Nara’s POV   I’m wake up on the next day with swollen eyes, bloated face and terrible headache. Last night, I decided to knock Fei door. I don't want to be alone. I need someone to comfort me. The sun already rise high, I’m get up from the bed then went to the kitchen. Fei is already there.   "Good sleep last night?" She asks while handing me an orange juice. I’m shaking my head slowly then taking the juice. “Worst sleep ever." That's the truth. I keep dreaming about Hyuna. Every time I tried to sleep again, I kept dream about the same thing over and over again. It makes my head ache. I can see Fei take a very deep sigh. "Can you tell me...." I’m cutting her words. "I am not ready yet."   Yeah, I haven't told her about last night. I am too afraid to tell her. While I knocked her door with watery and red eyes last night she just pulled me into her embrace. She didn't have guts to ask me why.   "It’s alright.” She is smiling towards me. “Take your time. Tell me when you ready." I nod my head to her. "Can I stay here for couple days? I just don't want to be alone..." said me lowly. "Stay as long as you want. It's okay," said her then smile to me. Thank you, thank you so much Fei.   ***   Junmyeon’s POV   I’m awake with the urge to throw up. I’m rushing to the bathroom to release it. After throwing up all of the things inside my stomach, I’m going to the wash stand. I’m watching my reflection in the mirror. I’m a total mess. My hair, my face and also my heart.   Last night, I went straight to the bar after dumped with Nara. I asked for the strongest drink that they have. I almost broke my card to forget her last night. If Luhan hyung and Sehun not dragged me home last night, well I probably not gonna wake up this morning and left tons of debt on the bar.   There is a knock on my door. I can see Mom tilting her head. "Can I come in dear?" asked her. "Yeah..."   She is coming with a breakfast tray. After wash my face and change my clothes, I’m joining with her on my bed. She gives me a cup of warmth tea. I take it from her. Oh yeah, tea. It reminds of Nara, my baby.   "So, what's going on with my little baby last night until half of his brother need to drag him home?" She is looking at me with caring look. I’m crying in front of her even when I haven’t told her anything. She is pulling me to her embrace. “Take your time baby. Take your time," said her while my back. "I won't go anywhere."   I have never been so honest with my Mother. I tell her everything. I mean literally everything. Well I am already an adult though. She looks.... surprised. She probably never thought she could raise a jerk like me. I am ready for anything Mom. Even if you want to kick me out from our house.   "Do you really love her?" asked her at the end of my story. Yes! I love her so bad Mom. "Very..." whispered me. “Well…” She is taking a moment. “It will take a long time for her to recover. What you done to her will be shocked her. We never know how long she will recover." I’m looking at her. "Really?" Mom is nodding her head. "I am sorry baby. I can't assure you that she will back for you but you really should make up with her." Make up? "She is really a nice girl. She is not the type that easily hatred. Take your time. Just do it slowly,” said her then smile to me.   Mom is right. There is a very high possibility that she won't be back to me. I probably left another traumatic experience on her. She already has one and I add it again. Why I only think with my crotch last night? You are the most stupid person in the world, Kim Junmyeon.   I should make up with her. I don't even have time to say sorry to her last night. She must be still hurt. She needs time to recover. I sigh. It seems like I should give her some space now.   ***   Nara’s POV   It's been a week after the accident. This week is a total mess. I can't sleep every night. Every time I closed my eyes at night, the pictures of Hyuna or Junmyeon will be played. Because I can't sleep at night, well it ruins everything. I can't concentrate on my class. I missed half of them. I missed all of the project activities. I missed my session with Professor Jung. I missed my practice with Taemin. I missed him.   This whole week I decided to sleep at Fei place. I just come to my place after class to take my stuff then went to hers. I’m spending my night by crying my heart out to her without saying anything. I know she is wondering to death about what's going with me. But she never asks. Finally last night, I gathered all of my guts to tell her about what's going on with me and Junmyeon. The story ends with sob and hug. Fei's mouth never stops say bad words about him while her hands busy makes me comfortable.   I haven't meet Junmyeon this week. Not even a call or text. To be honest, I miss him. But every time I remember that night, it hurts me. He didn't looking for me though. Not even from Fei or the other girls. Remember, he ever waited for me on the bus station in front of my school just to make up with me.   I just finished my class. I left my girls first to go to my place for getting some stuff. I never take time too long on my place. I'm afraid Junmyeon will come. I'm not ready to see him. Besides, I don't want to see him anymore.   It seems like I'm running out of my luck today. I’m just lock my door and find Junmyeon there. He is just like m