“Yah, I saw him in the airport, is he going to have a vacation? Are you two okay now?”

My friend called ne and told me that she saw you in the airport

“I don’t know”

Those words are the only words that came out from my mouth, it’s the only words that answer all their questions, Is he going to leave me like this? He’ll going to leave me without telling me? Is he going to leave me in Pain? “Goodbye”, Is it hard to say that word? I’m just asking for that word from him and I’ll let him go this time.

“He’s not happy with you! Can’t you ing see it nor feel it? Are you that numb? Don’t be selfish!”

His friend told me that’s he’s unhappy with me, Hahaha Is he faking it all the time? His laugh, his smile it’s always look real, Is he faking it all along??!! Or I’m just really that numb for not knowing his real feeling? Am I too selfish? Is it my fault to love him this damn much?

“People change, Feelings fade. He doesn’t like you now, He’s not the guy you met anymore, I’m sorry. I can’t do anything, I don’t know what his thinking , I’m really sorry.”

His mother told me that he don’t like me no more and maybe that’s the reason why he’s walking out the door, Looking at him leave hurts me damn much, I can’t do anything. “Does he ever love me?” The question that ruining my thoughts, “I don’t know” the words that came out from my mouth again. He just used me, He used me to forget her, didn’t he? He use me because I’m her bestfriend

“He’s been crying and depress because of their break-up, I’m begging you. Please talk to your bestfriend, I know that she will listen to you, Tell her how much my brother loves her”

What can I just do is laugh, His brother came to me and kneel just to tell me those? Wae? Wae? Why does he love her so much? Why does he accept me if he’ll just going to break me? He’s been crying for her everynight and here I am crying because of him. Maybe he really loves her damn much that he forget that I’m his girlfriend. Am I that difficult to love? Can I break his heart too like how she breaks it? Maybe no because I’ve never been in his heart and I know that he knows that he’s killing me not physically but emotionally, I know that he only wants to use me but I choose this, I choose to break my heart. I know that he’s dying, he’s dying because he’s with me and not with her.

“I-I don’t feel the love anymore, Jiyeon-ah, I guess we don’t love each other anymore, Maybe we’re just inlove with the idea of being inlove.”

He told me that he felt out love from me, I didn’t know, Maybe I’m not the one he needed all this time, maybe it was her all along so I made this decision, I choose to break my heart again

“I’m setting you free, I know that it so damn hard to let you go, but for you I’ll do this, because I love you damn much more than you love her, It’s hurt to see you being like this”- Park Jiyeon

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Annyeong yeorobeun, So this is my first ever story so pardon me for th wrong grammars and for the errors. Should I continue this story? I think it's so dramatic [/chuckles; Oh by the way can someone help me? How to put images? because it's my first time to write a story her. Thank you in advance.