Nara's POV   Another month passed. Summer holiday almost come and I am so excited to go home. Yeah! I am still in the middle of my final test. I'm studying day and night for the test because it's quite difficult. My girls also struggling for their study. This term is the toughest I think. Not only for school but also my life. It's really tough.   I never tried to contact Junmyeon again. I never dropped his lunch again to the hospital. I never met him again. Did I miss him? Well, I don't know. This mixture of feelings keeps twisting on me. Like usual, I hate him but I miss him. I don't want to see him but I'm worried about him. God damn it.   There is a time when Myungsoo told me about him. Well more like informing me how was he doing now. He said Junmyeon is doing his life fine and he is going to graduate. He wished I can come that time. I said I can't because I will go back to my home right after my final test finished. I am not making things up, that's the truth.   The reason why I can ignore him very well is Chanyeol. Well, he never asks about what and why between me and Junmyeon. All he usually was done are cheering me up. Making sure I am not sad and always smile. Yeah, he is a very great distractor. For your information, he is not my boyfriend and I am not dating him. We were just hanging out together, eating some foods and watching some movies together. Yeah, just. I am hanging him though. Since his last confession which is a month ago. I like him around me but it doesn't mean I should fall for him, right?   ***   Junmyeon's POV   It's been a month since she told me to leave. Hey, I am counting the days. I also remember why she came that day. That was supposed to be our first year anniversary. See? I am the most stupid guy in this world.   I am doing my life fine now. Still drunk and laid at night then take care my patients on the next day. I am working so hard to finish my study. I finally graduated, yeah. I wish Nara can come to at least congratulate me. Yeah, I wish.   She never contacted me again. No lunch, no call, no text, of course, no meet up. Oh God I missed her so bad. But it seems like she didn't miss me. Myungsoo told me that now she is with Chanyeol. Oh yeah, he probably makes her happy as he said. I know what she doing now through Myungsoo and the girls SNS. Every time they posted a picture with Nara or include Nara, I saved it. Call me a coward but yeah I miss her. I miss her so much.   As Myungsoo ever said, I have to try to put on her shoes. I think about if I was in her circumstances. Will I forgive that guy? Will I reconcile with that guy? I don't think so.   ***   Nara's POV   "Chanyeol? What are you doing here?" asked me surprisedly. I was studying for my test then suddenly hear a knock on my door. I reach for it then find Chanyeol there. "Surprise!" said him then smile widely. "Ice cream for someone that worked her brain off so bad." I laugh. "Can I come in?" asked him. Still with the smile on his face. "Sure..."   He plops into the couch like he usually do. Well, it's not the first he comes to my place. It's been several times he comes bring me chicken, ice cream or bubble tea. Sometimes I feel guilty to him. I let him come with hope but I never have feelings toward him. But I never have any heart to reject him too. He always smiles and looks happy. Damn it.   We eat the ice cream while talking about our school. How was my test going and his. We talk an