Nara’s POV   I’m already in front of his house with full hands. Hesitating will I come in or not. I am just about to push the door but it open by itself. Oh, it's him.   "Hey..." He greets me with a wide smile. Oh no… "Hi..." replied me shortly. "I see you on the CCTV so...." I’m looking at where he pointing the CCTV. Okay, great. "Here, let me help.” He is taking my errands from my hand than getting inside. Jeez, how come this guy act this natural? Did he still imagine me as his girlfriend? Did he realize his mistakes? I am not talking that much. I’m just following him. "Nara?" called a voice. Luhan tilted his head from upstairs. I nod to him. "Hello oppa." "Oh that's really you! I miss you!” He is rushing from the stairs then hugging me. Great. Even though the hug is only last for couple seconds, it sends shiver to all over my body. I can feel Junmyeon looking at me. "Thanks for coming Nara," said him happily. It seems like this oppa doesn’t know our circumstances. "It should be me that gratefully accept your invitation oppa." "Aish... It's not an invitation. We are going to be a family after all," said him while waving his hand. Family, my . "Well, I will start. Oppa wants to help?" asked me while taking out my errands. He nods his head excitedly. "Me want to! But let me take a bath first!" He is rushing back upstairs. Now it’s me and Junmyeon again. I’m just taking out all of my errands without saying anything to him. "Do you need....." "No…” I cut his words. "Well, if you need any help I will be in the living room," said him. "Yeah...." replied me without seeing me. He left me to the living room. Jeez. How come he acts like that? I choose to don't care and start to cook.   ***   Junmyeon’s POV   I am happy to see her but it seems like she doesn't happy to see me. What should I do? I keep glancing to her while working on my paper. Well, not working at it. It's just an excuse though. It seems like she is looking for something. I’m getting up to help her.   "What you need?" asked me. She looks surprised. "I uh... Need another knife because this one not sharp anymore." ‘Not sharp anymore? How sharp exactly that she needs?’ asked me confusedly to myself. I think Mom have another set of knives. I’m opening every drawer to look for it and yes, it’s there. I carefully take it outside and hand it to her. "Is that enough?" She is trying to cut the carrot. "Yeah, thanks." She back to her cook directly.No loving smile. No loving gaze. I just realize that I hurt her so much. "Nara ya, I uh...." "Nara yaaa!" shouted Luhan . "Ohh... Looks like I am disturbing your time guys," said him then smirk to me. Nara shakes his head. "No, we are fine," said her then smile to him. Yes, to him, not me. "So, what is the thing that I can help?" asked him excitedly. “Hmm…” She is looking at her cook. "Can you help me boiled that? Make sure it’s dipped," asked her while pointing to the chicken. "Sure! Junmyeon gets to the side. I am afraid you will burn the kitchen," said Luhan then pushing me out from the kitchen. Jeez, this hyung. I can see from the tip of my eye that she smiles a bit. I feel relieved. I’m going back to the living room again to work on my paper. Okay, I will revise it, to act as if I am working on my paper.   ***   Nara’s POV   It takes almost an hour and a half to finish all of the meals. Not only for dinner, but I also make another meal for couple days breakfast and dinner. Ah don't forget, caramel pudding for a week. I am pretty sure Junmyeon will sick of it.   "I will eat a lot!" said Luhan just before he sips the stew. "Hmm this is a masterpiece Nara ya!" squealed him like a girl. "Eat a lot oppa," said me then smile to him. "Of course!" said him then continue to eat. I’m smiling toward his act. At this time I forget that he already has someone that takes care of him. "I will eat a lot too, Nara ya," said Junmyeon. I just nod to him. "Do you have any class tomorrow Nara ya?" asked Luhan suddenly. "Pardon? Yeah, I have," answered me. He must want to ask me to go out. "Ahh too bad. I need to buy Sehun birthday present. I hope you can help. How about tomorrow? This weekend?" asked him again. See? I am right. I shake my head. "I am really sorry I can't. I already have an appointment oppa," said me. "Ya! Can I borrow her for just one day? Jeez, you are too greedy little brother," said Luhan while nudging Junmyeon. "I uh..." just before he finishes his sentence I cut it. "Excuse me. I need to go to the toilet." "You can use the one on Junmyeon room," said Luhan. No, not his room. "I will accompany you," said Junmyeon. Oh great. He is getting up first and I’m following him. "I will wait here," said him. Great he won't leave me alone. I just nod my head then close the bathroom door.   I’m looking at my reflection on the mirror. ‘You know what Park Nara, you are the most stupid girl that ever live. You miss him but you act like you don't. You love him but you act the opposite. You care for him but you act like you don’t care.’ What should I do?   I can't forgive him but I miss him like hell. I am lying if I said I don't care about him anymore. But it just... too hurt. It's too hurt to remember what he ever did to me. It's really possible if he will make the same mistake if we are making up. I am afraid I will get hurt again.   I want to leave this place so bad. How come I leave? I’m unlocking the door and welcome by Junmyeon teary eyes.   "I miss you...." said him lowly. Yeah, I miss you too.   ***   Junmyeon’s POV   I’m still staying in front of the bathroom door. I want to apologize to her properly. No, I want to see her smile a bit because of me. Call me greedy but I’m dying to see her smile towards me. Even though that was impossible. I can hear the door unlock. My heart beats faster. She looks surprised to see me outside the door.   "I miss you..." said me lowly. I’m looking into her eyes. I know deep inside she misses me too. "I am sorry Nara. Very sorry for everything.” "This is the last time I do a favor for your hyung. Tell him we are not together again," said her coldly. Oh yes, I hurt her too much. I grab her hand. I know she is trying to flinch but I hold it tighter. "Don't...." said her lowly. "Please forgive me Nara. I know what I was done was wrong. I know I hurt you. I know I made you sad. I know you are angry with me but please....." My tears almost broke. "Forgive me....." "You realize what you were done were wrong, huh?" said her. "I do...." "Then if you realize that please leave me..." How come she tells me to leave? "You still love me, right? You still care for me, right? You won't left the lunch if you do not care for me. You won't come today if you do not love me. Don't do this to yourself baby. Be honest to yourself...." "How can I be honest if you can't be honest with yourself?" Her voice starts to escalate. "You don't care for me. You just want to touch me. You just want to hug me, kiss me, right? I believe in expressing love towards another thing than physical touch but seems like you don't believe that!" "No! No! Of course not!” Why she always think like that?! “If I just want to touch you, I will do it right after I know you. If I just want to kiss you, I will just push you back and kiss you like tomorrow never come. I love you. I do really love you Nara...." She avoids my eyes. Great. My words must be shot her heart. "Look at me," said me while grabbing her chin. I am looking into her eyes. I can see her sadness too there. "Tell me, that you don't love me anymore," said me slowly. "If so, I won't disturb you anymore." I just want to challenge her. I just want to make sure we love each other. Oh too bad, I never ready to her next words. "I don't love you anymore Kim Junmyeon..." I’m crying inside.   ***   Nara’s POV   "I am sorry Nara. Very sorry for everything…” said Junmyeon lowly. Is he really regret what he has done? "This is the last time I do a favor for your hyung. Tell him we are not together again," said me then looking at the other side. I don't want to meet his eyes. He grabs my hand. I am trying to flinch but he holds it tighter. "Don't...." said me lowly. No… Not a physical touch…. "Please forgive me Nara. I know what I done was wrong. I know I hurt you. I know I made you sad. I know you are angry with me but please....." His voice trembling. I also can see that he hold his