Wonwoo sighed heavily and cannot hold his tears for long time .

He then cried in silent in his room . He won't bother for his mom called from downstairs . He shut his ears for not bothering any things around him . 

He found himself asleep in crying all the night .

2nd July 2016

" Hyung , hyung , hyung wake up ! "

HYung , hurry up ! wake up ! "

He got disturbed by his younger brother's voice . He slowly opened his eyes then gazed his younger brother , Jeon Bo Hyuk .

" Why ? " his cracked voice asked him as he cried last night  

" Da Jeong - " he stopped himself to continued his wrods . Then Wonwoo straightly looked in his face . Wonwoo held his younger brother's shoulder . 

" Da Jeong what ?! " he anxiously asked Bohyuk .

" Da Jeong was pass away at 5 a.m. his younger brother rushed here and told mom . Mom told me to tell you . That's why I'm here to tell you to get ready for her funeral . 

He fell on his knees . He cannot say anty words that time . All he can do was screaming then crying for regreting for anything that he cannot do on her . He kept hitting himself and messed his hair . He also scratched his body . 

Bohyuk stopped from doing that by hugging his older brother . He understood the way he felt about losing the people that they loved so . 

Wonwoo cried and cried . But then he realised that God will not presecuting the innocent . He belives that Da Jeong also hope that he will be happy when he knew that now she can rest in peace untill the end of the world . 

5th January 2018 

He still went to her grave for visiting her on their anniverysary . It's been two years of her death . He really missed her but he need to move on and keep strong . He also went to her house and visiting her family . 

Fortunately , her family treated him well and also called him as their son . 

That's his life now . He will visit her every time when he has free time and if not , he would sent prayer for her . 

THE END